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It's hard to say enough. After reading this, I really like the character of Hui Xue. Hui Xue is neither black nor white, neither good nor evil. It is precisely because of this kindness that Hui Xue is destined to be unable to kill Shen Tinglan. But if she is completely evil, it is not worth our worries and sighs for her. She is torn with herself, torn between right and wrong, Hesitant, she wants to go crazy, but not completely crazy enough. She resists, but it is based on kindness and weakness. She will show her sharp claws due to injustice, block the iron rod for kind people, use her own advantages wisely, hide the drawings, and will also compromise under absolute authority, just like every ordinary person. Cyan, no matter how noble and cunning, still lowers its proud head for fate and power. Each male character seems to symbolize different evils, selfish desires, oppression, power, hypocritical love, and sanctimonious fatherly love. No one has the so-called aura and abilities or wisdom beyond normal people. Ugliness is ugly, hypocrisy is hypocrisy, and cruelty is cruelty. Regardless of the so-called class power, everyone is the same.

Finished spreading flowers! The author's writing style is very good, giving the monotonous text a strong sense of drama during the reading process. The story is short and concise, with a clear structure. Each chapter is like a scene of drama unfolding before my eyes, and I feel like I am sitting in the audience under the stage, quietly enjoying the joys and sorrows of the performers under the spotlight. The large amount of psychological descriptions in the article not only gave me a deeper understanding of the characters, but also gave me a stronger sense of separation from the characters, allowing me to look at the whole thing from the perspective of a bystander. Hui Xue repeated the words countless times throughout the article: How could someone fall in love with someone who only regards themselves as x n? Hui Xue said at the beginning of the story that the other orcs in the courtyard were sold as slaves, but the funny thing is that she herself could not escape this. Therefore, when I saw the ending, I actually felt even more sad than Huixue. This article gave me more of a description of the torture history of a person who was unable to resist in a harsh environment, and finally died sadly. And Shen Tinglan just happened to play the role of a perpetrator, promoting the development of Hui Xue's miserable life. And would Hui Xue still be like this even if she hadn't met Shen Tinglan in this life? I think it will still be miserable (from the half-orc identity and social setting mentioned in the article). This led to the final ending, which is not tragic but desolate enough. It has nothing to do with the right or wrong of the two people, but the destined direction of the flow.

I read this book again after a few years, and it's still so sharp... Personally, I feel that the best character is Shen Tinglan, a person who grew up in a repressed and twisted environment, does not know what love is, is pitiful, ridiculous and hateful. She is both a doctor and a terminally ill patient. Shen Tinglan, Hui Xue, and Alyssa have all spent their lives enduring the darkness, never seeing a few rays of sunshine. Their lives are really just "living". The little crow struggled to survive but eventually died. Hui Xue could only find the remaining value with the help of Shen Tinglan's morbid love. Shen Tinglan became twisted and crazy because of love, destroying Hui Xue and herself. Everyone was so unhappy...

A true masterpiece! I originally thought it was the old-fashioned kind of love-hate novel, but I didn't expect that the more I read it, the more I couldn't control myself. The exquisite writing, hidden details, and climax of the plot can really be called a top-notch morbid and paranoid novel, completely breaking the ones I had read before. The ending is so bold and thrilling to watch. There is no beautiful ending as imagined, only extremely morbid aesthetics. It is the most top-notch novel I have ever read[666][666][666]

Tragic and sad, I still like the ending to be good. Objectively speaking, the length is too short and the relationship between Shen and Hui is too abrupt. It could use more. But it's been a year and there's nothing to change.

This ending is quite good. Human nature is complicated. It is affected by other people. Love is originally a beautiful thing, but when it is added with the selfishness, evil and ugliness of people, it becomes disgusting, but we have to accept it, because love is beautiful in our definition.

An ending that is shocking and very suitable for them. Two hollow people who don't know how to love cannot learn to love someone warmly, but the moment they hold each other, their hearts are filled after all.

I discovered a treasure novel half a year ago. I felt crazy when I saw the introduction. I never dared to read it. I finished reading it today and cried for half an hour. Shen Tinglan's love for Hui Xue has always been dark and moist, a love that makes Hui Xue breathless. For Hui Xue, her past life was unbearable, and she suffered too much discrimination and hurt. Her mother cast too heavy a shadow on her in her childhood, the bullying of children in the orphanage, and the corporal punishment of teachers were too severe, which made the originally lively child become even more depressed. The crow that brought things when he was punished. Hui Xue's best friend Alyssa was too good, and her appearance Just for Hui Xue, but she was also miserable. The two little bitter gourds from the bottom of society took care of each other like this. During this period, they also had a happy time, watching the sea, working, and finally giving up themselves for Hui Xue. Their lives were too miserable. The broken wings of the little crow and the broken tail of the little wolf all reflected the darkness of the society at that time. No one was willing to come forward. The police only used empty names, and the hemp rope only picked out the fine points, and bad luck only picked out the miserable people. Returning to the main CP, Shen Tinglan's past was also gloomy. Her parents' love was a deformed love. No one taught Shen Tinglan what love was. She could only imitate how her mother treated her father, locking Hui Xue close to her, and using abnormal methods to confirm over and over again whether Hui Xue loved her. However, some methods were too heavy and used on young people, doubling the pressure. Maybe there are always people who cannot understand. , I don't understand, I hate Shen Tinglan, but I still want to say that love and hate are too absolute. Regarding Shen Tinglan's tyranny and Hui Xue's helpless surrender in the end, we can't judge from the moral high ground, why Hui Xue didn't resist, and judge Shen Tinglan's evil... The background here is dark, and there are people more hateful than them. The White Wolf King's hypocrisy is what we really hate. Right and wrong only lie in the human heart. No matter what the ending is, I wish the two protagonists peace, whether in heaven or hell.

I just discovered such a beautiful article and read it in one go. The writing is really good! Lily District needs more articles like this qwq, both of them are from little bitter gourds [crying] Shen Tinglan's love is twisted and paranoid. When I read it, I kept thinking about whether Hui Xue fell in love with Shen Tinglan in the end. She was grateful, surrendered, resentful, distressed, and finally said I love you sincerely. Such a sincere, rich and strong emotion should be love, right? After reading it, I wonder if the ending of the two of them would have been different if Shen Tinglan's love was not so twisted at the beginning. , But obviously not. The love Shen Tinglan received at the beginning was wrong. She would not and could not express her love normally, which caused her love for Hui Xue to be paranoid. And Hui Xue's character background was not the type to surrender obediently, from forbearance to resistance to numbness and then to acceptance. Yes, the ending of the two people was destined not to be happy from the moment they met [crying] (My personal opinion is that I just said it casually and I was wrong! I once again lamented that the writing power is really good! The viewer has a strong sense of immersion! The entanglement and conflict between the two people is really described in detail!)