Breaking Through the Clouds

Weibo moved here: After the third injection of the vaccine in the afternoon, I felt dizzy. After the observation, I walked back to the dormitory. I passed by the Bowen Building and saw the arcade-like loop design of the Bowen Building. I suddenly thought of the Möbius strip, and then thought of the first time I met this theory when Li Ruogu and Zhao Jingping explained why two people with a huge identity gap could still get together. The author said that he suffered some torture when writing "Breaking Through the Clouds" and finally chose to write it freely. But I think this work is very sincere, which refers to the emotional aspect. I don't understand other academic aspects, but it does not affect the reading. I recalled watching an interview with Yu Hua, the owner of Station B, and asked him if he had systematically learned to write novels when he was writing "To Live". Teacher Yu Hua said no, so he read some novels and then imitated them. He was also very funny, saying that the book was very short because he only knew so many words. But there are a lot of emotions in it, simply, nakedly, facing the bleakness of life. The emotional loops are reflected in the life experiences of wealth and wealth. So sometimes it's not so important whether you're skilled or not, what's important is telling the story well. As far as romance is concerned, it is considered a success if the romance between the male and female protagonists is smooth and smooth. In my opinion, the book Poyun does not need to pay attention to technique. Some readers asked in the comments what the male protagonist likes about the female protagonist? This question is very interesting. What does Li Ruogu like Zhao Jingping? In fact, I think the male protagonist is a very pure and dedicated type of person. He is able to achieve those achievements and sit in such a high position at such a young age (which liberal arts students cannot understand but think he is awesome), not because of good interpersonal relationships, but because of his consistent efforts and pursuits, so he is very dedicated and attentive in his feelings for the female protagonist. Where is Zhao Jingping? She is a person who works hard in life, because she suffers from severe depression, but she does not show it. People who live towards death have a certain tenacity in their bones. And because of identity issues, she doubted the relationship between the two, and her illness worsened. She didn't want to bring down other people's problems and made her choose to leave. This is not hypocritical. In my opinion, it is a kind of responsibility. When facing an unknown disaster, people will mostly choose to be alone, which is to maximize their own dignity. When the illness worsened, Zhao Jingping chose to break up, and he did a good job. In the end, Li Ruogu chose to accompany him and did a great job. The intersection between the two people also has some clichés. Let's talk about cause and effect, but I think it is God's will. In short, fate is metaphysics. It is all unprovoked coincidence. Whether it is cliché or not is just the author putting new water in an old bottle. The two finally got along based on persistence and trust. These two are more important than the emotional factor of love. In a relationship, at least I think so. Love is just a bond, and it is up to the two of them to tighten it. Love is love, no special reason is needed, and there is no why. I think the reader who raised this question may think that both parties in love need to pay the same price, and that love needs to be reflected in material and identity. There is no problem. After all, this is how it is performed in reality. Therefore, I think the value of this book lies in the sincerity of each other's feelings. Li Ruogu's bravery, Zhao Jingping's tolerance, and their simple and strong feelings. As for the second male and the third male, I regard them as catalysts hahaha. There was another very good comment in the comment area, but I forgot about it. I'm too dizzy now to read it. I'll add it when I have time. And, regarding that question, if you are thinking about falling in love with other ideas, then I have a question, do you really love me? Or do you love the person you imagined? I'm not in love, but when I'm thinking about this question, why am I in love? In fact, I kind of understand it now, and I will prove it again when I have the opportunity to fall in love. I plan to write this book review after I finish the postgraduate exam, but who makes me not want to take the exam? Hahaha. I originally had a vague framework in my mind, but I couldn't explain it clearly until Teacher Yu Hua's words awakened the dreamer. Although my brain was dizzy after taking the vaccine today, I still wanted to write something very much. Let's write. Because I am afraid that one day I will not be able to write it.

