[Literary Version]:
I remember the bright moon of those days: made timid by love, driven mad by hate.
Looking back on ten years of wandering, I yearned for what I could not have, and held on to resentment without letting go.
Autumn winds, a thousand miles of yellow sand, a long and lonely journey. Who will walk beside me?
[Plainspoken Version]:
There are people who can love but cannot stay. Like the light of a shooting star crossing the night sky, dazzling and brief.
And there are others who can keep their hearts constant and love someone for a lifetime.
I have struggled again and again to stamp out all the love, desire, hatred, and resentment in my heart, but they always rise from the ashes.
Pain and uncertainty follow, without end.
When the yellow sand buries the bones, where do those stories go?
[Note]:
The heroine is a drunk; the first male lead is physically disabled but unbroken in spirit; the second male lead remains faithful until death.
This story brings together a beautiful young lady from a prime minister's household, princes and nobles fighting for power and brothers killing one another, a brave general who turns out to be a spy for the enemy, a peerless physician forced into marriage, and other planned melodramatic plotlines. It contains sexual assault, disfigurement, abortion, murder, war, and other disturbing content. Reader discretion advised!!!
Adults who want to read about two innocent sweethearts living happily ever after, please look elsewhere. Also, no children allowed!!!
No negative ratings accepted! Thank you for your cooperation.
[Additional Note]:
Someone said this story can no longer have a perfect ending. That's true. Ever since I finished Autumn Leaves Everywhere, I haven't been able to write a perfect story.
In fact, I plan to explore a different kind of relationship between men and women in each story.
For example:
Autumn Leaves Everywhere is about how every successful man has a woman of wisdom and courage behind him.
If You Want a Baby, Come to Me is about mature adults' hopes for a perfect marriage and how both partners devote themselves to achieving it.
This story, meanwhile, is about two people who are both deeply scarred, but whose backgrounds, identities, and personalities are worlds apart. If they insist on being together, how long will it take them to adjust to each other? What will they have to do to build a peaceful, comfortable life? In a way, this seems to make the case for marrying within one's own social class. And that means more than money, possessions, power, and status: it also includes education and one's outlook on life and the world. To sum it up, falling in love isn't hard. Living together is.
A reader named Liulan once wrote, “People need something to hold on to, and the courage to face what is truly in their hearts.”
I really like that comment.
November 2009 / Hell VIP
[Background Music]
Contents page: I'm going to listen to “Kashou no Tsuki” 5,000 times first. Also, I really like this Japanese woman.
Chapter 12: “Flower Yellow and Thin,” piano, sad but not despairing
Chapter 20: “The Wizard of Oz,” piano and xiao flute, Mark / Chen Yue
Chapter 33: “Kaze no Tamakura”
Chapter 34: “Shikigami no Onnatachi.” I think this tune suits Miss Mu quite well.
Chapter 35: “Fude no Umi”
Chapter 36: “Always Quiet,” piano version
Chapter 46: “The Ferryman's Song,” composed by Fan Zongpei, performed by Gao Bowen, originally from the Suzhou pingtan opera The Pearl Pagoda.
Ten years later, I'm going to start updating this story again. No other reason: I just want to finish telling it.
Looking at it again after ten years, I still think the characters' personalities determined how the story unfolded. Their breakup was inevitable.
I want to bring them back together, but whether I can pull it off is something I'll find out as I write.
Theme: Love is a tedious game of testing each other's limits (insert eye roll here)
It's not what I expected. It's very exciting. After a few years in the agreement, I feel that the protagonist has really matured.
It's been 19 years, will there still be a second half?
No matter when he appears, if my sister says he is the first male, then he is the first male. It doesn't matter how many people appear, what matters is that he is there, hahaha. Sister, write slowly, don't finish it so quickly, I want the second half~ Write slowly, don't be in a hurry~~ Take the time to show up~~
This ending is inevitable!
Who is the second male lead? My sister must finish writing the second part!
I will keep waiting!
