The Skylark Lands on Yesterday’s Window

At first glance, Jiang Xiaoyu is a silly girl. No matter how angry she is, Zhou Yunjing can calm her down with a lollipop. No matter how hard her colleagues tried to punish her, they could not tell that they were targeting her intentionally. Her parents rented a house for her and Zhou Yunjing, but they didn't know that they wanted them to live together and have children as soon as possible. They foolishly walked the same road several times, but they didn't realize it yet. She couldn't tell whether she loved Zhou Yunjing or not, and couldn't see the difference between family affection and love. She lived with Jiang Ziang without knowing it. She was stupid enough to ask Jiang Ziang if he minded that she had been forced by bad guys. She was in the same room with Jack without knowing it, and she couldn't figure out whether Jack was a crook. She seems to be tired of the plain water of love and always wants to experience fresh love experiences. She is willful, unruly, and selfish. However, she is innocent, brilliant, and full of childlike innocence. Then after reading the second half of the story, looking back, I realized that this girl was a snow-smart and interpretive flower! She loved Zhou Yunjing with all her heart, and because she loved him, she was willing to embarrass herself. As long as he was willing to coax her, even if it was just a lollipop, she would not bear to embarrass him again. Because of her love for Zhou Yunjing, Jiang Xiaoyu reluctantly left home when she learned that another woman liked him, and gave the choice of love to the man she loved deeply. Even if he really betrayed her, she would help him without any resentment. In order to prevent his family from blaming him for his change of mood, he was willing to bear his faults and be the one who had betrayed his heart first. Her love for Jiang Ziang was even more sincere. Why are you asking Jiang Ziang, does he mind if she has been forced by bad guys? This question is really stupid. However, this only showed that Jiang Xiaoyu's heart was pure. The two had lived together for so long, and Jiang Ziang never touched her. She wanted to tell Jiang Ziang about her past with Zhou Yunjing, but he wouldn't let her. Jiang Ziang's various behaviors made her suspicious, thinking that Jiang Ziang had some special complex. Jiang Xiaoyu could not tell her affair with Zhou Yunjing, so she could only explore Jiang Ziang's heart in another way. At that time, Jiang Xiaoyu was deeply in love with Jiang Ziang, and in order to keep her heart pure, she made a decision in her heart when she asked Jiang Ziang if he minded if she was no longer a girl. If this man really cares about this, even if she loves him to the core, she will let him go. Jiang Xiaoyu's feelings for Jack are relatively complicated. Before the meeting, she had suspected that Jack was Zhou Yunjing, and had tested him many times. After the meeting, her doubts were still not completely eliminated. At first, Jack had no feelings for Jiang Xiaoyu and just stayed with her as a friend. But Jack's purposeless kindness to her made Jiang Xiaoyu's doubts grow deeper and deeper, and she tried to drive Jack away several times. However, Jiang Xiaoyu is lonely, helpless, and fragile. She also needs someone to comfort and accompany her. She could only use the excuse that Jack was crooked, keep him by her side, and occasionally borrow his arms to warm the pain buried deep in her heart. But Jiang Xiaoyu was clean in her heart. She saw that Jack had a daughter whom he loved deeply, and he was shouldering the responsibilities of the family. So when she found out that Jack was in love with her, she finally decided to force him away. Jiang Xiaoyu's excuse for letting Jack leave was perfect, saying that she wanted to return to Zhou Yunjing. Because she knew that this was Jack's purpose of protecting her in the first place, and she wanted Jack to leave without regrets. At this time, Jack was deeply in love and was reluctant to leave Jiang Xiaoyu. In her first two relationships, Jiang Xiaoyu had always wronged herself in order to fulfill the other party. After meeting Jack at the teahouse, Jack took her hand and the two left together. Where did they go and what did they do? Why wasn't she allowed to say this? What was the last word she left to Jack? It is not difficult to guess that Jiang Xiaoyu must have concealed the truth in order to satisfy Jack.