I forget whether I read this story in the winter of 2021 or the spring of 22. What attracted me at first was Li Ruogu's scientific research spirit. I was really interested in science and engineering, and even wanted to study on my own and change careers. Later, I was moved by Zhao Jingping's anti-depressant spirit and Li Ruogu's firm choice. I needed this kind of spiritual food at the time. I was depressed at that time, but I didn't know it. I thought that the confusion of time and space in my perception was the result of too much pressure and being too busy. I graduated in 2022, worked for a long time, and became seriously ill. I resigned and went home. I prepared for various exams, and took the public postgraduate entrance examination. When I was under great pressure, I would open this book... My depression broke out in 23 years, and it got out of hand... But I am not as miserable as Zhao Jingjing's original family, but I also have family problems, and I am frail and sick. After taking medicine for many years, I started to study Chinese medicine on my own... I want to save myself, thinking that my body will get better, my spirit will cheer up, and my luck will improve, instead of being stuck in various obstacles and unable to stand up, because I can't even work normally and make friends. Maybe it was some kind of destiny guidance in the dark. I read the wrong information, learned to do the splits, and learned numerology, which opened up a new world for me. I wrote this experience in an article for an elective course for graduate students, and named it "Numerology Research" because this experience was a huge turning point for my destiny. Before I studied numerology, I respected but didn't believe in the unanimous view of numerology, especially the metaphysical concepts contained in it. I read the wrong information at the time, so I thought I had learned everything. Let's see what these "magic sticks" are like. I studied Ziwei Dou Shu, and the teacher gave a comprehensive lecture on many aspects, such as Chinese medicine, Feng Shui, physiognomy, etc., And what I learned from it was the relationship between Bazi and Chinese medicine. Because I have been taking Chinese medicine for many years, and even gastroenteritis was cured by Chinese medicine, so I can grab a lot of information from it. From this perspective, I have thoroughly studied it. It can be said that I don't have any information now. Standing out from this trap, I have seen and experienced many things and researched things. These things cannot be written down, because I don't know from what angle to explain them, so that they can be consistent with common sense. Until I saw the teacher in class said, "A certain academician said that certain things in traditional Chinese medicine are not pseudoscience and made a report on it." He said it was very abstract and let us not do such research... My teacher understands chemistry but not Chinese medicine, but I understand, I can even understand what the academician means, and I also understand that this academician will definitely be scolded to death for saying this. I know that you, the author, are also engaged in scientific research, and you even know more about the world and the mathematics of the universe than I do. The laws of physics, I haven't been able to get into these aspects yet, because I have severe procrastination and my own research coursework. Oh, yes, I am now in graduate school. To some extent, I have crossed over to engineering, but those who do basic research don't even have that much calculation and theory... I'm going too far. I have suffered from multiple stresses and physical pain for 23 years, or I have been tortured for a long time, but this year it broke out completely. I accidentally came into contact with numerology, and began to study the relationship between my horoscope and diseases. I stayed up all day long, looked up information, and reasoned about the symptoms. I clarified the root cause of my disease from many aspects. However, I was not aware of the influence of the so-called negative energy on me at the time. My research was limited to the physiological level, the physical level, and did not go to the non-material level. Later, I did more research on many reasons and found some problems. When I sorted out the horoscopes of people with depression and mental illness, I found that there would be problems with the Palace of Parents, the Palace of Disaster, or the Palace of Fortune. In the Ziwei Dou Shu, these three palaces are based on heredity and spirit, as well as Zude. There was once a person who had mental problems but still remained normal. He showed me the horoscopes of his parents and cousins. Without exception, they all had similar problems. I classified and made statistics on the horoscopes of people like us, and came to the conclusion that it is nothing more than liver stagnation and kidney weakness. Severe stagnation of liver qi will lead to damage to the heart vessels and the heart to hide the spirit. The heart qi is damaged and the mind becomes unstable. Weak kidneys can lead to liver damage and serious imbalances in the spleen and stomach. I have both. It can also be said that most depression has this problem. However, there is no term for depression in traditional Chinese medicine. It is called an emotional problem. According to the Huangdi Nei Jing: "The liver is angry, the heart is happy, the spleen is thinking, the lungs are sad (worry), and the kidneys are fearful." If the liver