No way? Is this the end? If there is a second half, will the male protagonist be replaced by another person? Why! I don't know if there is a second half
I don't understand why Mei Su is angry. She agreed to the exchange, but only regrets it when she sees the child? At that time, the man was confused and confused, so he didn't recognize the person. Meisu should have expected such consequences.
I have forgotten the previous content, so I have to start from the beginning. I couldn't stop watching it until three o'clock in the morning. Fortunately, I saw the update in my favorites!
Sister, please write!
I have read articles and time travel articles for a long time, but I have rarely written long reviews. Today, I don't know why, but after reading it, I always feel the desire to talk about it. I'm afraid it's not good, but the author doesn't mind. As far as this article is concerned, in terms of language alone, this "drunk" article is really unique. This shows the author's ability to control words. Not only the words, but the idea is also profound. The characterization of the characters is also delicate and vivid. This article is not impetuous. Although it is cliche, it is necessary because of the background. Otherwise, it will deviate from traditional culture. Not just one person can change the traditional feudal customs and culture inherited from China. You can't expect an ancient person to really have such advanced receptive abilities. The article is based on the emotional changes of the characters, with both tradition and breakthrough. This actually reflects some of today's views and persistence on love and life. This is also the attraction of this article. People who write articles use a past to express some of their unique thoughts and opinions.
Just be "too drunk", who wouldn't be like that? There is no one who is not intoxicated with love. But how to control it? Time will tell this best. But you can't just blame time. Ultimately, it's the human heart. People need different changes to adapt to different environments. No one can guarantee that feelings and feelings will remain unchanged. But people always need to be persistent and have a heart that can truly dare to face themselves. For a romance article, this article is very nice to have such a feeling. After all, this is a romance novel, and we don't need to criticize it too much for other things.
Finally, I wish the author better and better writing and good health!
It's not what I expected. It's very exciting. After a few years in the agreement, I feel that the protagonist has really matured.
It's been 19 years, will there still be a second half?
No matter when he appears, if my sister says he is the first male, then he is the first male. It doesn't matter how many people appear, what matters is that he is there, hahaha. Sister, write slowly, don't finish it so quickly, I want the second half~ Write slowly, don't be in a hurry~~ Take the time to show up~~
This ending is inevitable!
Who is the second male lead? My sister must finish writing the second part! I will keep waiting!
No way? Is this the end? If there is a second half, will the male protagonist be replaced by another person? Why! I don't know if there is a second half
I don't understand why Mei Su is angry. She agreed to the exchange, but only regrets it when she sees the child? At that time, the man was confused and confused, so he didn't recognize the person. Meisu should have expected such consequences.
I have forgotten the previous content, so I have to start from the beginning. I couldn't stop watching it until three o'clock in the morning. Fortunately, I saw the update in my favorites! Sister, please write!
I have read articles and time travel articles for a long time, but I have rarely written long reviews. Today, I don't know why, but after reading it, I always feel the desire to talk about it. I'm afraid it's not good, but the author doesn't mind. As far as this article is concerned, in terms of language alone, this "drunk" article is really unique. This shows the author's ability to control words. Not only the words, but the idea is also profound. The characterization of the characters is also delicate and vivid. This article is not impetuous. Although it is cliche, it is necessary because of the background. Otherwise, it will deviate from traditional culture. Not just one person can change the traditional feudal customs and culture inherited from China. You can't expect an ancient person to really have such advanced receptive abilities. The article is based on the emotional changes of the characters, with both tradition and breakthrough. This actually reflects some of today's views and persistence on love and life. This is also the attraction of this article. People who write articles use a past to express some of their unique thoughts and opinions. Just be "too drunk", who wouldn't be like that? There is no one who is not intoxicated with love. But how to control it? Time will tell this best. But you can't just blame time. Ultimately, it's the human heart. People need different changes to adapt to different environments. No one can guarantee that feelings and feelings will remain unchanged. But people always need to be persistent and have a heart that can truly dare to face themselves. For a romance article, this article is very nice to have such a feeling. After all, this is a romance novel, and we don't need to criticize it too much for other things. Finally, I wish the author better and better writing and good health!
Sister, I'm here to support you