Mother-in-law and mother-in-law are almost dying of anxiety

I don't know what to say~

You can do anything when you first go to college! What enlightened parents

After May Day, the attitude of colleagues in the company towards Jiang Xiaoyu changed. There is an understatement here, saying that Jiang Xiaoyu has seen this kind of flattery before, but she always stayed out of it, neither pleasing her boss nor her colleagues. Living in the quagmire, but being able to avoid being stained by dust, you can also feel Jiang Xiaoyu's wisdom and nobility from this sentence. From May 1st to 11th, there are only a few sentences about the relationship progress between Jiang Xiaoyu and Jiang Ziang. Jiang Ziang would still treat her to dinner occasionally, alone, and sometimes he would hold her hand after dinner and take her back to the apartment. But sometimes, Jiang Xiaoyu felt that Jiang Ziang was deliberately alienating her and was afraid of meeting her eyes. This feeling of being hot and cold, far and near, put a cat in Jiang Xiaoyu's heart. Every time it scratched her heart, she felt itchy and restless. She was obsessed with this feeling of worrying about gains and losses, and allowed herself to sink little by little. It was obvious that Jiang Xiaoyu was moved. However, in the past few months, only Jiang Ziang took the initiative, but Jiang Xiaoyu did not look at Jiang Ziang twice, nor did she find an excuse to go to Jiang Ziang's office to get close to him. She even did not invite him to sit upstairs when Jiang Ziang held her hand and sent her back. This is enough to fully show that Jiang Xiaoyu still pretends to be Zhou Yunjing in her heart, so she tries her best to restrain her feelings for Jiang Ziang. The night before National Day, Jiang Xiaoyu once again showed her considerate side in front of Jiang Ziang. Manager Zhang scolded Jiang Ziang for being too soft-hearted, which touched his heart, and he stood in the hospital corridor feeling sad alone. Jiang Xiaoyu held up the IV bottle and walked to him. She didn't ask or offer words of comfort, but said softly: "It's a little stuffy in there. I'm going to come out for some air." This sentence is very appropriate. It does not explore the other person's sadness, but also achieves the purpose of companionship. After hearing these words, Jiang Ziang looked at Jiang Xiaoyu with increasingly gentle eyes, indicating that he was attracted to this girl. However, Jiang Ziang sighed again, turned his head and looked out the window. It is not until we read the subsequent plot that we can understand why Jiang Ziang sighed like this at that time. The girl he once loved, with her unborn child, was separated from him, and on this night when the wound was torn apart, Jiang Xiaoyu stood by his side and accompanied him silently. Looking at her very similar eyes to that girl, the impact on Jiang Ziang's heart must have been very strong. In the next few days, Jiang Ziang took care of Jiang Xiaoyu meticulously. In addition to being heartbroken, he should also have a desire to atone for his sins. He heard Jiang Xiaoyu crying in her dreams every night and wanted to explore her heart. On the night of October 6th, he and Brother Li saw the love story written by Jiang Xiaoyu. Back in Jiang Xiaoyu's room, a domineering kiss revealed Jiang Ziang's inner jealousy at a glance. Jiang Xiaoyu did not reject Jiang Ziang that night, and even acted very proactively. But her initiative was not out of love, but to make Zhou Yunjing happy, and she wanted to be the one who betrayed him first. To understand Jiang Xiaoyu's inner emotions in detail, you have to read the first chapter again. After hearing from Weiwei that Zhou Yunjing was cheating on her, Jiang Xiaoyu cooperated with Weiwei in acting and pretended that she had been deceived by her. There are two sentences in that chapter that seem to contradict the subsequent plot, but they are worth pondering. "Seeing that June 1st is getting closer and closer, Jiang Xiaoyu is getting more and more panicked." "The closer she gets to June 1st, the more she wants to tear Zhou Yunjing apart, if Weiwei hadn't persuaded her to stay calm." When Jiang Xiaoyu left Zhou Yunjing, she wanted to give Zhou Yunjing the choice and let him choose between Weiwei and her. But Jiang Xiaoyu waited by the broken bridge for half a month, and Zhou Yunjing didn't even look for her. Before May Day, Jiang Xiaoyu received another call from home and learned that Zhou Yunjing was extremely ambiguous with another girl on WeChat. She felt very painful in her heart. On May Day, Zhou Yunjing called her three times in succession, calling her "sister" instead of "wife". The closer she got to May Day, the more panicked she became. Then why did she say that the closer she got to June 1st, the more she wanted to tear Zhou Yunjing apart, but Weiwei kept urging her to stay calm? There is no explanation in the subsequent plot, but it is not difficult to see that she and Weiwei have always been in contact during this period. In other words, she still thinks that Zhou Yunjing is hovering between her and Weiwei. But on the eve of National Day, the photo Zhou Yunjing sent her showed him and another girl. This had an extraordinary impact on Jiang Xiaoyu's heart. When she catered to Jiang Ziang and wanted to bear the betrayal for Zhou Yunjing, her heart died for this relationship. But Jiang Ziang misunderstood Jiang Xiaoyu, thinking that she was still thinking about Zhou Yunjing at that time. "You have to learn to protect yourself, just think of me as training for you." His words were also thought-provoking. He wanted to atone for his sins. He failed to protect the girl at first. Now, he wanted to protect Jiang Xiaoyu. However, when he said these words, he closed the door of his heart that he had just opened to Jiang Xiaoyu again. The door was closed, but the fireworks in his heart could not be extinguished after all. From time to time, a small flame would blow out in the wind, making him unable to help himself. From time to time, he would still knock on Jiang Xiaoyu's door, but he never took the initiative to approach it.

