You said, the outside world is beautiful
I said, the outside world is too real
You said, the world outside is colorful
I said, the world outside is too bleak
You said, there is you in the outside world
I said, there is no me in the outside world
You said...
But I said, in my world, there is also you, living in my heart. Stay away from the noise, snobbery, darkness, and complexity of the outside world...
Carry you carefully in my heart, don't let the you in my memory be smeared with the color of the outside world, and still maintain the best impression...
Finally, in the rain, I was pierced by raindrops and torn to pieces.
I regretted taking another extravagant look at the world...
I regret coming here in the first place
I regret listening to your words.
I regret holding your hand and then letting go
I regret that I fell in love with something called rain
…
Cowardly, I clean up my downfall, wiping away the traces of walking with you while shedding tears, immersed in a heartbreaking pain that only belongs to me.
Then, quietly and tightly close the window you opened for me, escape from the sunlight, refrigerate myself again, in the boundless darkness, and sleep as soundly as before.