(Detective Conan Fanfiction) Trembling Deep Blue

Is it fate, or a captive of this fleeting world?

With one backward glance, whose lifetime of longing withered away?

Heaven is both real and illusory.

The mortal world is both cold and warm.

Washed clean of all worldly splendor, how many times did it once shine?

Where do these black-and-white years now wind their way?

Was it a sigh, or the nightmare of a smile?

A splendid childhood painted in golden hues.

If anyone asks whose waiting face keeps watch,

A lifetime of sorrow and joy,

Two layers of chill.

We raise our cups, then open our veins.

If falling into ruin means a punishment that lasts forever,

Let the pure moonlight be steeped in a blue-tinged poison.

A chance path of joy,

A pause as fragile as a butterfly's wings,

The heartache of a soul set spinning.

With one final scar, sorrow is no more.

When smoke is reflected as crystalline tears,

How endless the long, long night.

A voiceless sorrow gnawed away by children's rhymes,

A heartbreaking dream that has never faded.

Glazed glass falls upon the water, shimmering into whose likeness?

Desire crumbles along with rose-colored cheeks.

A king built of white stands cheek by jowl with time,

Trampling the rich fragrance at his feet.

The radiance once veiled by tenderness has passed away.

Who still cares who betrayed whom?

The hems fluttering atop the tower,

Did they struggle against the years of regret?