One of a Kind in the 1980S

The author makes a broad statement: I recommend the serialized article "Living in the 1980s", which tells the story of an abandoned girl named Zhou Fangyuan.

I like this novel so much that I couldn't help but write a long review from a personal perspective that is not ethical. As for what is right and what is wrong, this review is not the focus of this review. Let me first talk about two shortcomings that cannot be ignored: First of all, the confusion of the historical background is the biggest flaw of this book. The title of the book is "Eighties", but it fails to establish the corresponding style of the times: the opening scene depicts the countryside in the 1990s, but after entering the city, the atmosphere inexplicably jumps to the beginning of the 21st century. When the protagonist's life becomes stable, his lifestyle and scene layout are closer to those after the 2010s. The currently popular "artificial intelligence" major even appeared during the protagonist's college years. This sense of rupture makes a key plot inconsistent: the timeline in which the protagonist's father went to the countryside and was "forcibly attracted" by his mother, which triggered subsequent events, is logically inconsistent (if calculated based on the protagonist's growth age, his parents should have gone to the countryside long before the "80s"). This kind of blurring and misalignment of the historical background is really inappropriate. Secondly, the experiences of some key figures are unclear and confusing. The protagonist's father returned to Yunhai City from the southwest to become a "study parent." Regarding how he made a living and how he achieved "turnover," neither the character's autobiography nor objective descriptions were clear. The financial resources of this family are particularly confusing: the father does not seem to have to work (he can leisurely go back to the Southwest to celebrate the New Year during the winter and summer vacations), and the wife has no signs of working, but he can enable his wife and daughter to live a good life, and the stepdaughter has developed an innocent and optimistic character. The family maintains a well-off living standard in a big city that far exceeds that of ordinary working-class people, and its economic foundation remains an unsolved mystery in the book. Did the author simply "make mistakes" after discovering that he had deviated from the direction, or did he intentionally leave blanks? It's unknown, but it does diminish the sense of reality. However, despite these shortcomings, the sense of power bursting out from the first thirty chapters of the novel is enough to shock people's hearts: the rhythm is tight, the emotions are strong, the exciting points are solidly prepared, and the "burning" points are full, making it difficult to extricate yourself from it. The author writes about this fierce protagonist (if the reader does not describe his gender, it is almost difficult for readers to distinguish between male and female), and his struggles and outbursts are moving. The hell mode of childhood is a cruel furnace: the aunt committed suicide by drinking pesticide, which led to the beating of the protagonist by her parents. The protagonist was filled with anger and injustice, holding the handle of the sickle in both hands, trying to fight for his life; after her uncle was kicked out, he came back the next day and closed the door, beating her black and blue, forcing her to She stabbed her uncle to save herself, but it was a pity that she was not strong enough at such a young age to chop him to pieces. Her uncle's family moved back unreasonably, and she finally chose to burn the house with fire. That fire not only destroyed the house, but was also the last cry of a soul on the verge of collapse in a hopeless situation. She lived a life worse than death in that home, and the only grandma who seemed to love her had an ulterior motive. Abandoned by this world, the protagonist is as tenacious as a stray dog ​​trying to survive. Day after day, he fights exhausting physical and mental struggles on the streets. He cries and shouts countless times until he is scarred, but just to survive. If this "lone wolf struggle" can be carried out throughout, this book will be enough to become a god. Unfortunately, the appearance of the protagonist's uncle Zhou Mingbo rewrote her lonely fate and also changed the tone and direction of the story. Uncle Zhou Mingbo is my favorite character in the book. As a successful businessman, he has a clear sense of likes and dislikes, a clear mind, and is not confused by monsters and monsters. He exudes a heroic temperament and is loyal to his family at the same time. He launched a black and white relationship to find the protagonist, and instantly lifted the protagonist's material life from hell to heaven. But this blessing from heaven was not without reason (although the early motivations in the book were slightly vague) - he initially admired his niece's fierceness and potential similar to his own, and realized that there was a successor to the Zhou family. It's just that the protagonist's childhood experience and the displacement after running away from home caused her to have a serious psychological disorder. She has never been able or dared to open her heart and trust others, especially the uncle she had never met. She used layers of disguises to maintain a superficial calm and "normal" life. The turning point came when the protagonist accidentally met her biological father. She stood in front of him like that, but found that his father had completely forgotten her. Later, witnessing the