The Beginning of Happiness (Crystal Daydream)

Longing comes at every moment, turning into sorrow. The uglier I become, the more it proves just how much... Once upon a time, your image still appeared in my eyes. With you by my side, a smile would come to my face. Even the heartbeat I felt through our interlaced fingers filled me with longing. At the crossroads where we said goodbye, we let go of each other's hands. We turned our backs and walked away. I glanced back without thinking, but you were nowhere ahead of me. The words you spoke, the things you imagined, the scenery I saw today, I will never forget. Yet for no reason at all, the more I think about it, the more afraid I become. Even my shadow behind me trembles faintly. I fell in love with this simple happiness. I once thought those days would go on forever. Every little thing became a precious first memory. I never even realized what lay ahead. At every moment, your image always appeared in my eyes. This smile that bloomed just for you was forgotten in the torrent of time. At last, your hand slipped away from mine. When did I become so utterly drained? I can stand perfectly still on my feet and pretend I don't care. My foolish sickness keeps getting worse. The fragments in my heart burst apart and scattered. Though they shimmered with light... I fell in love with this simple happiness. Those days still feel tender to me. Whenever I look back, your hands still seem to be by my side. Even now, I still feel that way. With my back to the setting sun, I drag my long shadow along. Now I'm all alone, climbing this slope. I close my eyes, searching for someone's silhouette. What I meet is my past self. Because you're not here with me, I miss you so much. Because it's so hard to say, "Stay with me," I want to cry. Because I heard you say, "Stay with me," I was so happy. It's all because of you... ×××××××××××××××××× Qianye Xun: "Why did you leave me behind? I miss you so much. I've missed you, over and over, for three years. But no matter how much I miss you, you refuse to show up. How could you do this to me? People bully me, beat me, try to kill me, and frame me, and you never come to help. Everyone says I'm bad and heartless. They keep pushing me... No one helps me. I'm always alone. It hurts so much, and I'm so scared. Why won't you show up? Why...?" Yaohei: "Miss, remember, I'm only Yaohei. Your Yaohei, Xun's Yaohei... Yinyue won't protect Qianye Xun forever, but Yaohei will stay by her side for all eternity. Even if one day Miss no longer wants him, he'll still follow and protect her until he dies..." "I told you... If you don't like it, I won't do it... No matter what it is... As long as it's what you want, I'll do it. I'll do it..." ×××××××××××××××××× Daydream Chronicles [Crossover] *This is what happened three years ago, when Xun and Yaohei parted ways. It mainly covers the first volume. If any of you are confused, you can take a look there to get the general idea.* ×××××××××××××××××× Tamaki Suoh: It's all your fault! You haven't made her suffer enough already? Do you want her to die all over again before you'll be satisfied? Is that it? Jun: Shen, don't go, okay? Please don't go... Kyoya Ootori: You're only deceiving yourself. This person has always been hidden in your heart. You just refuse to face it... Shusuke Fuji: Xun, I just want you to understand: I love you, so you don't owe me anything. Really... You don't owe me a thing, so please don't be sad anymore... Yushi Oshitari: Xun, memory loss isn't something to be afraid of. I won't let you slowly forget all your memories until you die! Come with me to England for treatment, okay? I'm begging you... Yuko Ichihara: People suffer because they pursue the wrong things. Only the two of you understand the pain between you... The following is Xun as an Elf, and the gentle Yaohei after he loses his memories. Background music: CLANNAD: The Place Where Wishes Come True II Theme: