A Beauty Starved for Love [Infinite Flow]

● Content warning: This novel is a minefield. The main plot is a complete mess, and chapters have been revised so inconsistently that they contradict each other. Please think twice before jumping in. 1. Please don't give me writing advice. Thanks for cooperating. 2. This is a practice piece, riddled with bugs. If you can't stand it, feel free to leave. There's no need to comment and tell me. 3. The only thing this novel cares about is the guilty pleasure of seeing a cold beauty get oppressed. The bottom is just a feverish fantasy tool in the author's head. Nothing else matters. 4. Lots of descriptions of appearances, because the author likes to praise people. [Game instance starting. Initial settings are as follows:] [1. You suffer from a lack of love.] [2. You have skin hunger.] In an instant, an all-consuming desire blazed in Yu Xian's heart: he wanted to be held, kissed, and cherished. Even if it meant becoming a filthy, despicable sinner. [3. You have a boyfriend with unusual tastes. All things pale beneath his tenderness.] [But don't give anyone else your attention. He'll get jealous.] Yu Xian had just coldly rejected his boyfriend's invitation and opened his front door when he heard those words. Then everything went dark. The moment Yu Xian opened his eyes, someone grabbed his face with a filthy hand. Crack. He broke the human wrist with ease. [D-rank solo instance activated. Settings 1, 2, and 3 are now in effect. The timeline begins.] Unbeknownst to everyone, the strange settings imposed on Yu Xian began to take effect. And so they discovered that The handsome young man who had just efficiently removed a wandering hand suddenly had a flush bloom at the corners of his eyes. His lashes grew damp, and springtime allure flooded his icy face. [Survive the greedy demons, beautiful sir.] ● Current instances should include: 1. [Demon Inn: You are a lovesick man searching for your lover's remains] Yu Xian woke up, only to discover that he could no longer open his room door. Then words slowly appeared on the door: Darling, don't even think about leaving. 2. [Bloodstained Castle: You are the castle lord's newlywed partner] In this savage, brutal hunting ground, Yu Xian is the prey the monsters crave most. 3. [Disaster Strikes: You are the owner of a basement (safe house)] Yu Xian kindly takes others in, only to find that the people around him are growing more and more deranged, each with their own agenda. Darkness festers in the corners, and someone has already set their sights on him. 4. [The House of Punishment] Footsteps behind you when no one's there. A silent gaze from behind blue glass as you sleep at night. Weak and easy to bully, Yu Xian is the only lamb in an unseen hell. 5. [Dreams and Poetry] "You take my hand and tell me I'm the pen in your hand." "Writing of stormy seas." The instances aren't listed in any particular order. Others are still undecided. ● Coming soon in my author collection: ① Beauty Struggles to Survive in an 18+ Novel [Infinite] Synopsis Ji Jingchun transmigrates into an 18+ Infinite web novel. The System tells him that if he wants to survive, he must avoid scenes involving intimate contact. Whether a scene counts as intimate is up to the reviewers. If he fails the content review six times, he'll have to start over from scratch, which is another way of saying he'll die. Ji Jingchun can only grit his teeth and press on, swallowing every indignity. He's the quiet type, always dressed in black, with a straight figure like green bamboo, jade ornaments at his waist and ears, and red lips and pearly teeth. He usually drives people away with cold words, but to no avail. In the end, he's forced to learn to sweet-talk people, furrowing his brow as he uses honeyed words to refuse their advances. He never imagined he'd only be treating the symptoms, making matters worse instead of better. No matter what he does, it's wrong. The usually aloof beauty can only stumble about like a trapped bird, like a moth flying into a flame. * The first instance is "Happy Newlyweds on a Rainy Night," from the flower and bird market. The second is "The King of Hell Wants You Dead by Three in the Morning," from an eco-wetland. The third is "Nightmare on the Way Back to the Village," stolen and sold by a street vendor. The fourth is... When Ji Jingchun first entered an instance, he wasn't used to how depraved the NPCs were. Unable to hold back when his fiance got too handsy, he cursed him out. The other man only laughed in surprise, then became even more brazen, looking at him with a sticky, smoldering gaze. His increasingly clingy attitude and physical advances left Ji Jingchun terrified. On their wedding day, he finally broke down and stabbed his fiance to death, his eyes red. Just as he feared he'd ruined the plot and would be deemed a failure, rain began pouring down over the land, which had been parched for seven days. Her husband, dead for seven days, crawled out of the mud. The rain washed away the filthy blood and dirt... It was going to complete their wedding. ② "The Gloomy Man Is Cute and Charming Today, Too [Quick Transmigration]" You are the lowest of the low, a gloomy man who only dares to come out in secret. The dazzling brilliance of the light will never have anything to do with you. But you're too good-looking. You have a face like a lotus rising from the water, almond-shaped eyes round as spring waters, black hair, snow-white skin, and red lips. You're so pure that people can only think of breathtaking lotuses and birds. You're enough to beguile anyone. The System binds you because of your face, sending you to redeem protagonists so cruel and ugly that they're beyond the pale. But someone like you, trying to redeem them? You'd probably be killed without mercy the first time you met. With this dark, inconsequential thought in mind, you put on a restrained, twisted smile and travel through one world after another. The protagonist of the first world can see spirits and has been called a freak since childhood. Right in front of him, you smile as you stick needles into a cursed doll bearing his name. Under his disbelieving gaze, you reach out and gently wipe the cold sweat from his forehead. "Didn't work?" you say, then pick up a nail and hammer it into the doll's heart. "What about this? It's a method from another country. Do you think it'll work?" You never expected him to actually die the next day. Only then do you panic and check the original plot... The protagonist of the second world is a coffin keeper. This time, having learned your lesson, you read the plot ahead of time and find that all you need to do is cling to the protagonist and act like a promiscuous dog. But you can't act like a dog. When you try to win him over, you're only getting a cold shoulder. You can't stop your voice from trembling as you grit your teeth, eyes red: "Don't push your luck..." He suddenly leans in, catches one of your tears with fascination, and pants, demanding, "Cry some more." The third world... The fourth world... Only then do you learn your lesson and realize that these monsters like seeing you curse and scowl viciously while crying with red eyes. They think you're both cute and charming like that. ③ "Pretty Scum Top [Quick Transmigration]" Bottom's POV Zhou Zui is a scum top in a suspense-horror novel. He's exceptionally handsome, refined, fiery-tempered, and a bit of an idiot. After being bound by the System, he learns that he's acquired several boyfriends. He gives a casual "Oh," and two intoxicating dimples appear beside his rose-colored lips. "Are they handsome? Do they behave?" A gentle substitute who suppresses his destructive urges / a gluttonous actor / a taciturn butler / a wife with a different head / a narcissistic top-ranked Infinite player... They stare at Zhou Zui with greedy, longing gazes that cling to him like a bone-deep curse. As if thinking of something beautiful, something they've always dreamed of, they whisper, "You'll be more obedient than me, darling." ● Instances can be multiplayer or solo. Others are still undecided. Note: Skin hunger: A desire for skin-to-skin contact with others and to be touched. Physical contact may partly satisfy a person's need for security and intimacy. A cold-tempered, irritable bottom who can't take hardship and is forced by his constitution to cry and pout / a split-personality top who is hopelessly infatuated. Let me hear you loudly proclaim how much you want to see a beauty in tears! Theme: Hardship is no reason to give up. When you meet obstacles, face them head-on.