[Crossover] A Record of Daydreams

In the world of sorrowful dreams There is no one for me to love If even my life is not forbidden to continue What should I do... All love has been lost Even though I once searched for it so desperately Cold thoughts, unable to deceive myself I want to protect you, but I cannot. Alone, I wander through my memories, waiting for that moment of hazy illusion Once, long ago, I fell for someone Crossing lifetimes to meet him again The clock that stopped long ago As if it would turn time backward The wheel of fate begins to turn Only so that everything can be forgotten All things bear names Games and the mundane world of mortals And this warmth in the palm of your hand I knew it even before I was born Why do I feel so sad? One day, the two of us will change At the end of this long stretch of time Behind what seems like happiness There is always sorrow hidden away Stealing the smiles from both you and me... The continuation of these memories I have brought back from heaven above To this life, countless times No matter how much pain I suffer I can never escape them Is this thorn-covered thread What people call love? I want to escape, so I reach for it Yet fall into twisted sin... Only so that everything can be forgotten And so it is engraved upon My nameless soul... ××××××××××××××××××× "Idiot, why are you crying..." "I-I don't know!" "There, there. If you stop crying, I'll give you candy..." "Don't try to comfort me like that!!" "Honestly, what's there to cry about..." "I'm happy! I want to! I'm not like you, with no tears!" "That's a little harsh. I have tears too, you know. I just ran out a long, long time ago." "Hmph, I don't believe you!" "Hey, then why did you come looking for me?" "I want you to get me out of here!" "No." "Why not?!!" "Because I don't want to." "!!!! What kind of lousy excuse is that! I don't want to be stuck here alone!" "If you went out like this, what would you tell Soma Akito?" "…You saw?" "I did." "All of it?" "All of it." "Then why didn't you save me?!" "I didn't want to." "Youya..." "Hm?" "I was wrong. It's not that you have no tears, you have no heart!!! Your conscience is completely dead!!!" "Congratulations, little girl. You guessed right this time..." His 'heart' had disappeared a very, very long time ago... ★Don't ask Meow-Meow where this bit came from. Just assume Meow-Meow suddenly lost it... ××××××××××××××××××× To everyone reading: Daydream is getting a rewrite~~ Well, actually, I'm writing it all over again~~~ You can start reading it again, since the earlier content is almost completely different... Just think of it as a (new story?) Since Meow-Meow isn't planning to update the rest, I'm worried the story won't flow properly, so I won't leave it half-finished... Hehe~~ No reposting without permission~~ Thanks for cooperating...(I can't help it, I'm a bit fragile T_T...) A little secret: this is a bottomless pit of a story that will take forever to finish~~! The above was Xiao Xun (Lian Ji) and Youya (Yin Yue) back in the day... Background music: Kara no Kyoukai BGM The Starting Point of Happiness (Crystal Dream) This story is about Youya and Xiao Xun... Meow-Meow has finished it, so if you've read the previous volume and want to read more about Xiao Xun and Youya, you can check it out... But Meow-Meow has to warn you: it's extremely angsty~~ Read at your own risk~~ P.S. I've started another new story~~ It's a short story, though, a Black Butler fanfic, but it's not BL, so fans hoping for Sebastian/Ciel will be disappointed. It's mainly a Ciel/Elizabeth pairing. If you're interested, feel free to check it out... (It's about what happens after Ciel becomes a demon... The characters might be a little OOC~~ OTL) Black Butler Fanfic: Light and Darkness: The Capricious Smile