
My Heart Is Hard to Win
朕心难求
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 523k Words
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Updated
- 10mo ago
- Source
- JJWXC
Synopsis
In booklists 15
Ancient Danmei Recommendations
Includes transmigrate into a book, transmigrate, reborn, and more.
A Cozy Little Haven for Mutual Pampering, Mostly Bottoms
Beautiful, strong, tragic, beloved-by-all, adorable little sunshine, aloof, powerful, brilliant bottoms, and their love-struck tops. Extreme SK fans, beware. GK fans, stay away. May include everyone-getting-equal-attention dynamics.
My Kind of Mutual Devotion
I generally like couples who spoil each other equally, but some stories lean toward the gong. My version of mutual pampering: four stars means recommended; three stars means only read it if you're really desperate for something.
Imperial Tutor Stories
Emperor × teacher, younger top
If I Get Into Historical BL, My Life Is Over
Control freaks and yumejoshi stay out. Violators will be executed immediately. I'll briefly note my deal-breakers, but this is fundamentally just a personal organizational list. I can't do anything about locked chapters at certain list levels, and I hate that book recommendations and completed-book ratings are linked.
Spring in the Ninth Year
I've been reading for nine years, over two decades in all. I've tried many things and given up on many ideas, but this one hobby has stayed with me. On a whim, I'm keeping a record of my annual reading list here.
Absolutely Brilliant (1)
Top-rated stories scoring 9.7 and up. I’m an omnivorous reader and will read anything. Mostly a reading stash to browse when I’m out of things to read. (Stashed books start at 4 stars; free books start at 5. The ratings may change over time.)~
For My Own Use
Some sickly protagonists to read later
Gathering Place for Fans of Beautiful, Strong, Tragic Characters
I have a soft spot for tragic stories and tortured romances~
Historical BL Ensemble Casts
A genre I’ll always love.
The King's Treasury: BL Edition
A picky BL fan, but there’s no fan fiction or quick transmigration here because I’m not interested. It would be nice to find some kindred spirits (sob). I left out the popular titles; most of these are more obscure.
Ancient-Style Xianxia
Stories I’ve read and found delicious
Historical BL
Pretty good
Five-Star Reads
Emotionally, I lean toward the bottom, but when I read, the top and bottom have to be firmly set. Bottom-only fans, beware. I hate seeing the bottom suffer. A lot of these are obscure stories I've collected, and the most obscure ones are at the very bottom.
Younger Men Are the Best
Younger love interests are simply the greatest novel setup in the world, though I read more historical danmei
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Having been the backbone of the world for more than ten years, we have joined hands to live up to the king's will. The prince carried the whole of Mobei and stayed with the little emperor to carve out for him the peaceful and prosperous era of Haiqingheyan. The world was difficult and difficult to move, and the court and the world were riddled with holes and it was difficult to cool down the blood. The little emperor had a photographic memory. He lost his father at a young age, and the people who died in front of him can still be vividly remembered when he looks back many years later. People betrayed relatives, separated from each other, and engaged in intrigues. However, under the protection of the prince, he only remembered the sincere teachings of Zhuang Xueshi and kept them in the hearts of the people of the world. He still did not lose his kindness, never forget his original intention, and was unswerving. Xiao Yiran rescued Shen Yue, and Shen Yue also dragged Xiao Yiran to death from the fire ten years ago. Ji Xian, if you have such a virtuous person, you should think of Qi. When I first saw the young master betraying the young emperor for the sake of his family, I really felt sorry that a talented person with such amazing talent, lofty ambitions, and clear beliefs could be deceived by money and power in the world, just like a scholar who has no character and will eventually become a zombie in the officialdom. It was not until later that I learned about the young master's ways. When the young master and Xie Er died together and looked back at Zhongzhou, what he was thinking about was whether the emperor could get out of this dead situation and transcend the emperor's fear of military power in this world. The Young Master is probably the character I find most difficult to deal with in this article. Although he died for his Dao in the end, after so many years of holding back and doing things that were harmful to the people and contrary to the emperor, would he doubt his own Dao and his own persistence? When the Dong Chuang Incident happened, seeing the little emperor's disappointment in him, his heart was twisted and his faith collapsed. He was about to die in prison carrying such ugliness, but he was rescued by the little emperor and once again strategized in the court and the family. In the end, he died the way he deserved, and he finally got what he wanted. But it was still so sad when the young master died TT. Zhuang Xuehai, a scholar in Zhongzhou, died to keep the hope of a prosperous Qingming Dynasty. Du Mingtang died for the virtuous and prosperous age of the late prince in his heart. Unfortunately, Mr. Du Ge made a big mistake for his own support. He only knew the road and ignored the people. There are also many people, whether they are villains or positive characters, who are well written and vivid. Xie Er who is strategic and bold, Yan Ziyu who is cunning and astute, Yuan Zhao who is wise and courageous, etc. Finally, I really like this article. Although some details of the strategy still need to be clarified, most of the plots are very detailed, allowing people like me who don't use their brains to understand the constraints and purposes of all parties. The author is really amazing! Moreover, there are many poems and classical Chinese in the article, which are really well used (if you don't understand, I looked up the meaning, haha), it's great! I admire the author for having so many literary reserves, so strong! (Ps: This is my first time writing a long review. I hope you can correct me if there are any problems)
To be honest, I was "deceived" by the title of the article, thinking it was lighthearted and not serious. Although I read the copy and read the tag before reading it, I didn't expect the text to be so serious. Then I read it with my mind spinning for a long time. It's so hard to be a bystander (my brain is not good at it). How capable the planner must be to be able to write such interlocking stories of you coming and going... At first, I felt short of breath, full of coptis, and speechless. But by the end, I realized that it was indeed a sweet story. It was so exciting. Whether it was plot or romance, this story definitely shouldn't be popular.
To be honest, I can only give it four stars. If it doesn't destroy ten points, I won't give it. It's an absolute top-notch drama about power and power, the characters are super three-dimensional, the hatred between the country and the family, the character of the literary people, the strife of the aristocratic families, the plots are connected in layers, and the rhythm is very good. It's easy to relax, and although it burns your brain, it doesn't feel very tiring. This article is really super good-looking, five points manually!
After chasing it, I still have more to say. I came across this book accidentally. In fact, the opening chapter was not very attractive to me at first, but now that I think about it, I am very glad that I persisted in reading it. A great article. There is no doubt about the author's writing skills. The emotional and career lines run parallel and complement each other, and the characterization is also great. What I like very much is that the group of characters also have their own characteristics. They are as vivid as if they are standing right in front of me, acting out a love-hate relationship, life and death entanglement. Thanks to the author, after reading this article, I persisted in the belief that "some people and some things are destined not to be lost silently in the long river of history. Even if the way of heaven is unfair, there will always be someone who holds the light to break through the obstacles and restore innocence to this dark world. Even if this day may not come very late, morality and justice will last forever." Finished! By the way, I wish the author a happy Double Day!
A great piece of Machiavellian writing! It's a pity that too few people watched it, and the extras were too short to watch!
I like it so much... The teacher writes so well. I am so lucky to read this book... It's great
This article is really well written. I hope I can listen to the radio drama in my lifetime.
It's rare to find a good quality article in Jinjiang, and it's a Machiavellian article. I like it!!
I finally finished scanning it all day and night, and my eyes were almost black.
The writing is so good, but the popularity is not right