I am Xi's inspiration. Whenever he sees me, all sorts of ideas come to him.
Little me lies beside Xi, curled up in the covers, listening hazily to his voice.
At first, he reads books aloud to me. Once he's read them all, I stare up at him with shining eyes, so he has no choice but to make up stories on the spot. They make no sense from one sentence to the next, yet somehow he tells them convincingly.
How many years ago was that? Those days are gone now.
Xi has become too practical. He no longer tells me stories. He's traded them all for money.
The rain keeps falling outside the window. I stay curled up on the sofa, staring blankly at the colorless sky framed by the window.
Xi is still leaning over me, so close that I can feel his gaze resting on me.
I gently pull Xi closer. I like to close my eyes when we kiss.
If only time could stop.
If only I could stay young forever.
I'd pay any price.
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Let me tell you my feelings. I really feel that this article written 20 years ago is definitely not outdated now. Not only because of Dada's understanding and thoughts, but also because of the strict control at that time. Dada did not clearly state their relationship, but it was still possible to give people this idea. Compared with some of the larger-scale pure love nowadays, this kind of love can basically be regarded as clear water, but it can write the sadness of not being able to love in clear water, and the writing style is definitely not picky. There are also some articles nowadays that are plagiarized and stitched together at every turn. It is as if the authors have no ideas of their own. There are really not many purely original authors like this. (The above is just my personal opinion. If there is any infringement, it will be deleted immediately.)
That touch of sadness is very painful. I hope you can really see through the blue? What does he want? He hopes you can look at him instead of wanting to leave you ah woo hoo
Where did Yan Ziwei go? I read your work twenty years ago
Like attracts like, attracts like, creates gap
Suddenly I felt like I was schizophrenic. Lan Hexi is the same person
Ethereal hope and a touch of melancholy blue, ambiguous but sad
A very beautiful story... Ambiguous but sad.. It seems like seeing two little people together, innocent and cute, As if destined, Lan fell in love with hope, who had the same soul as him but was the other half of his soul. For Xi, Lan is obviously different, but he doesn't feel like facing that strong and persistent emotion, so Lan can only I think I will regret leaving one day. I think maybe hope wants Lan to be by hope's side forever and rely on hope, so he keeps suppressing Lan. A friend said it would be great if they were together, but I think this is the most beautiful ending, Lan Yong Although they are far away from hope, Xi never knows that although they are lonely and sad, they are still together. It's a different way. It's a bit regretful, but this is the most beautiful ending.
Why? Because blue is ideal and hope is reality.
That's because God knows you're lonely Just for this sentence
Very well written... It's just that too gloomy language and thinking suppressed the flowers that could have bloomed... Hope and Lan are destined to be Narcissus in the sun and the lonely vine dripping with juice in the dark night... Sad encounter…