scene of her father loving her stepdaughter was like inserting a sharp knife into her heart. The painful memories in her heart instantly defeated the protagonist, leading to a mental breakdown, almost on the verge of self-destruction. At this time, the protagonist's uncle showed his most affectionate background: not only did he decisively transfer the protagonist to a famous hospital, he also spent a lot of money to hire a foreign psychiatrist to come back for her treatment, and promised with tears that he would always stand by her side, never leave her, and treat her as his own. From that time on, the relationship between him and the protagonist was not that of father and daughter, but better than that of father and daughter. The uncle became the protagonist's most solid support in life. Later, something happened: the uncle's partner absconded with the money, and the company will most likely be sued by the client. He will also face a prison sentence of not less than three years but not more than ten years. Before that, he plans to divorce his wife, divide his property, and ensure that his wife and children will have no worries about food and clothing in the future. He gave the protagonist a bank card, but the protagonist refused. It was her home and her relatives. She gritted her teeth and said to her uncle: "Uncle, I hate those people who lied to you. I want to find them all and kill them. I want to bite them to death. They destroyed my home." She cried until she couldn't stop crying. The development process of this matter had twists and turns, coincidences, and along with tears, blood, sweat and smiles, it was finally resolved satisfactorily. After this disaster, the uncle officially adopted the protagonist into his own name, and the aunt accepted her sincerely. The protagonist finally has a family in his heart. The author said that this is a very important plot, and the protagonist's heart is complete because of it. Finally, let's talk about the portrayal of the protagonist. She feels very three-dimensional, as if she is standing in front of you alive. Her childhood experience has created a complex character in her. She may seem indifferent, but in fact she has a strong desire for family affection. She is always afraid that her uncle's brotherly love for her father is greater than his love for her, and she is worried that she will be abandoned again. Not many people can be friends with her, but she is too good, and her unique personality charm makes her have high prestige in the hearts of her classmates, and she can respond to everything at once. A serious and hard-working attitude towards learning always infects people of this status inadvertently, prompting them to work hard and move forward. Her heart is fragile, but her appearance is like an iron wall. Once it is penetrated, it will be destroyed. Therefore, her heart is firm, and it is difficult for her to be disturbed by the outside world. For her biological parents, her uncle's family, the friends who met and helped her when she was homeless, and everyone who treated her badly when she was a child, she will repay as much as others have done to her; Hatred failed to blind her eyes, but made her realize more clearly in her heart that love is also a luxury. To Qin Feng, "Such a good person deserves to be ruined by me, and should be left to others to cherish." "There is no greater sadness than heartbreak" is vividly reflected in her. It's been a long time since we last seen such an image of a protagonist who is tempered in suffering, healed after being torn, grudges must be repaid, and full of flesh and blood. She explained a simple truth: Suffering is temporary, and only after it has passed can there be a future. By then, there will be injustice for injustice, revenge for revenge, and this life will not be wasted. (Although I understand that the protagonist has a dual personality setting, this part is a little complicated for me, so I will leave it aside in this review. I have been writing this book review intermittently for a long time and revised it many times. I still feel that it is not complete and I cannot describe it one by one, but I will leave it here for now.) I think of DOUDOU's singing in "Nothing", as if he was born for the protagonist: I just want a pair of tearful eyes See all my sins along the way I want a long lament To commemorate the injustice I have endured I want a pair of hands waiting at the end Block my last trace of cowardice Bones shattered by moving forward Reborn in the light at this moment I know there's never a way back I can only walk and walk like this Just let it float, float, float

I finished reading it... I cried while reading the middle story.

I've wanted to read this novel before, but didn't have the courage to open it. After reading the introduction, I knew how difficult Zhou Ziqing's journey was. I shed tears several times. Fortunately, she persevered. Even Zhou Meng has a bright and brilliant life.

... I always feel like I can continue writing.

I finished reading Zhou Zhiqing's story in one night. She is a little bitter gourd, but she never gives up on the road of growth. Even if she is traumatized in her heart, she is still looking for her own path in life.

My eyes were swollen for two days from crying. I hope the swelling will go away tomorrow.

I finished it in one go and it made me sad. The world doesn't love me, but I use my life to embrace the world!

I watched the ending directly. Where did Zhou Ziming go?

After reading the book, I hate Zhou Laosan and the uncle named Xu the most. They are the two worst people. Their families are not ruined. I feel a little unhappy.