[Book Transmigration] I Know You Want to Torment Me

Synopsis: He was kneeling in front of me. His eyes were red, his expression grief-stricken, his body trembling. He was begging for my love. I saw tears overflowing from his eyes, blood dripping between his tightly clenched fingers, and heard the hoarse sobs he was suppressing in his throat. I knew he was in pain. I knew he was miserable. ...How pitiful. I sighed. Perhaps I should be a little nicer to him. So I patted his head compassionately. Looking into his eyes as they lit up after a moment of stunned silence, I gently said one word: "Get lost." Please note: 1. First-person POV, gong as the protagonist. The author is team gong. The shou suffers, the gong does not. The ending may have no CP. 2. The gong is very cold toward everyone except his family and has no empathy. He's also incredibly, incredibly, incredibly oblivious and as straight as a steel rod. 3. A ridiculous, melodramatic work written on a whim. It is extremely indulgent, with lots of one-sided crushes on the gong, but most of them are only briefly mentioned because of the limited length. 4. This idea came out of nowhere. I originally planned to write a long story, but after looking at all the unfinished works in my collection... I decided to wrap it up in a few chapters. Warnings you absolutely, absolutely must read: 1. Trash gong and masochistic shou! Trash gong and masochistic shou! Trash gong and masochistic shou! Trash gong and masochistic shou! Trash gong and masochistic shou! (Highlighted!!!!!) 2. The gong is a universally adored heartthrob, with no regard for reason. 3. The shou suffers, almost from beginning to end. (Because of the author's limited capacity to handle angst, the story only has emotional pain, not physical abuse.) 4. Please be civil. Don't curse me or the gong and shou, okay? QAQ Theme: The gong goes through a painful pursuit, but never wins him back