Fate and Calamity (GL)

"The Tribulation" ends with a seemingly happy ending, but in fact it is a complete tragedy. No one in the book gets what they want. Zhang Jiayun left because she wanted to gain peace. She said that she was tired of struggling and just wanted to live an ordinary life. But is this kind of life really peaceful?! Her so-called calmness is just a surface made of forbearance and falsehood. This is not peace! Bai Yan let go in order to let her loved one get the happiness she wanted. Even though she suffered the pain of bone erosion, she still chose to fulfill her wish. But is the person she loves happy?! This will only be a lose-lose ending. The reason why Tang Jun pursued Zhang Jiayun persistently was to get her heart and her love, so after discovering the truth, he still tried to use his own efforts to protect the family, but could Zhang Jiayun fall in love with him?! Ten years of same-sex relationships is the answer. As for Tang Nuo, she wanted to have a love that would belong to her wholeheartedly and forever, but instead of being with her fourth sister who only loved her from beginning to end, she chose Bai Yan, who had been deeply in love with her for 10 years. Not to mention the fourth sister. She wanted Tang Nuo, but she couldn't love him. She even made hurtful actions, and in the end she had no choice but to leave her hometown. Although there are not many words describing Zhang Jiayun in the article, every time she appears, it is always difficult to let go: 1. At the wedding, Zhang Jiayun showed sadness and pain about not seeing each other again. He even asked Bai Yan if he hated her? (Actually, I was afraid of hearing this answer in my heart. Who can bear the person who loves him the most personally saying that he hates him) So Bai Yan did not answer in the end. Later, when Bai Yan posted on the forum to express his blessings to himself, he left a message and wrote down a message hoping that Bai Yan would not dwell on the meaningless past and let it go, and even requested that the post be deleted! (Looking at the comments, some netizens explained this: Zhang Jiayun's move was to make Bai Yan's long-term pain worse than short-term pain!) I wonder if she has ever thought about how much such a move would be a big blow and hurt to Bai Yan. She just wanted to silently bless her deceased lover in a corner. What's wrong? There is no intention of entanglement, but the mere nostalgia has brought such a result. This will not let Bai Yan break away as soon as possible, but will only make her fall into endless despair! The person who shares the memories forbids himself from mentioning the past again! So please don't think of Zhang Jiayun as thinking about Bai Yan! 2. When Bai Yan was hospitalized with a fever and kept calling for Jia Yun, Tang Nuo couldn't bear to see Bai Yan like this, so he chose to inform him, hoping that Bai Yan would suffer less. When Zhang Jiayun rushed to Bai Yan at a speed that shocked Tang Nuo, he chose to leave again because he said: You are already my sister-in-law. Totano takes care of Bai Yan, who is now alone. Who originally left a message on the Internet to force Bai Yan to let go, but he came and left again! Since you have chosen to be someone else's sister-in-law, please leave without any hesitation! No need to bring food and greetings at night to let others know you are here! Not to mention that when Tang Nuo returned home from the hospital, he didn't need to eagerly ask about Bai Yan's condition. Please keep your identity safe at all times! 3. When Tang Nuo was hospitalized after a car accident, Bai Yan came to visit, but unexpectedly met Zhang Jiayun and his wife. Feeling embarrassed, she chose to avoid it, but before leaving, she heard Tang Jun's deliberate words: Jiayun has a baby. Bai Yan left with stiff limbs, what kind of heart-piercing pain he endured in his heart! Such Baiyan caused Tang Nuo to explode, throwing a water glass at his brother, scolding him for bullying women, and accusing Zhang Jiayun of ruthlessly abandoning Baiyan when he was on the verge of bankruptcy. Faced with Tang Nuo's question, Zhang Jiayun answered in her heart like this: She said she believed in Bai Yan, believed in Bai Yan's ability, and believed that she could get out of the predicament. What a ridiculous and sad answer. The funny thing is Zhang Jiayun, but the sad thing is Bai Yan. Doesn't it seem too far-fetched for Zhang Jiayun to use his so-called recognition and understanding of Bai Yan as an excuse? Bai Yan may be able to overcome the difficulties in her career, but what about her relationship? You are the only one left in Baiyan in this city. When she was crying alone under the quilt, where were you?! Faced with the harm you caused her, where should she go?! 4. Tang Nuo wanted to be with Bai Yan. When he returned home, he happened to encounter Zhang Jiayun's mother who came to provoke him and arranged all kinds of wrongdoings about Bai Yan. In the end, Tang Nuo used her fierce character to argue and drive away Zhang Jiayun's mother. Zhang Jiayun sighed in his heart: If it weren't for his cowardly character, maybe the ending would not be like this. I really want to say, is it because you are cowardly or because you are tired and don't want to struggle anymore?! I didn't see you being cowardly when I abandoned Bai Yan. How determined and decisive you were when you left! Please don't use your cowardice as an excuse for your selfishness! 5. In the end, Zhang Jiayun kept saying that he hoped Bai Yan would also be happy, but when faced with the intimacy between Tang Nuo and Bai Yan, his eyes were full of sadness that could not be concealed. When singing "Intimate Lover" by Fu Disheng and Ren Jing with Bai Yan in KTV, he performed so sentimentally and emotionally. Facing Bai Yan's current lover Tang Nuo and her husband Tang Jun, it's not your turn to sing this song no matter what. How do you feel about yourself at this time? You left when Bai Yan was ill, and just as things got better emotionally, you came again and caused everyone to misunderstand! 