The Other Way Around? (Lesbian)

I finished this novel late at night. I started with my wife's middle-aged love patch and then slowly moved forward. Speaking of which, the order of reading the novel is also reversed (laughs) I was surprised when I read the opening chapter, because it felt like my wife's writing style was completely different from that of my current wife. She was very childish, lively, and cute. I have never had a TP relationship with Lily. If I seemed to really like her, it wouldn't matter. But I read this novel, which had a clear TP relationship from the beginning, to the end. The couple in love is the one I least expected. Yan Yan is plain, but warm and touching. Yan Yan is aware of her lover's uneasiness even though she is in a different place. She is willing to take risks and create accidents to go back and comfort her lover. Yan Yan is enviable and simple. Even if she is bruised and bleeding in love, she still loves bravely. She believes in her lover unconditionally and believes that love will win. In the end, she has waited. The pairing of Xiao Le was something I never expected. During the whole process, I was sighing at how Yaoyao could get his wife back with such a mentality. How difficult it was for Hua Shi to fall in love with someone so much for the first time and hit a big iron plate, and she was just a supporting character. . . While watching, I kept complaining about how the plot could lead to Xiao Le and Yaoyao, but when I saw that they really didn't get together, I felt mixed emotions and beat my chest. When I read the process, I thought it was a novel. No matter how crazy you go, you might magically come back together. It's too unrealistic. But when I really saw them reaching a more realistic ending, I felt sadder than anyone else. Maybe people are so contradictory. On the one hand, they are shouting about how there is true love now, but they are looking forward to meeting the love that will grow old together; on the other hand, they are jealous that there is always a happy ending in the novel, but when it really comes to reality, they cry and shout no, at least give them a happy ending in the novel. Before I read the last few chapters, my favorite character was Yaoyao. Isn't she a charming fairy? (Laughs) But after reading all the books, I found that my favorite is Xiao Le. For the first time, I felt that I loved with all my strength, loved so much that my heart was broken, and my head was bleeding. I may never let go again, but I don't regret it. At least I made all the efforts in this love and even put down my dignity to be humble. Then, even if I will never forget this love, it will never knock me down. I will regain my strength and live more dazzlingly. This is something I can't envy. I don't have Xiao Le who gives everything once I fall in love, burning myself to fight for a hopeless future, because I think I'm sane, and I don't have Xiao Le's brilliance of risking death and resurrecting, breaking and rising, because I feel that I am fragile, timid, unwilling to give but envious of the sunshine. This is probably my current state. I like Xiao Le, her hesitation at the beginning, her decisiveness later, and her gradual relief at the end. What happened to Lou Qing was the most in line with my expectations, maybe because I am the most similar to her. From the moment I saw that she had thoughts about Hua Shi, I concluded that she and Hua Shi would not be able to get along. Her love was too humble. I only dared to do things in detail, be careful of temptations, and doubt myself. Little did I know that I had been betrayed long ago. His belly was spread out in the sun. It was just that the hunter couldn't bear to cut off the sharp blade. Once he gave himself an excuse not to confess, there would be thousands and tens of thousands of others snowballing from behind. Their self-esteem was like maggots clinging to their bones. If they wanted to let go, they had to face their past and take it with their skin and skin. Lou Qing did it very hard, but at least she chose to face it head-on. She knew the failure, and she was willing to try the future with the red afro. Hope I can do it too. As for Ms. Xia Zhiyao, the little troublemaker whose every move disturbs people's hearts and attracts attention with every frown and frown, I wish you the best of luck in training a little monster who is affectionate, dedicated and charming.

I really cried to death, so unwilling.

