
The Abyss of a Secret Crush
暗恋深渊
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 151k Words
- Genre
- Romance
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 4y ago
- Source
- JJWXC
Synopsis
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In booklists 18
The Heroine Isn’t Beautiful
The female lead is average-looking, at most a little above average. Please recommend more!
Favorite Tropes
Unhealthy relationships, but they’re so good, hehehe~
A Mixed Bag of BG
Still a high concentration of dark, brooding men... Beware if you have a thing for men.
Finished Reading
Historical romance / modern romance / domineering pursuit / mutual healing / sweet romance
Personal Favorites and Female-Lead Fans
A mix of genres, all with solid writing. (The star ratings are random. I’ve loved every one of these at some point. Maybe they don’t hold up as well now, but I hope they help fellow readers find something they like.)
BG Reading List for My Own Reference
I like 1vN, men getting hurt, faked deaths, quick transmigration, conquest plots, crematorium arcs, and love rival showdowns. I'm an omnivore who loves melodrama, emotional push and pull, unrequited love, and power reversals.
The Female Lead Is Wildly Unhinged, and It's a Blast
BG, unhinged, neurotic heroines, crazy heroines, absolute madwomen
Female Leads with Unusual Personalities
Unusual types of heroines, like little devils, young ladies, and crazed characters :D
Good, But I Haven’t Finished Them
100 romance novels
Novels with Unsettling Male Leads
So good, so good, so good. They're so dark and twisted they make your scalp tingle. Go in blind.
Fans of Possessive Love
Possessive love and forced romance
Mixed Bag of BG Romance
For keeping track of stories I think are objectively worth reading. This is my first time making a list, so I'm not sure what to do.
If You Know the Value of Having Just One
Both BG and BL.
Great Books
Books I love
My Hidden-Gem Reading List (BG)
I've been reading for 10 years. I'm open-minded and pretty easy to please. I like nuanced emotions, realistic characters, and simple prose.
Sharing Great Stories
They're all five-star masterpieces, but the System won't let me rate them that way.
Female Alphas, Male Omegas (Personality!)
It's about personality, not gender! And it's not an ABO world! There weren't enough one- and two-star ratings, so everything got four stars...
Absolutely Love These
I just really, really love these
Reader comments 39
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I haven't read my wife's other articles, but I know this one is really good. There are basically no big ups and downs in the whole story, just some ordinary little details, but the protagonist's heart is analyzed very thoroughly. I don't think many people have collected it, maybe because of the copywriting and the title of the book. In fact, I have collected this book, Madam, for a long time, but I always thought it might be a sadistic book, but I didn't expect it to be so sweet. I regret so much that I didn't follow it when it was updated.
It's really a coincidence. I've only ever dated one, the one I had a crush on. In the few years we have known each other, I have seen him change several girlfriends, and pursue several ambiguous relationships. I clearly know that this kind of person's feelings are casual, but I am attracted to a certain point. I feel sorry for him because some of his experiences have caused him to need emotional sustenance. One time when he was frustrated, I tried to encourage him, but he thought I was laughing at him because my usual attitude seemed to be that I hated him, so I confessed my love as soon as I got mad. The other person's relationship was at a low point, and he was very dependent on me, but I refused and said that I just like you, but I don't want to be with you (I think he is only temporarily dependent, and he will dislike me after discovering my personality flaws. Rather than being sad about the breakup, it is better not to talk about it, always thinking that he is just a whim). In this novel, it is not difficult to describe the male protagonist's paranoia and darkness, but it is really wonderful to gradually reveal the heroine's avoidance. When we broke up, what was ultimately more wrong was that I didn't trust the other person enough and was too entangled in whether the other person just lacked love before proposing to be with me, or that he couldn't stand my coldness after only staying for two months. To this day, I can't find the answer, but this article has provided me with new ideas. The purpose of the copywriting is to self-examine and improve oneself scientifically, and the writing is indeed very good in this regard!
What a well-matched pair of psychos. . . . . (Not a curse)
What a strange love... But the author wrote it so delicately, I felt heavy in my heart after reading it
The writing is very interesting. I think that few people have read it because there are few people who have discovered it. The recommendation mechanism of jj recommends all the books that I don't like to read. Fortunately, I discovered this book by chance.
It's quite a high level to be able to write in the first person like this. Not many people watched it, maybe because there were potential "unclean" factors at the beginning, and the beginning didn't seem to clearly state that the male protagonist's appearance would be restored? Anyway, I quite liked this article and finally found a book I could read. The following is just a small complaint. In fact, I just want to watch two ordinary, or normal people fall in love. Since they are ordinary people, it is completely acceptable to have shortcomings and whatever. It is very happy to be able to taste warmth in love. Nowadays, the characters in many novels seem to be striving for perfection, infinitely exalting or belittling one party, which is a bit boring to me. I don't want to watch fake people falling in love. However, many people do read the article to take a breather into an illusory dream, which is also reasonable. It's just that I'm so tired of looking for articles. [Spread hands]
I feel like the chapters on the analysis of the male protagonist's mentality are particularly good! Keep up the good work, big brother!
Oh my god, have I found my natural author? I especially love watching the ambiguous moments between the male and female protagonists. I can't feel the real sweetness of being together. The author is perfectly satisfied. Thank you, it is well written. Although it is in the first person, the emotional lines between the male and female protagonists are so natural. I like it.
Ran Ran is really hard-spoken and soft-hearted, and his sister is really good at judging people.
While watching [Let Me Kangkang], I always felt like, why is the heroine so hard-hearted? I wasn't moved at all. Didn't his actual companionship explain everything? But when I think about it carefully, I feel that I was so uneasy at the time. I always felt that the other person was just pretending to be in love. I obviously want to chat with the other person all the time, but I never take the initiative to look for the other person. There are also people who are immersed in a secret love, but clearly know the other person's shortcomings, and make a rational choice never to be with such a person. Although I clearly disagree with the protagonist's ideas, I agree with him in every way. What a wonderful reading experience. [Star Eyes] I really like this book. It seems like I can meet a compatible soul with such a strange view of emotions.