6. Zhang Jiayun showed the happiness and joy of being a first-time mother when she gave birth to her daughter. I don't know where this happiness comes from?! When you love Bai Yan in your heart, you can give birth to a child for a man you don't love or even hurt Bai Yan. Such behavior seems legal, but is this child? Isn't it a sad product of disguised coercion and compromise!? (This is what deeply stimulates me in this article. This approach has brought an indelible shadow to my young mind and seriously impacted my view of love...) In the end, I actually chose the name Tang Yan out of wishful thinking, which has the same pronunciation with Bai Yan's Yan. Using the child you gave birth to to someone else to commemorate your lost love, and thinking that it would be a good ending to have such an ending, is an insult and trample on Bai Yan's love! How do you define love in your eyes?! Secondly, for the infatuated, rich and handsome Tang Jun created by the author, this character line is too far-fetched. I pursued Zhang Jiayun for 4 years and dated for half a year until they got married. It was only after marriage that I discovered from my wife's sleep talk that my wife belonged to someone else, and her best friend was actually her ex-lover. First of all, would a man in such good condition hang from a tree for 4 years? Besides, he doesn't just like Zhang Jiayun, he has also persistently pursued other women before. In the first 4 years, Zhang Jiayun was still with Bai Yan. When a woman didn't love him at all, he could still persist for 4 years. I have to say this is a miracle! Didn't you realize during the relationship that Zhang Jiayun didn't love her? After marriage, he can still tolerate his wife's cheating, sleeping with him in different dreams, trying his best to maintain the family, hoping that one day he will be loved by his wife. Does such a man really exist? Zhang Jiayun is always considerate and careful, holding it in his mouth for fear of melting, holding it in his hand for fear of falling, especially after pregnancy. In the end, he contradicted himself. When his wife was 9 months pregnant, he ordered his wife to pour water, which caused a fall and premature birth. Not only had he hurt Bai Yan with words, but he also believed that Bai Yan and Tang Nuo's marriage was out of revenge. Faced with the reality that the two were finally together, he sighed with regret and was glad that his wife did not go down this road. He always maintained an opposition to such a relationship. Isn't it a complete denial of Zhang Jiayun's previous life? Is it possible that Zhang Jiayun falls in love with him? Since you don't love each other, please let each other be free!!! A 10-year relationship, each other's first love, broke up because of a carefree and profit-seeking mother. For such a person, isn't money and profit the most important thing to her? Things that can be solved with money are nothing, and besides, Bai Yan has such ability! The most intense dispute should have occurred at the beginning of the confession. Why did it end like this after ten years? In order to be with Zhang Jiayun, Bai Yan was hung up and beaten by her father, and even cut off contact with her closest relatives, just for Zhang Jiayun. Why is it so difficult for Zhang Jiayun? Both Bai Yan and Zhang Jiayun have good jobs and are financially independent. They can live in a city without disputes and turmoil. Anyway, Zhang Jiayun's mother asked her to marry someone else because she was just interested in the other person's money. After the marriage, the in-laws moved around just to dig out more money. Her daughter gave birth to a girl. Before her mother-in-law said anything, she received a lot of complaints from her biological mother. I don't know what Zhang Jiayun is struggling with in such a family. Why can't Bo Yan compare to such love?! Zhang Jiayun is a doctor and a highly educated person. She should understand what filial piety and stupid filial piety are. Life is given by parents. Even if she is raised by them, it does not mean that she has to obey her parents. They give birth to conscious lives, not machines, not slaves. Please do not kidnap children in the name of love and filial piety. When you grow up, no matter who you are with, your parents cannot live your life for you, you still have to walk your own path. What's more, Zhang Jiayun's mother in the article only wants money from beginning to end! Zhang Jiayun said that she might get divorced in the future because she doesn't love her. Maybe she would live like this because of responsibility and because she couldn't bear to hurt Tang Jun. Why get married if you know you don't love her? This is the real harm! Everyone has only one life. The fundamental responsibility is to take responsibility for oneself, rather than being passive and choosing to bear it due to factors such as public opinion, others, habits, etc. Only by recognizing what you want and what you want to do can you gain true fulfillment and peace. If a person is not responsible for himself, how can he be responsible for others. How do you distinguish the responsibilities in Zhang Jiayun's heart?! She thinks she has responsibilities for her relatives and family, so she doesn't need to be responsible for her beloved Bai Yan, the promised stay together, and all of this?! Why can't she bear to hurt a Tang Jun who she doesn't love, but can be cruel enough to hurt her beloved Bai Yan again and again?! From 17 to 27 years old, the most innocent age, the purest love, I can't believe it, let alone believe that the 10 years of mutual support and deep-rooted relationship have come to an end. She expressed so much dissatisfaction and confusion from beginning to end. In fact, she couldn't accept this ending. She felt sorry for Bai Yan's infatuation and stupidity about love, and wanted to scold Zhang Jiayun to wake him up!!! If you can go back to being 17 years old, remember: if you love each other, don't let go!!!

Where can I read the chapters about locks?

I really like their characters. Although I like them both, the difference is that Baiyan is the person I want to protect for the rest of my life, and Xiaoxi is the person I want to be. The two of them combine to piece together what my ideal love looks like.

Where is that update?????? Why does it show updated here?

Why do we need to lock so many chapters?

It's a pity that I didn't see the locked chapter. I really like this book. What a big deal.

It's not finished yet, it's so well written. Great ending. It's right to start the protagonist CP from the beginning! Everyone has to break up, but everyone has to start a new life, there is nothing wrong with it. Every love is real love.

I finished reading it in one day, and I have no idea whether it is destiny or calamity. Go to sleep

I still like Tang Nuo and the fourth sister together. Why should Jia Yun and Pai Yan break up after ten years of persistence? It is indeed a tragedy.

This is the first time I know this song [Ren Jing & Fu Disheng - Intimate Lover]. It sounds very nice. Thank you. Thank you for your work.. Thank you for your hard work..