and kidneys are not in harmony, the three burners will be blocked and the five internal organs will be unbalanced. Emotional problems and Physical problems arise spontaneously, so for a child, in addition to genetic selection, the influence of parents is also the influence of the family environment, which can also put pressure on the child's spirit and lead to mental problems. Therefore, an extreme living environment like Zhao Jingping's, where both parents died abnormally, has no impact on her. Why doesn't Li Ruogu have emotional problems? He suffered a lot when he was a child... I think it's because his kidneys are very strong, controlling fire, and the qi of both water and fire. Strong kidneys can lead to a clear mind, and he is not myopic, which means that the liver and kidneys are very strong. Of course, the root cause is the kidney problem, and the kidneys are the root, so he is the perfect match for Zhao Jingjing's weak qi... There is a saying that people with weak bodies admire strong people, but they actually like people with strong qi, which can replenish their own qi (just kidding). Didn't you find that the statistics of horoscopes are similar to the expression of genes? Of course, I am just speaking from the perspective of traditional Chinese medicine. If parents have weak qi, such as weak kidney qi, then their children will also have such problems, and disease-carrying genes will be inherited. I have seen many family horoscopes, and this is the conclusion. There are also some interesting things. I once went back to my grandma's ancestral house to deal with some things, and by the way, I learned about Feng Shui. My friend explained it to me and said that this place is good for women and not good for men, and women have weak kidney qi. I think it is interesting. The women in my family do have dysmenorrhea and poor kidneys, and women are more promising than men... When I was depressed, I also experienced Zhao Jingjing's situation of seeing black shadows, which are actually negative energy (in metaphysical terms). Scientifically speaking, they are hallucinations caused by overly sensitive nerves, or obsessions generated by self-suggestion. However, Zhao Jingping's and I's experiences are different. I felt it, those people would touch my feet, lift them up and shake them, I was really frightened to wake up... My horoscope was too light in our hometown, so the godfather I found was a butcher. Butchers have strong evil spirits and can calm those things, but the effect is not very big. Since the end of 2022, I have been taking the public and postgraduate entrance exams while working, but none of them have been able to achieve my goal. I will be a loser when I get a full-time job. No matter what the exam is, I will have crazy diarrhea and repeated illness before the exam, which will lead to abnormal performance. In 24 years, I met some noble people and got With guidance and help, through a combination of spiritual practice and traditional Chinese medicine, the problem of depression was completely solved. My body is gradually recovering, and the diseases that would relapse regularly in the past have also disappeared a lot. After 25 years, I got the opportunity to go ashore by accident... It may be a change of luck. However, I will still open such a book in winter. I still remember that when I was preparing for the exam in the winter of 2023, I reviewed this book and watched the entanglement between the two while eating hot pot. 2024 Was no exception. Even though I have already gone to the beach this year, I still want to relive it, so I finished it one after another in the past two days, but my mood has completely changed. My view of their love is very idealistic, but lovers will eventually get married. Looking at it now, I don't seem to yearn for the world of scientific research so much... I have also become numb to understandings such as emotions. I am numb now, but it is not the hollow kind of depression, but a detachment from the essential life and everything I have, as well as thinking about the entire world. This is an alternative perspective brought by spiritual practice. Maybe this state is more suitable for people with high sensitivity. Blessings and woes. Blessings.

Great~ I read the Little Fox book at the same time. I read it at 5am, slept until noon and then got up to finish reading this book. I found that my tears became more intense, but I didn't shed any tears. However, there were many romantic language plots and many tender moments in the middle that moved me very much.

The third time I watched it, wow wow, Ruogu's bravery saved Tranquility.

Please write a side story~ I saw the typhoon warning today and thought of this novel again. Thinking of the scene where Zhao Jingping cuddled up in Li Ruogu's arms, my heart suddenly hurt. It was heart pounding pain. Let me relive it again!

Why is there no extra chapter about raising a baby in the big novel? I strongly protest!

This article is a masterpiece! Crazy explosion of lights!

Dear, please tell me, apart from the fact that Li's father is more in charge than Haikuan, I don't quite understand why Ruogu said, "It's wrong to have that idea." I saw some popular science tweets, which all said something like "XXX's supervisor's graduate student discovered XXX" without mentioning the name of the graduate student. I don't quite understand Wakatani's reaction to this incident alone.

I chased it all in one breath overnight. It's great.

But after reading it, I felt so empty!!!!!