Loving Too Recklessly

(Please, don't read this TvT. Trust me, it's not worth wasting your money QAQ) [Blurb] The first time I met A Che, it was pouring rain. He blocked my way and pressed a knife to my waist. His eyes were gloomy, like a vicious dog, but there was something a little boyish about him. He asked if I had any money. I thought the little brat was pretty entertaining, so I took him home. After cleaning him up, I realized he was actually quite handsome, with a fierce, puppy-like charm. From then on, A Che became my personal bodyguard. Through all those difficult years, A Che silently protected me every step of the way. I thought it would last forever. A Che would always be the boy by my side, wagging his tail, calling me "Miss" in his boyish voice, and protecting me like a shadow. Until one day, A Che suddenly grabbed my wrist and pinned me against the wall. His gaze was fierce and obsessive as he asked in a hoarse voice, "Zhi Wei, what do I have to do to make you mine?" Only then did I belatedly realize that, over the long years we'd spent together, A Che's feelings for me had long since changed. [Obsessive younger wolf-dog] x [Rich heiress who coasts through life] (The male and female leads have no romantic feelings or intimacy before adulthood, and they are not in an adoptive relationship.) Note: 1. Older woman-younger man romance, one-on-one pairing, old-school melodrama, both sweet and angsty, with sweetness amid the heartbreak. 2. The heroine has been married, but there were no feelings involved. She is single again by the time she gets together with the male lead. There is no third party! 3. The male lead will become very powerful later. At first, he holds back his talents only because he loves the heroine too much. 4. First-person narration. New entertainment-industry novel, She Doesn't Want to Be the Cool Girl Anymore, now open for advance collection. [Blurb] Lin Tong, a little-known actress from an obscure agency, is beautiful and icy, with a proud personality. She's known as the "Ice Queen." To promote their hottest star, her company forces Lin Tong to fake a "hot-and-cold" CP with him. Lin Tong doesn't mind. So what if she's just there to help him rise to fame? Then one day, the top-tier star is caught cheating. The whole internet explodes. People gossip that he and Lin Tong were never really in love. With Lin Tong being so cold, how could she possibly hold on to her top-tier-star boyfriend's passionate heart? Some fans even say, "It's all because Lin Tong is so stuck-up! My poor guy!" To put out the fire, the company follows public opinion, tells Lin Tong to take all the blame, and orders her to apologize to the top-tier star. Lin Tong, who has taken the fall too many times for fake CPs: ??? She suddenly blows up. My fake boyfriend cheats, and it's because I'm too cold? So the CP couldn't stand the loneliness and cheated, and now I'm supposed to apologize and beg for his forgiveness, all to steer public opinion? Is this some new way of cleaning up a scumbag's image?! Pah! What, am I crazy? Forget it! I'm done! * When a famous entertainment company suddenly reveals that its top male star has cheated, Bai Jing, an award-winning actor and the company's largest investor, heads to the company that day to find out what's going on. But Lin Tong suddenly barges into the meeting room and throws a stack of contracts in his face. With the company's executives all watching, Lin Tong slams a hand on the table and declares fiercely, "I'm terminating my contract! Forgive a cheater? Hell no! I won't even fake a relationship!" The executives: !!! Bai Jing, with white paper all over his face: ... The Ice Queen? * At the press conference for the first movie of award-winning actor Bai Jing's comeback, the host asks, "I heard your next film will star Lin Tong, who's known as the 'Ice Queen.' Do you think she'll be difficult to get along with?" Bai Jing, rubbing the little red marks from bites on his wrist: "Huh? The Ice Queen? Do you mean Ms. Lin, who likes to hide in her husband's arms after getting out of bed and coo, 'Older men are great, older men have pensions'?" The host: ??? The audience: ??? Lin Tong: ??? [An uninhibited, little-known actress with an Ice Queen persona] x [A legendary, powerful award-winning actor in the entertainment industry] Theme: Peace and friendship, and striving to improve together.