Favor

I have been watching it on and off for almost a week, and I finally finished watching "Favor" today. It made me feel uncomfortable, and I kept stopping for a while to watch it. But when I saw the ending, I didn't feel reluctant to let it go. Instead, I breathed a sigh of relief, and I was a little bit happy. Fortunately, the heavy rain that had been falling on them for many years finally stopped. Reading the whole book made me feel more depressed than happy. Qi Meiling's terrifying desire for control, Yao Xu's forced abandonment of studies, and Ni Xingqiao's transformation from a little sun into a gloomy little mushroom. These plots all made me feel depressed. There are also happy ones. Every morning when Yao Xu is waiting for Ni Xingqiao downstairs, when they go to the Ferris wheel together after the game, the appearance of the sad boy Lin Yuzhou is a joke (a compliment), and the two adults take F5 to the camping place, which is very fun. I think the funniest thing is when Lu Li asked Lin Suchen to go on a date, but Lin Yuzhou came with him, and there was Ni Xingqiao sitting in the dessert shop next to him. It was especially funny when Lin Yuzhou confessed to Lu Li that "Qingwu Feiyang" was him. What I particularly like about "Favor" is that Teacher Bei does not only describe the love between Yao Xu and Ni Xingqiao. The ideal family relationship is written about the Ni Xingqiao family. The parents love each other, respect their children, and the family atmosphere is harmonious. Ni Xingqiao is the little sun who grew up in love. On the contrary, the Yao Xu family, the relatives who advised Qi Meiling not to divorce, Yao Zhenhai, the soft-boiled man who cheated on her during pregnancy, and Weng Yao, the know-it-all, all became the last straw for Qi Meiling, so she collapsed and had mental problems. Qi Meiling became the source of Yao Xu's unfortunate life. To me, I can understand that Qi Meiling's experience caused her to become crazy, but I can't sympathize with her. Because the child is innocent and Yao Xu has done nothing wrong, the original intention of persuading her to divorce was to get her rid of Yao Zhenhai and hope that she would feel better. But for Qi Meiling, who had a mental breakdown at the time, Yao Xu's persuasion also became a thorn in her heart. In her view, Yao Xu became Yao Zhenhai's helper. Would it be better if Qi Meiling discovered something was wrong with her condition earlier and received treatment? This question should be negative. She will not receive treatment, nor will she face her mental problems calmly. Let's talk about Yao Xu. He has been living in a devoid of warmth and repression since he was a child. He has never been loved and does not know how to love. The reason why he never went crazy was because he got warmth from Ni Xingqiao. Ni Xingqiao is like a little sun, lighting up Yao Xu's originally dim world and making Yao Xu feel a touch of warmth. Yao Xu had been living under the control of Qi Meiling since his boyhood. He studied hard because of Qi Meiling. He took first place in the exam because he wanted Qi Meiling to be happy, and because Qi Meiling would beat him if he failed in the exam. He has no goals of his own, no dreams of his own, and nothing he wants to do. Maybe it had happened before, but this was not allowed by Qi Meiling, so part of Yao Xu was killed. Because he had grown up with Ni Xingqiao since childhood, and suddenly discovered his feelings for Ni Xingqiao when he was sixteen, Yao Xu regarded Ni Xingqiao's goal as his own goal - to go to Shancheng University together. For Yao Xu, Ni Xingqiao is his goal, his spiritual sustenance, and his hope for living in this world. That's why he said the words "I should love you" when he confessed. I feel that my life is tied to you. Just give me a look and I can live. " Because Ni Xingqiao is everything to him. Besides, where he was found, this scene made me very uncomfortable. A boy of seventeen or eighteen should be bright-minded and fearless. Yao Xu and Ni Xingqiao became frightened and felt full of uncertainty. Should Qi Meiling be blamed? This poor and hateful woman. Anyway, I'm not sensible, so I'll blame it first (sry..). The plot between the two people getting together until the puppy love was discovered gave me a sense of unreality, like a bubble floating in the air that burst without knowing when. After being discovered, there was a feeling of "sure enough", followed by sadness and discomfort. The two people who were forced to separate pretended to be calm every time they met, and put on a mask for themselves, just to make the other person believe that they were living a good life. Actually it's not good at all. Both of them were like little mushrooms thrown into a frying pan, suffering terribly. If you continue to act and maintain the superficial peace, sooner or later there will be problems. Although the two of them were careful and careful, Qi Meiling still did not escape Qi Meiling - she followed Ni Xingqiao to find Yao Xu's address. This time, the unpleasant words she had said in the past became a sharp blade that stabbed Yao Xu and Ni Xingqiao, cutting through the film called "hope" that the two teenagers had worked hard to hold up, and became the last straw that overwhelmed them. At that time, Yao Xu no longer had enough energy to judge whether what she said was correct. The tight string in his mind completely broke when he saw Qi Meiling. (Perhaps Yao Xu has already fallen ill here.) So Yao Xu left and no one could find him. After that, there was a gap of nine years. These nine years have been difficult for everyone, and it has been a torment for both of them. Ni Xingqiao had psychological problems, and Yao Xu had mental problems. The sunny little boy who was originally chatty and laughing turned into an "introvert" who cherished words like gold in the eyes of others, while Yao Xu, who worked odd jobs here and there and was originally a top student who could go to one of the best universities in the country, turned into a quiet and hard-working "Qiao Ling". It is worth mentioning that during this period, Yao Xu had been living near Ni Xingqiao and was well aware of Ni Xingqiao's activities, but he never dared to appear in Ni Xingqiao's life because of mental problems. (There is a sense of sight of a male ghost, sry Yao Xu.) He was afraid that Ni Xingqiao would be disgusted when he saw him like this, and he was also afraid that he would be a drag on Ni Xingqiao. Yao Xu feels a little inferior. The reunion there made me cry like a dog. Ni Xingqiao has always been a very brave little boy. Perhaps because he grew up in love, or perhaps because of his obsession, the moment he saw "Qiaoling", he chose to catch up and take a look. Even when Yao Xu chose to treat each other indifferently, he also hit the ball one after another, showing a posture that he would not give up until he got the answer. (Actually, it feels a bit like a kitten showing its teeth and claws. Sry Ni Xingqiao) When watching the plot here, a lyric came to mind: "It's so hard for us, we can't help ourselves." It feels particularly suitable for two people. The plot here is a bit painful for me, so I won't continue the nonsense. Yao Xu's words when he confessed his love, "Just give me a look and I'll live" were no different to Ni Xingqiao later. Stay together because of love, keep searching and waiting for love. After they met again, they fell in love again because they loved each other too much. Seeing the reunion of Mr. Lu, the F5+ family member of Ancheng No. 1 Middle School, everyone burst into tears. It was not just Ni Xingqiao who had been thinking about Yao Xu for so many years, but also a very good friendship. Regarding the ending, although it is a pity that Yao Xu's originally bright and bright future was ruined by Qi Meiling, I was very happy to see Yao Xu learn how to make desserts from the store manager sister, and finally became the "favored" store manager. Yao Xu finally no longer has to do hard work, and finally has a way out. The rainstorm that lasted for nine years, or even more than ten years for Yao Xu, finally stopped. From then on, life was smooth. Finally, thank you to Mr. Bei for bringing such a delicate work as "Favor". I will read your books for the rest of my life. Thank you to Mr. Bei for creating Yao Xu and Ni Xingqiao. Let's save more words for when I win the TO lottery and give my acceptance speech (no). Finally, I want to say one more nonsense. The first time I cried when I read Teacher Bei's book was "Into Your Good Night", and the second time was "Favor". This time I cried for two hours. My eyes hurt from crying. I need Teacher Bei's TO signature and extra booklet to make up for it (no). And then it's really the last sentence. If anyone sees this thank you for reading my nonsense>33

