Rascal

It is a modern novel that is very similar to ancient times. There is no same-sex marriageable background, there are not a bunch of same-sex sub-CPs, and there are not a bunch of super CP-eating female supporting characters (I have read a lot of the above). There are trade-offs between family and relationships, conflicts between older and younger minds, and a confrontation between reality and self. Some of the author's words and metaphors are interesting and precise, easily bringing out the atmosphere of everyday fireworks. Writing about my mother packing her suitcase and stuffing everything in it, this is a kind of chaotic care; various breakfast restaurants in the old family home are steaming with steam in the morning, and people are enjoying themselves openly here. Chen Linhu and Zhang Xun met in such a background. The lively little place seemed to make it easier for the two less lively people to get closer. Chen Linhu and Zhang Xun both live in a typical East Asian family. The situation in Zhang Xun's family is more extreme. Zhang Xun's ease naturally attracted Chen Linhu, who aspired to become a "standard" adult like him; and Chen Linhu's rampant appearance was very much like Zhang Xun's past, so Zhang Xun was interested in Chen Linhu. Zhang Xun was disciplined and disciplined when he was growing up. Reading about his mysophobia mentioned earlier, I thought he was simply concerned about his sexual orientation. It was not until I introduced Zhang Haisheng later that I realized that it was actually a childhood shadow - he must always be clean and tidy, so that he can be a good child in the eyes of his parents. In this way, Chen Linhu's appearance is very subtle. He keeps crossing the line. He is an exception. Step by step, he breaks the thick cocoon that Zhang Haisheng has woven for Zhang Xun. The two people are constantly attracted to each other. After getting acquainted with each other, they realize the unknown and perhaps not so "good" side of each other, but their backgrounds are similar, and the process of understanding is also a process of accommodating and seeing each other. Just like at the beginning of the relationship, "He actually wanted to resonate with Chen Linhu. What is resonance? Resonance is the prelude to all emotional investment." The sentence "piece together to create a complete love" in the article is also very well written. The light side attracts each other and the dark side tolerates each other. This is how healthy love is. When watching Ambiguity, I guessed that Chen Linhu would be the first to break the window paper. Zhang Xun turned into a smooth adult after hitting a wall. He had his own considerations. He didn't want Chen Linhu to repeat the same mistakes and gradually wear away the precious edges and corners of his body. But at this age, Chen Linhu lacked everything but a sense of loneliness and courage. He knew that this was not trial and error, and Zhang Xun was the person he firmly chose. Zhang Xun couldn't do anything about being so straightforward. I originally didn't want to eat Nianxia and I held high the banner of Nianxia. Isn't eating Nianxia just to take this bite and hit the ball straight without making any excuses, whitewashing it, or being secretive? It's been a long time since I've seen two people who are so compatible with each other fall in love. The two of them didn't become successful, have a successful career, and have a smooth life all at once just because they fell in love. Instead, they gradually developed, and gradually they both had a sense of security and confidence that they were wrapped up and supported. Because he knew someone would always be there to catch him, the grievances and anger he had suppressed in his heart could finally be expressed, stabbing the heart of the person who hurt him. In fact, both parents will not make much change because of this. By that age, they have basically completed the closed loop of the entire cognitive system of life, and they will only find explanations for new external knowledge within their own closed loop. But in the proposition of parents and children, the focus is not on who lives and who dies, and the hatred between the two parties causes a fight to the death. When the perpetrator of the relationship is the parents, this is almost unsolvable in the East Asian context. The love between Chen Linhu and Zhang Xun is a kind of light resistance, but also a very brave letting go. I no longer care about the person who did the harm, and I also let go of myself who always felt that I didn't do well enough. The scars of the past still exist, but they will heal each other. The presence of the other always tells each other that they are not wrong, and they firmly break out of the circle of discipline. This is a love story full of pure East Asian flavor, with a difficult beginning but a happy ending.

It's so awesome, so awesome, so satisfying to me.

Immediately after the Qingming Festival, I came back and watched it again [biting the handkerchief] [biting the handkerchief] [biting the handkerchief]

[Purple sugar] kswl [orange candy] I got it [Purple sugar] kswl [orange candy] I got it What a wonderful couple. The second time I watched it, I was moved to tears (づ￣3￣)づ╭❤~ Ordinary life breeds a tough soul, a beautiful and true fairy tale, how wonderful! The first time I saw it was when I was in college, and now I am already as old as Zhang Xun. I don't remember what it was like to watch it for the first time. I just remember that it was very smooth and I was very happy to watch the whole content. It made me excited all night. The second time I watched it, I felt even more. The old man in the family left, my boyfriend of more than three years broke up, and his health was in bad shape. Suddenly I felt how strong these two little bitter gourds were. They lived a serious and brave life, and worked hard to leave no regrets. They were kind and enthusiastic, and beautiful and enviable [poor] [poor] [poor]

The ending of "Spreading Flowers" is really good. I finished reading the first article written by Dahua a few years ago. I was particularly satisfied with it. I still had more to read. I wanted to read a few more articles, but at that time I only wrote that one article. It was a pity. After going round and round, I forgot about it. Later, I found Hun Xiaozi on the platform. I was really happy. Then I found out that Dazai also wrote about Gu Dan. It was really the Chinese New Year, ha. Ha, thank you so much for rescuing me from the literature shortage, and using this article to heal me. After reading it, I felt completely refreshed. The emotional descriptions are particularly real and delicate, the emotions flow freely, and the plot is warm and cleansing. I wish the people in the story a long, healthy and happy life. I am going to read the next great article. Thank you very much. I look forward to writing a new article [Fireworks] [Orange Candy] and I got [Purple Sugar] kswl

So happy [crying] [crying] [crying] Hu Xun and Grandpa, you must stay so happy forever [crying] [crying] [crying] [crying]

It's been a long time since I've seen such powerful writing.

I finished reading the second book ~ Teacher Three Bowls of Posts, please continue writing. Every book brought me tears in my eyes. It was so touching ~

Chen Linhu, your grandpa is more awesome than other grandpas.

Really, it's so pretty.