As a Mere Background Character, I Want to Pursue Dazai

It is a very gentle article. It is rare for me because this article has aroused strong emotional resonance, so what I am going to describe next feels more like my personal illogical writing than an evaluation. Before reading this article, I had a feeling of emptiness towards Dazai in the fanfic. This is not to say that the character image cannot be realized, but that it is too high and inaccessible, just like Xiao Yi called Dazai a "saint" at the beginning. (Although later, after Xiaoyi fully understood Dazai, this strange sense of pilgrimage disappeared) The feeling this article gave me is closer to nothing, and it gives me more of a heavy sense of implementation. There is no need for too many luxurious settings or the integration of popular tags. Just simple text descriptions and delicate psychological descriptions can tell us "This is the kind of Dazai Dazai should be." This is also rare in today's fan fiction, which prioritizes traffic and freshness. It can restore the whole picture of Dazai in a way that everyone can understand and empathize with. Personally speaking, Dazai and I have a lot in common in our ideas. This is something I only realized after reading the book. In other words, I think Dazai has something in common with everyone. Because I refuse to be hurt, refuse the pain of separation after emotional investment, hate the hypocrisy, indifference, and mutual incomprehension between people, and ultimately be judged by people who don't understand. Just thinking of these, I instinctively lock myself up and castrate my emotions, so as to avoid these fatal injuries that no one understands. I agree very much with what everyone in the comment area said - "It is Dazai Osamu's blessing to meet Xiaoyi." Yes, as I said before, this article brings the image of Osamu Dazai to the ground, and as the original article says, don't regard him as a saint. This is a very cruel thing. These words also made me start to reflect on whether the stereotyped images of "black mud spirit" and "damp male ghost" that I had been blindly pursuing in my novels were also the cruelty of depriving Dazai of his own personality and independence after mythology. But luckily, he met Xiaoyi. A pure white person. Her gentleness and tolerance made me cry and reflect on myself while reading. Yes, that's how love is. After being hurt too much, I have become accustomed to telling myself that "love" is a false proposition. I must use scientific and rational words, such as "There is no real love in this world, everyone is selfish, and "love" can only be produced by seeking identity in a person of the opposite sex that you like", or "Love is simply a mirage caused by hormone induction" to always guard against falling into the trap of love, so as to ensure that I will not be harmed. I think Dazai thinks the same way. He wants to touch happiness, but he unconsciously becomes cowardly because of the foreseeable sadness. But Xiao Yi showed me another possibility of love - it does not require a response from the other party, nor is it self-satisfaction of unilateral contribution, but I love you, so I respect your subjectivity, I love you, so no matter what form it is, I hope you are happy. This is such a pure love, almost the same as the love we have for Dazai. This thought makes me unable to help but shed tears every time I chew on the sentences written by my wife. Finally, before reading this article, I had been imagining what kind of person could make Dazai completely attracted to him. I am extremely grateful that my wife gave me a specific answer. He should be a gentle, delicate, kind-hearted person who can give Dazai an endless sense of security, rather than a stereotyped industrial protagonist. This article is also one of the rare things that left me without a sense of emptiness or pain after reading the novel. I think maybe it's because I know that Xiaoyi is happy and Dazai is happy. The feeling of happiness that I have been longing to see finally filled my body and mind when I saw the ending. No matter what happens between them in the future, I believe that they will continue this happiness. So I am very grateful to my wife for writing such a good article, so that the happiness and sense of reality between them can be settled in me. At the end (really the last hahahaha), I really like the sentence in the article "Can Osamu Dazai also become a person who is so happy that it makes people jealous?" I think now, at this moment, I can finally give a positive answer. ——Yes, Mr. Dazai, you will always be happy.

A very interesting article, with a sense of literature and art that is rare in Jinjiang fandom, and the feeling of the male and female protagonists redeeming each other makes me feel so precious. I saw a very similar comment in the comment area before: It felt like seeing the real Osamu Butei, like watching three-dimensional love. (But it's strange that not many people who write about reality bring this feeling [shy]) Indeed, this book has a very different feel from other Dazai fan fiction I've read. I feel like it's hard to read other Dazai's novels recently [changed]

The author's literary skills are really great. He can describe emotions so delicately and write so fluently. Even Dazai's character is rare and very close to the original work... The only thing that makes me feel a little disappointed is that when I read the first few chapters and the introduction, I thought the heroine was really just a sexy girl. An ordinary passer-by with a little talent. At the beginning, the article also wrote in Chinese that the heroine felt inferior to her own appearance. When she saw Zai chatting up other women, all she was thinking about was the difference in appearance. But later on, she discovered that the heroine's appearance is a very rare beauty. I always felt a bit...

Finished reading! Overall it's sweet! It's sweet, not cruel, it's clearly a story about two little snails touching each other carefully with their tentacles [Milk Tea] [Milk Tea]

A really nice book! In fact, it was the first article I read in Jinjiang. It was unexpectedly good-looking... I really like this kind of delicate psychological activities and emotional descriptions! Both Ikun and Dazai are so cute! And as a very demanding chef (?), I didn't find Dazai Osamu ooc... Many of the heroine's thoughts are very interesting and feel very much like the author's own thinking. The description is very real and seems to be a real ordinary person (of course Yijun is not an ordinary ordinary person (?)) I really like it!! Although I don't know if the author can see it, I really like your work very much (★>U<★) I will come back and read it again if I have the chance!

Very cute and delicious! But I actually want to watch the if line of Black Tokizai

When I saw Dazai, who has a premarital phobia, whispering to Ai under the quilt, "Let's elope", I felt like crying for no reason. He is a very happy Dazai. He really loves each other. Please love Ai and stay happy.

Be happy forever, no matter who is around you

Although two-dimensional romance data is generally not a pure hobby in Jinjiang, but look at us, you really like this article, please open another one~

It's good to watch, it basically doesn't follow the plot, it completely serves Dazai as the center, and it's written so delicately! ! Excellent product!