I finally finished reading this book on a holiday afternoon. The cover was a bit inconsistent with the content of the book. Because I read the extra chapter "Impermanence" first, I was very mentally prepared when I read the book - this is a love story that is not very easy. I read it intermittently for several days before I finished it. Reading a paper book is more calming than reading a mobile browser. Normally, I would have spent an entire night reading it, and then fell asleep with a somewhat disappointed mood. However, reading it separately also has the advantage of reading it separately, which will always make the reader more impressed, right? I wonder if everyone can meet someone like Xia Zhiyao and have an unforgettable love affair. Xia Zhiyao taught Xiao Le how to grow, and Hua Shi taught Xiao Le what life is. Xiao Le's youthful ignorance was given to Xia Zhiyao, which was a blessing for Xia Zhiyao. Xia Zhiyao's passion and determination were also given to Xiao Le, but this was a helplessness for Xiao Le. Falling in love with someone you can't stay with is a tragedy from the beginning. Is this what true love is like? If you ask me, I don't know either. Is it a steady stream like Xia Yan and Qu Yan, or is it vigorous like Xia Zhiyao and Xiao Le? We tend to think that love is a slow and steady flow, but hormones tell us that it should actually be vigorous. My mother told me that the period of strong hormone secretion only lasts about three months, and the sweetness of love only has a shelf life of one or two years. I don't know if she is trying to make me despair of love, or if she is trying to keep me sane about love. Does Xia Zhiyao love Xiaole? There are a thousand Hamlets in the hearts of a thousand people, and everyone has their own answer. I think she is in love, but she can't let go of the obsession in her heart. If an obsession started when she was a girl and continues into adulthood, it may be difficult to change. So she ruined her happiness with just one song. She should be responsible for her sins and spend her whole life remembering a love. Sadly, her beloved Xiao Le is also responsible for her obsession. Isn't it too cruel? No, that's fair. This is Xiao Le's misfortune, but it is also Xiao Le's luck. If no one completely shatters your ideals and beliefs, how can you start your own life over thorns and mountains. The libido of introverted and repressed people cannot be released in daily life. Only sex and killing can help them escape. This is why introverts tend to be more explosive, sometimes jaw-dropping. That's what Xiaole is like. I'm afraid Xia Zhiyao doesn't even know that she has already fallen in love with Xiaole. But there are some things that cannot be returned to the past as long as you look back. When she turned around and met Xiao Le again, Xiao Le could no longer stay with her. Although they still love each other, they both have their own lives. Xia Zhiyao is the kind of person who doesn't have a sense of belonging... A person's life is long, but the time to fall in love with someone is very short. It only takes one second to fall for her. There will be many people we have liked in our lives, but love only comes from one or two people. Xia Zhiyao was able to put down all her masks and defenses in front of Xiao Le. She didn't even notice it herself. She was stubborn and lost the love of her life because of a wrong obsession. I can't wish her happiness. I can only wish her that she will not regret it in the long road of life. No matter if she wakes up in the middle of the night or suddenly wakes up, she should not regret it. She will be stuck in this obsession for the rest of her life. This is her destiny. Otherwise, how could she face the rest of her life? Xiao Le won't regret it, no. No matter what the outcome was, she had worked hard, and it was enough to love someone with all her strength. All tragic stories are more relatable, and comedy endings are beautiful but easily forgotten. Maybe it's because in our lives, there are always more things ending in tragedy than comedy. The person you liked when you were young may have separated because of a minor quarrel. The love that makes you give everything you have will also end due to various force majeure. Dedicated work may not be as useful as some helpless connections. Squeezing into the car to go to work amidst slogans filled with sunshine about a bright future and a bright life. Love is the most powerless thing in the world. The chances of the person you love falling in love with you and the two of you loving each other till the end of your life are really pitiful. Xiao Le will still have Hua Shi's company in the rest of her life, and Qu Yan will also be happily together with Xia Yan. They will all live along their own trajectories. Most of the relationships in reality are tragedies. I have seen too many same-sex couples separated due to external factors. I naturally know how difficult it is to have a happy ending. Let's let the fantasy novel be more relaxed and happy, so as to comfort this heart full of realism. Everything in life is unpredictable, and I hope everyone can stay with their loved ones until they grow old.

Although I feel a little sorry for spending time, I still like Xiao Le and Yaoyao better.

I spent money to watch it until the end, but there are too many locked chapters... I feel a little bit unwilling.

Finished reading. A vigorous beginning, a thrilling process, and a calm and warm ending. Thanks for this story. When I am free for a while, I will sign up with a bad friend and make up for all the comments I have owed to all the authors and wives over the years. Wow...

To make up for it, it was promised to be hilarious, but it made my liver hurt 23333, after being tortured. However, this is really life, you have to learn to grow.

Meaningful and beautiful

The more tragic it is, the more unforgettable it is, Yaoyao and Ding Youlei...

I would like to dedicate this document to Ning Yuan, and thank you for the things "Upside Down" taught me on the way to growth. In 2009, I read "Upside Down" written by Mantou for the first time. This novel left a deeper impression on me than the "Jiang Hu" series. In fact, I may not be able to remember the specific plots in the book, but the ones I will never forget are Xia Zhiyao and Xiao Le. When I first read this novel five years ago, I couldn't let go of the ending of Yaoyao and Xiaole, but now I can accept it calmly, and I even began to feel that this is what life should be like. I, who once wrote while crying, can now calm down with just a cigarette. Yaoyao named her daughter Tingting, but the person named Tingting in her heart finally let go of her hand. Maybe being ordinary around Hua Shi is what Xiaole's life is like. When those midnight dreams came back, tears stained my breasts, would Xia Zhiyao be the same? I still remember the comments I wrote, along with my suppressed crying under the quilt. When I first met Yaoyao, she was dressed in the spring breeze and her sleeves were full of peach blossoms. She is a kind of poison, the most unforgettable absurdity of youth. So when youth fades, memories will become more melancholy. How are you doing lately? After so many years, is it enough for people to speak calmly and say that everything is fine? Are there thousands of words hidden in such words that I can't express anymore? How are you doing? Will you still laugh? Do you have insomnia? Do you still like sweets? Can you still cook, wash your hands and make soup? Who will pamper you and make you smile? Who will make you angry and sad? Who will make you happy and kiss the corner of your mouth? Who will hold you and smile at you while drinking the soup you made... Who will say to you in your ear at the end: Wife, go home. The years that once seemed earth-shattering and vigorous were finally lost in time, deep and long. All reunions have become dreams, and encounters in reality have become passing by. We will not go back to the time in the past, when each other married their ears to the lies they told themselves. Whether Xiao Le loves flowers or not, time may not be able to tell over the years. But there was no doubt that she had loved Xia Zhiyao. Whose heart was pierced by such a dream in the dim night. Those preferences that are mentioned and exposed are the first figures that come to mind. Even if the bloody wound is healed by time, it will still leave scars, and you will still remember the original pain when you touch it. Things are unpredictable, and I once thought she must be mine. Such words, what kind of mood should be used to express them. Perhaps life is like this, those young loves that once thought they could defeat everything, those promises that once thought they could be destroyed forever, those people who once thought they could not be forgotten will eventually be hidden in time; Xiaole wants to forget Xia Zhiyao, but such forgetfulness will only make people remember it more deeply. It's just that time has taught us to become silent. The more profound the memory, the more deeply it is buried in our hearts. How long does it take for people to really learn to grow and forget how to forget. Things are always so unpredictable.