I'm a Spy in the Righteous Sect

It has been about 2 or 3 years since I read this novel, but the feeling of sadness still lingers in my heart, so I will write a review for it! (This book review was written a year ago, and I'm just typing it up now. I'm scratching my head) (The following book review is based on my memories from a few years ago. There must be something wrong. Please bear with me.) There are spoilers below! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! (If I remember correctly I originally thought this was an ordinary sand sculpture novel (the copy was wrong), but the more I read on, the more painful and broken the feeling became. As a modern person, the heroine is an adult who grew up in the 21st century and was bathed in the core values of socialism. She is a little girl who was sold to a killer camp (it feels like ancient times). However, this article truly depicts the struggle and guilt of a modern person who grew up in a society under the rule of law and has to fight in blood to survive. She killed many people, and the children of the same age as her died under her knife during the killer selection. Those innocent and inexplicably implicated families and servants died under her sword. The feeling of swiping the knife across your body is real, the splash of warm blood is real, and the begging for mercy and fear are also real. Under a cold moon, she looked at the corpses on the ground and the knife stained with blood. The ridiculous dizziness and strong guilt she felt were real. And she still has to bear this guilt to get close to the original male protagonist - the man who should have died that night. She is an accomplice and a murderer, but she still has to bear the blood of his people to get close to him, to deceive him, to kill him

No, I like Junzize too much. I also really like Jiao Bei in the main text, it's too sharp, wow, wow, wow. Although I know that this ending is more reasonable, I really want to see the heroine be with Jun Zize or Jie Bei.

I watched it again, ugh. What impressed me most about this book is that if the heroine had been in Changchun Gate from the beginning, she would not have been so miserable and tired. After re-watching the extra story, I was heartbroken again. It turned out that when the heroine was taken away, the others had already been saved... Just a little bit. So sad woo woo woo

It's been a while since I had the patience to finish reading a novel. I saw a tweet somewhere else saying it was from Shura Field, but it turned out to be a serious drama and not as Mary Sue as the author said. I really like the character of the heroine. I never read books that abuse female protagonists. What can I say about this book? There is a faint feeling of sadness in the whole book, but it is not very sad. Everyone has their own position, it's a pity to wait, but the heroine definitely hates him the most, and I can understand it, but it's impossible for them to be together. It would be nice if there was a story like the extra rebirth. At least I wouldn't feel so sad.

Jiao Bei, Su Yan, Jun Zize, and Ji An are all portrayed so well that I can't bear to part with any of them. The author is really not good at describing delicate emotions, but it can be seen that the author is really trying to write emotional lines.

I'm about to cry in the extra chapter of "Jiaobei"

Unexpectedly, in the end, it was him who made me feel the most unhappy. Jiaobei Jiaobei is a homophone for compassion, but it has nothing to do with compassion. He does many evil things and is ruthless, but whenever I read his unwilling look, I can't hate him at all. I have a relatively strong sense of empathy, and my preference for him may be a kind of sympathy for the same kind of people. They have never experienced those well-known and decent people, so they don't understand the helplessness of a person in the quagmire, the helpless struggle, but getting deeper and deeper. Only Jiaobei could understand the feeling of being swallowed by the tide and unable to save oneself. I'm wondering, when did his feelings for Yaoyao start to change? Perhaps, it was that time when the leader asked her to take poison. Perhaps it was from Yaoyao's demeanor and movements that he saw his own shadow, the shadow that had been struggling so hard. He was obviously in a desperate situation, but he never gave up a trace of hope. He wanted to live, even if he tried his best to survive, that kind of tenacity made him feel pity. Maybe it was not pity, but the only accident he had encountered in so many years, he saw popularity in this dark place. But he doesn't understand Yaoyao. She is an adult, an adult from the modern era. She loves peace and freedom, and Su Yan's death wish was a huge blow to her. A person who wants to die will not show longing in his eyes after seeing the prosperity. He does not want to die, but chooses to die. How contradictory and cruel this is. This kind of thing is extremely shocking to me, so shocking that I want to cry. Because Su Yan wanted to free Yaoyao from her bondage until her death, but there was a bigger cage outside the cage. Jiaobei was confused. She could definitely live a good life if she went back with him, but she still refused resolutely. Because he can only feel the suffocation of the quagmire with Yaoyao, and he has long lost his humanity. There is no second Su Yan to heal him. A beam of light has never shone into the dark world, and he has never felt the warmth of light, so he will naturally not desire or pursue. To him, Yaoyao is not a cure, but a fellow patient, a symbol of sympathy between dying people who are stuck in the same quagmire before they die. That was their unspeakable past, a secret they had swallowed into each other's belly. Perhaps it was this special development that made him fall in love. He loves power and is ambitious, but I feel sad for him. Such a powerful person is just to set off the existence of the protagonist and is a stumbling block on the protagonist's road to becoming a god. He may be a passer-by in her life who is destined to die, and her memory will be a ball of smoke after many years; but she is the only accident in his calm black world, which may be remembered for a lifetime. (The above only represents my personal opinion, haha. Don't worry if there are typos. If you don't like it... Ah, just spray it lightly...)

Anyway, I like Junzize. Oh

I've tried it for the second time and I really like it. Do you have any recommendations of the same type?

I love this type of novel so much. Can you write more of this kind?