Compared with the love between them, what is more embarrassing is Yao Xu's fate. His life was broken, a fate that can never be undone. A kid who was ranked first in grade and recommended to a key university did not graduate from high school. He went to the construction site to carry bricks and water, was forced to sleep in bridge caves and wandered around. He was scared by his own mother and became mentally ill. It was too painful, too painful, too painful. In the end, even though they were together, I was still depressed.

On the importance of the native family, the original Qingbei talent, the first in the grade, was forced to become a madman, and the good seedling became crooked like this.

Sure enough, I really like my wife's article. After reading the whole article, although it is a little bit cruel, I actually think it is quite sweet. In terms of emotions, there is one thing. I really feel sorry for Yao Xu... He was the first in the grade... Although it may not be very important to him, I shed tears because of my true feelings. It is obvious that I have such a brilliant life. Oh, I can't express it. Anyway, it is quite uncomfortable.

My God, it's so well written. People's life is like this, with warmth, smoothness, ups and downs, but they will always be healed by some people and things. Persistence and hard work are also the only way to happiness and love to a certain extent. These three young couples are all so well written, whether it is friendship, love or family, they all make me moved. In short, they are beautiful, beautiful, and beautiful.

Wb has completed the full text, wuwuwuwu, I thought it was a simple sweet article at first, but I didn't expect it to be so difficult and twists and turns TT, xql must be happy TT

I just don't feel satisfied. If I had a son who was number one in grade, and I supported him, my mother would have to beat him. Divorce is divorced. Why dwell on the past? You are mentally ill.

When they reunited, I really burst into tears. I am too sensitive to see such a scene. Xingqiao is really good because it is beautiful in itself, so everyone around him treats him well. To have such a group of good friends really makes me cry to death.

Who said it was a sweet romance? It made me sad. I cried many times. I wanted to watch a sweet romance over the weekend. What happened? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Cried so much. . . At the end, I forgot that I thought it was a sweet article. You must always be happy in the parallel world (;???Д??`)