
The Villain Just Wants to Die
反派但求一死
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Everything on this list is something I’ve mostly finished or fully paid to unlock. I’m a dark, depraved stepmom with weird tastes: I read both stories where the gong gets put through the wringer and ones where he’s spoiled rotten. Entries marked [Record] may contain things some readers dislike. This list doesn’t cover extras.
Books I've Finished
When will the collection limit go up?
A Deep Dive into My Reading Preferences: Reading Logs
Entirely subjective. This is a list of stories I've skimmed, not recommendations. There's a very high chance they include sickly characters, coercion, battle damage, a white moonlight, a sense of ease, fake angst, secret identities, martyrdom, self-destruction, and similar elements.
Completed No-CP or Protagonist-Top Stories
Not too many deal-breakers, but most stories focus on the protagonists being doted on. Please bear with me if some aren't quite to your taste.
Beautiful, Strong Bottoms Take Center Stage, No DZJ Version
An all-in-one collection for gong-led stories. Content warnings: Ning or Ni as the shou, pile drivers, pure SG or star twins. Sometimes just reading these stories is enough to make you lose your cool. Is this for real or not? o.O
Top Enthusiast’s Reading Log (Early Days)
Books I read when I was first becoming a gong-control. My level of attachment varies. Mainly using this list to clear out my shelf; most are completed.
Completed Stories With No Romance
None of these have romance pairings; the other tags are pretty varied.
Top Picks for Seme-Centric Stories
There's so little content that my level of obsession has dropped a bit. Still, I'm basically more into top characters. I never give anything below two stars, so I can't give these five stars either.
Heartwarming Stories to Save for Later
Stories we crossed paths with over the years. I hope we’ll meet again among our winter reading stash.
Heartwarming Reads to Stock Up On
Stories that passed you by over the years. Hope to see you again as you stock up on reads for a cozy winter.
Comforting Reads to Stock Up On
Stories we crossed paths with over the years. Hope to meet again when we stock up on reads for the cozy winter.
Heartwarming Reads to Stock Up On
Stories we crossed paths with over the years. Hope to meet again among these winter reading picks.
Heartwarming Reads to Save for Later
Stories that crossed your path over the years. Hope to meet you again this cozy winter, with a stockpile of books to read.
Heartwarming Reading List
Stories that passed you by over the years. Hope we’ll meet again in your winter reading stash.
Heartwarming Reads to Stockpile
Stories that passed you by over the years, hoping to meet you again during your warm-winter reading spree
Heartwarming Reads to Stockpile
Stories we crossed paths with over the years. Hope to meet again this cozy winter while stocking up on novels.
Heartwarming Reads to Save
Stories we passed by over the years. Hope to meet again as we stock up on reads for a cozy winter.
Heartwarming Reads to Binge
Stories of the years when we passed each other by. I hope to meet you again while stocking up on reads for a cozy winter.
Heartwarming Reads to Stock Up On
Stories that passed you by over the years. Hope to meet you again this cozy winter as we stock up on reading.
Heartwarming Reads to Save for Later
Stories that crossed paths with yours over the years. Hope to see you again this cozy winter, with a stockpile of stories to read.
No CP, Beloved Top Protagonists, Smooth Plotlines
Most of these are novels I've bought in full. The genres vary, and not all the protagonists are human. Most feature characters adored by everyone.
Male Lead, No Romance, No Femme Vibes
Stay away from fake-skin fujoshi types; way too much danmei flavor.
Uncategorized Series
I used to be obsessed with these, but didn't know how to sort them into series. A mixed collection, vol. 1. Some may have flaws, but they have something that really gets you hooked. A list for my own use while browsing.
Skip the Prepackaged Stuff, Give Me Something Substantial
I'm very picky and will say what I think. If you're thin-skinned or underage and haven't started college, don't click in. I make a lot of subjective assumptions.
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Really, the whole story is about making sense + highlighting the handsomeness of the protagonist. After reading it in one sitting, I don't know what it is about, and I can't recall much of the plot. This inexplicable CP and friends are really unnecessary?? I was so pissed off by the evil apprentice and the protagonist. Gong is really good-tempered and he felt aggrieved for a hundred chapters.
After reading it, I actually knew about this book a year or two ago and waited until now to read it. Now after reading it, I really feel like, what did I do in those one or two years? Why didn't I read it earlier? The author's writing style is really the only thing that has amazed me so much in my long reading career. It is not just a boring pile of words. It can be seen that he has truly read poetry and books. From the articles and words, you can also know the author's understanding of Confucianism and other schools of thought. It is really amazing. The whole article was like a dream, and my words had a foggy feeling. The writing was so good that I felt like I was actually there, witnessing with my own eyes how elegant and elegant they were. I felt as relieved as Brother Su at the final ending. It gave me a quiet and warm feeling. I only read it in a cursory way at the moment, and there should be more detailed second and third readings in the future. Finally finished scattering flowers, thank you for accompanying me
But suddenly I remembered that in the last chapter we reunited (Brother Su's harem group), why was Zhong Chi missing? I thought Zhong Chi liked Brother Su, but now it seems like a brotherhood?
The writing of DaDa is really good. You can tell from the first chapter that it is a fairy tale. You can tell that you have read poetry and books. Even if what you write later may deviate slightly from the text, the ending is the most perfect answer. The male protagonist disappears like an ordinary person. He owns everything and gives up everything. Maybe DaDa himself also let go of something during that time. I wish DaDa is full of inspiration in writing and may be a literary star every year. I will silently support you as an unknown reader.
I like the author's unique protagonist and delicate emotions very much. After reading the trilogy, I still feel unsatisfied. I dream of writing a new novel one day [Sahua]
I have nothing to say about my wife's writing style. It's great. It seems to be refreshing and comfortable. I'm really looking forward to the story with Wei. The final ending is regrettable and memorable. I always feel that Su can solve everything smoothly, but in the end, he is an ordinary person who will grow old, sick, and die. The sense of gap is full. I feel that I can look back on the classics for a lifetime. Finally, I wish my wife a comfortable life and all my wishes come true.
Yong Sulang The misty clouds admire the spring willows, and the misty wind intoxicates the pine trees. The light is shining, and the behavior is calm. The beauty of Pingshan Mountain is reflected in the peak in the center of Jinghu Lake. Paintings made by heaven's hand cannot be painted by human hands. Just read the limericks that you pulled out your bald hair. To Susu, who insists that I love him forever.
... At this point, the whole person collapsed (crying loudly)
As expected, Don Juan, a reborn man, killed his enemy, but why did Su Shi pay for the sins of others? Wei Zhibai, a poor man, had been deceived for the first half of his life. Su Shi had taught him so much, why didn't he listen? Since you have decided not to trust others easily, why not check whether others are worthy of your trust? Don't you know what your master's reputation is in the world, and who spread this reputation? How dare you offer your master a gift from someone else? Really a fool
Great writing! When I saw the ending, I felt it was a bit bland but very appropriate.