There's No Way I Could Love Him

The story is complete. The bonus chapters are on Weibo (Si Yi Can't Sleep). My next book will be Fleeing Into the Fire. The blurb is below. Please add it to your reading list!

Xi Shang thinks she could never fall in love with Lu Zesheng.

That insufferable, conceited, sharp-tongued bully has been picking on her since childhood. Then he left for five years, cut off contact, and never came back.

But he returned, and she fell in love with him.

Later, she found a box in his room.

Inside were round-trip tickets covered in notes about his feelings, printouts filled with their chat history, and a USB drive full of videos, recordings, and photos from her youth.

He said, "Only I know that you never disappeared from my world, not even for a single day."

Childhood friends, unrequited love, happy ending, both virgins

Mischievous childhood friend x childhood friend determined to turn the tables

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Bai Zhi is an orphan raised amid the misty rain of Jiangnan, pure and clear as a jasmine blossom in full bloom.

The first time she meets Fu Xuanxi, he looks languid and buys all of her unsold jasmine flowers without hesitation. "Little girl, it's dangerous out here. Go home early."

Bai Zhi remembers him for seven whole years.

When they meet again, he is steeped in weariness with the world. He asks her for a jasmine bracelet as payment for saving her. "A businessman never does anything without compensation."

Her feelings for him become impossible to rein in.

Fu Xuanxi has been pampered and privileged since childhood. Surrounded by bright lights and extravagant pleasures, he has seen every color the world has to offer.

Bored and weary, finding life meaningless and unable to sleep night after night, he casually picks up a pure white flower from the misty rain of Jiangnan.

He gives her the title of girlfriend and the special affection she wants.

Even when she asks for her freedom in the end, he graciously gives it to her.

Everyone around them can see that the little girl, as delicate as jasmine, is madly in love with Young Master Fu. After she leaves, they tease him: "It's normal for a young girl to get upset. She'll be back before long."

But no one expects that she truly never comes back.

Bai Zhi loves Fu Xuanxi like a moth flying into a flame. Once she has made that journey, she has no regrets, whether she lives or dies.

Later, she turns away with a carefree stride and devotes herself wholeheartedly to the conservation and study of rare plants. She no longer wears the white dresses he loved.

One day, much later, she accompanies a colleague to visit a private garden of rare plants. They have been invited by its owner, who asks to meet her alone.

The moment she steps inside, a familiar presence overwhelms her and pins her against the door. In a hoarse voice, he murmurs in her ear, struggling to hold back his feelings: "Bai Zhi, I don't think you understand what it's like to miss someone until it drives you mad."

It's me. I love you so much I've gone mad.

The Annotated Materia Medica: [Bai Zhi is incompatible with whorlflower.]

After they marry, Bai Zhi adds a note beside it: [Bai Zhi loves Fu Xuanxi.]

The title comes from the Book of Liang, Biography of Dao Gai: "Like a moth flying into a flame, how could one begrudge being consumed by fire?"

#Loving him was an adventure like a moth flying into a flame#

A long-held unrequited love comes true

After being trapped in the abyss for so long, she finally finds redemption

A girl with nothing, brave and pure x a privileged young master with everything, weary of the world

Both are each other's first, happy ending, seven-year age gap