Arctic Poppies

I had a dream before, probably when I was a teenager, that my grandma passed away. I cried so sadly in the dream. When I woke up, I realized it was a dream. But now this year, my grandma passed away, and I didn't meet her for the last time because I was working outside. I regretted it so much. I went to work, and the time when I was working coincided with the epidemic. I wanted to go back to watch the funeral. I was really sad because everyone else came back, but I didn't. I really wanted someone to comfort me, but I found my friends and told others about these things, but in the end I still felt unspeakable. Sad, and very angry, I just don't understand what I'm talking about. Why, I remember being sad, but as she was talking, she changed the subject and started talking about her own sadness, acting even sadder than me. I saw her crying at the time, and I didn't know how I did it. I had to comfort her. I felt angry and embarrassed, and I didn't know what to say or what to do. How to deal with this kind of emotion mentally? I can't get angry with her, because I know her, and I can't feel the same way as me, and I can't feel the same way as her. It's very sudden, it's hard to accept, I can't accept that feeling at all. When I get home, I feel that my home is strange, so strange that I don't want to go back, but if I don't go back, I feel helpless, there is a feeling that the world is so vast, and there is no place for me.

"He will come in glory on the day of the end of judgment, establish the glorious kingdom of heaven, and bring final victory to good." Those who do evil will be punished, and the weak will finally be comforted. Hallelujah.

Sometimes I am stuck in dreams, sometimes I am a homeless person abandoned by everyone, sometimes I am a jellyfish in the deep sea

This seems to be what the mentally ill boy imagined to protect himself. It really hurts my heart. True or false, why should the same boy have to live a completely different life?

The writing is very good and the article is full of heart. The accumulation of words is not a derogatory term. The author uses words to control them, but the words overlook the readers.

I seem to understand, but not completely. Anyway, I cried watching it

This is so sincerely written, I... Qwq By the way, is this a character from the World Channel? (Can't remember clearly The writing is very good qwq

Could it be that when people are at the end of their rope, they have extravagant hopes that they shouldn't have, only to end up with a dead end? (I can't express it properly) I don't quite understand it, but after reading it, I felt a kind of sadness, emptiness and confusion of the times. . .

I'm really convinced. I keep putting off updates day by day. I just need to solve v.

True and false, fiction and reality, dreams and reality intertwined, past and present lives, who can understand, who can tell clearly?