Zhou Yunjing and Jiang Xiaoyu are childhood sweethearts. He treats Jiang Xiaoyu as a child and hopes that Jiang Xiaoyu will always be innocent and simple and not understand the complexity of society. And what Jiang Ziang gave Jiang Xiaoyu was not only a variety of love experiences, he also taught Jiang Xiaoyu to grow up, and wanted to achieve Jiang Xiaoyu's success and let her fly higher into the sky. It seems that Jiang Xiaoyu was attracted by Jiang Ziang and took the initiative to fall in love with him. With Jiang Ziang's help, she slowly grew up from a silly girl to become smart and mature. But if you look closely at the details in the story, it is not difficult to find that Jiang Xiaoyu is originally very smart and considerate. During a trip to Wuzhen on May Day, Jiang Xiaoyu and Jiang Ziang were sitting on a boat and were booed by their colleagues, but she didn't say a word of explanation. There was no car back to Hangzhou that night, and no room could be booked in the scenic spot. Jiang Ziang said that he had only booked one room and asked Jiang Xiaoyu to go with him, so she left with him. After returning to the company, Jiang Ziang hoped that she would not tell the truth and asked her to pretend to be a couple with him in front of her colleagues, which she did. It seems that Jiang Xiaoyu is confused and hasty, but after careful analysis, it is not difficult to see that this girl is very smart and she knows what she should care about. After May Day, Jiang Xiaoyu felt that her colleagues' attitude towards her became more enthusiastic. At that time, she had an inner monologue, saying that they were just irrelevant people, so she didn't need to care about their opinions. This shows that she lives a very transparent life. When his colleagues were making noise on the bridge, Jiang Ziang did not express his position. If Jiang Xiaoyu explained at that time, it would embarrass Jiang Ziang. Compared with other colleagues, what she needs to protect is the person around her who cares about her, comforts her when she is in pain, and stays with her. ?????????????????? On the night of May Day, knowing that Jiang Ziang had only booked one room, why did Jiang Xiaoyu choose to go with him? On the way to Wuzhen, Jiang Xiaoyu could tell from the attitude of colleagues in a department towards Jiang Ziang that Jiang Ziang was very popular. During the day, Jiang Ziang pretended to be her boyfriend in front of a stranger. After the two got together for a day, Jiang Ziang did not overstep her. Jiang Xiaoyu is a very beautiful girl. If she does not follow Jiang Ziang at night and chooses to leave the scenic spot alone and find another way to spend the night, the risks she will face will be much greater. So she was good at assessing the situation and chose to trust Jiang Ziang. At night, she saw Jiang Ziang standing on the bridge in front of the window of her room, smoking one cigarette after another. She felt the pain in Jiang Ziang's heart and wanted to comfort him. Here, we can also see Jiang Xiaoyu's intelligence and sense of proportion. She walked over, but did not go to Jiang Ziang's side. Instead, she stopped a few meters away from him. This small detail shows that she just wants to comfort Jiang Ziang with companionship, but does not want to develop further with him. In the subsequent conversation, she did not ask Jiang Ziang why he was in pain. To do this, it really required great wisdom. Everyone has some secrets hidden in their hearts to some extent, and they don't want others to spy on them. Jiang Xiaoyu knew this very well, so she chose to pretend not to know. Instead, she said in the conversation that she felt very uncomfortable. Just imagine, if you know someone is in a bad mood and you run over to him and tell him how happy I am today, how will the other person feel? Jiang Xiaoyu comforted Jiang Ziang because of her discomfort, and indirectly told him that in fact everyone has some unhappy things hidden in their hearts, in order to achieve a kind of psychological resonance and relieve Jiang Ziang's pain. But what surprised Jiang Xiaoyu was that Jiang Ziang suddenly hugged her. She wanted to struggle, but Jiang Ziang told her not to move. This "Don't move," was very domineering. There is no detailed explanation here as to why Jiang Ziang suddenly hugged Jiang Xiaoyu. Only by reading the subsequent story and watching the hug again can we understand Jiang Ziang's mood at that time. When Jiang Ziang first met Jiang Xiaoyu, he could tell that she was a girl who was hurt by love. He also saw her crying under the peach tree while looking at the falling flowers. Such a girl's understanding when she came to comfort him after seeing his pain made him feel sympathy for his fellow sufferers, and he also felt pity for Jiang Xiaoyu, which was why he had such a hug. Before Jiang Xiaoyu met Jiang Ziang, she had only loved Zhou Yunjing, but she and Zhou Yunjing were so familiar that there was no fire in the embrace between them. Jiang Ziang's hug made Jiang Xiaoyu's heart beat fast. Jiang Xiaoyu's heart beat violently, Jiang Ziang felt it, and their bodies reacted. However, the two of them did nothing further than a hug to comfort each other.

