My Hell Is Being Erased

Domineering, tyrannical scum seme (Zhong Liao) x cold, aloof, repressed, depressed uke (Bai Siyu)

Bai Siyu was forced to come out as a child. He endured others' rejection and filthy insults, growing insecure and sensitive until he eventually fell into depression. After meeting Zhong Liao, he seemed to feel a little less alone. But when the pretense finally fell away, he discovered that Zhong Liao was a wolf in human clothing. By then, he was already in too deep...

Zhong Liao had been a favored child since he was young, used to getting everything he wanted, except people's hearts. He knew that even his parents treated him as nothing more than a tool for preserving their wealthy family's prestige. So when he realized that Bai Siyu, whom he'd been using like a male prostitute, had truly given him his heart, he didn't want to lose him. But neither did he want to disrupt his carefree life for his sake...

Bai Siyu: I lived in darkness, yearning for the light, so I met you. I followed you and found the road lined with thorns, but I wasn't afraid. I love you and yearn for you. I fear no hardship, and still I come to you, because I want you, I want to touch the light. But... why did everything go wrong? How could you be my hell?

Main characters: Bai Siyu, Zhong Liao

POV: Uke-focused in the first half, seme-focused in the second half

Supporting characters: Lu Youwei, Mo Huai'an

This story is incredibly bleak. The author is heartbroken. It has four followers: the author, the author's alternate account, and two friends of the author.

There's no way to describe how tragic it is, so the story has been discontinued.

Theme: Cherish the people in your life, and face the pain of the past.