A Cage of My Own Making (Alternate Taisho Era + Onmyoji Fanfiction + Birthday Gift)

Seeing Huali's prayer, I suddenly remembered that I finally learned Japanese a few years ago and realized my dream of traveling to Japan on my own. At that time, I was traveling with my cousin. Our travel goals were completely different, so we compromised on each other and the schedule was rushed. On that day in Kyoto, I only went to Seimei Shrine. Seimei Shrine is very small, and we only saw two groups of people going to worship that day. I don't know whether it was because of nervousness or excitement, but I couldn't help but tremble slightly from the moment I walked into the torii gate. When I actually clapped my hands and prayed, I had to work hard to restrain myself so that my teeth would not chatter. "I hope Honglian can be happy and healthy." Try hard to convey your wish from the bottom of your heart and repeat it three times. At the same time, I felt embarrassed and ashamed that I couldn't help shaking. On the other hand, I have a small and naive hope, hoping that this love and prayers can reach the other side. On the other hand, I am desperately glad that we will never meet again. There has never been a moment when I felt so clearly that I was just an "ordinary person". Who hasn't dreamed of traveling through time? But that dream will never happen again, because I am just a shameful "ordinary person" who can only tremble and make him feel hurt again. I just hope that he is happy and safe, and that he can find his own place. I just hope that the prayers can be conveyed, and that even in the deepest dreams, we will never meet.