Finally I feel like Zhou Yunjing has grown up

At the beginning of the story, Jiang Xiaoyu ran away from home after hearing rumors before getting married. Jiang Xiaoyu looked stupid, and anyone with a discerning eye could see that Weiwei was lying to her, but Jiang Xiaoyu didn't give Zhou Yunjing a chance to explain, and just left as she said. Jiang Xiaoyu and Zhou Yunjing had been childhood sweethearts for more than twenty years. They ran away from home just a few months before they fell in love with Jiang Ziang again. In Jiang Xiaoyu's own words, her love with Zhou Yunjing was like boiled water. The days were too long and boring. Compared with Zhou Yunjing, Jiang Ziang is a completely different type of male protagonist. He brings Jiang Xiaoyu a variety of fresh love experiences. Their love is sweet, warm, and very positive. Seeing this, it seems that Jiang Xiaoyu is tired of love and wants to experience a different taste of love, so she actively pursues Jiang Ziang. But later, when Zhou Yunjing appeared again and interpreted his love with Jiang Xiaoyu from his perspective, he realized that this was not the case. It turned out that Jiang Xiaoyu had long seen through Weiwei's scam. She cooperated with Weiwei's acting and said how much she hated Zhou Yunjing, and then she left sadly. Only later did we find out that Jiang Xiaoyu didn't know whether Zhou Yunjing also fell in love with Weiwei, so she ran away from home and left the choice to Zhou Yunjing. She left not because of hatred, but because she loved Zhou Yunjing too much. When she was in college, Jiang Xiaoyu always said that she couldn't tell whether she loved Zhou Yunjing or not. In fact, she could see clearly. After one of their quarrels, Jiang Xiaoyu encountered bad guys and was taken to an apartment. After Jiang Xiaoyu escaped the next day, she saw Zhou Yunjing sending a message asking to take her to eat grilled fish. She was squatting on the roadside crying, saying that Zhou Yunjing was too kind to her, but the better he treated her, the more she wanted to escape. There is no explanation here as to why Jiang Xiaoyu wanted to escape. It was only written that on this day, she proposed to break up with Zhou Yunjing. It seemed that the two broke up because she lost her virginity to a bad guy. But if you look closely, you will find that Jiang Xiaoyu lived in the same room when he met the bad guy and the rich second generation the next day, because the chandelier in the room was the same. In other words, the "bad guy" and the "rich second generation" are actually Zhou Yunjing. When Zhou Yunjing, the "second generation rich man", went to wake Jiang Xiaoyu up to go to school the next morning, Jiang Xiaoyu was very angry and said that Zhou Yunjing had ruined the "feeling". It's not clear what this "feeling" is. When Zhou Yunjing began to reflect later, he realized that it was not that Jiang Xiaoyu had no feelings for him, but that Jiang Xiaoyu found that he had no passion, so she always asked him to act as a stranger to pursue her. It can be seen from this that Jiang Xiaoyu loves Zhou Yunjing very much, so why does she want to escape? When Jiang Xiaoyu and Zhou Yunjing pretended to be the "second generation rich" eating fish, Zhou Yunjing's mother called Jiang Xiaoyu and told her to pick out some jewelry for Jiang Xiaoyu to choose. It seems that this phone call says that Zhou Yunjing's mother loves Jiang Xiaoyu very much, treats her as a daughter, and buys her things. But after Jiang Xiaoyu answered the call, she had an inner monologue, "I was really confused at that moment. The person who urged us to get married the most was my mother Zhou. She really wanted me to marry brother Jing as soon as possible and give her a granddaughter." After listening to Zhou Yunjing's account later, the truth emerged. Jiang Xiaoyu seemed to be wild and willful, and was looking for trouble to break up with Zhou Yunjing. It was because she was under too much pressure. She was dissatisfied with her parents for arranging her life and allowing her to get married and have children early. However, she was a filial child and was unwilling to hurt her parents' hearts. Her inner conflict had nowhere to vent and could only break out in Zhou Yunjing. She hoped that Zhou Yunjing, as her lover, could give her a shoulder to rely on and actively resolve her inner conflicts, but Zhou Yunjing did not realize this. He was just an immature big child and could not give Jiang Xiaoyu this responsibility.

Zhou Yunjing, you are just a fool to realize that

Do you really think Jack has a wife?