I Think, Therefore Gu Exists

I fell in love with him from his first class. It can even be said that I fell hopelessly in love with him. I'm not as smart and quick as Qu An'an, but I may work harder than her. He taught physics, and I studied physics like crazy. When I go to the computer room or the laboratory, I always hold a thin physics paper in my hand... But I am too restrained in front of him. I always want to show my best side to him. In front of him, I am a primary school bully with a perfect personality. In fact, it is not the case. I am the top student in Chinese and I obviously prefer liberal arts, but I have to study physics when I enter the side. Science is like a blank sheet of paper in front of me. I don't even know what the problem is, but I still learn it. As the author said, learning is the only thing where the effort is directly proportional to the reward. I finally went from never failing to getting close to a perfect score in physics. During that time, I was going crazy. I wanted to apply formulas to everyone I met. But I am admittedly not as brave as Qu An'an. I don't even dare to express my feelings. All the honors placed in front of me, such as the first place in Chinese, the perfect score in the high school entrance examination, and so on, are like phantoms. Even if there is honor, I can only stand under the podium when talking to him. My words cannot convey my meaning and my words cannot be sincere. During that most painful sprint period, I still read the author's novel over and over again during every vacation, crying until I felt like I was floating in the void while lying on the bed. I love my teacher, my love is pure and frank. After graduation, thousands of words turned into a single personal blessing. Teacher, may you always be prosperous and successful in your career.

But no, Teacher Gu likes Qin Si and it has been shown from the beginning. He is a little alienated from Qu Anan, but Qin Si will be so angry that he stamps his feet.

Wow wow wow, I read it again and I'm still upset. It's obvious that An'an works so hard in math. Her love is straightforward. She has the same love for math as Teacher Gu. Why did Teacher Gu choose Qin Si, who is coy about love? I'm really upset.

With preconceived notions, I don't think I would see Qin Si's perspective, and I even wanted to question why it was Qin Si. At the beginning of school, I fell in love with a male teacher in the liberal arts class of the first grade of high school. Everything started from my imagination and ended unilaterally from me. Everything was just my own one-man show. Yesterday morning, there was a fine snowfall. At that time, I imagined that if we were caught in the snow together, we would grow old together in this life. However, at noon, I unilaterally and cruelly declared failure due to some things. After crying, I understood a lot and decided to re-invest in studies to numb myself. I can't blame others, and I have no right to complain. He is a good teacher and I think so too.

I feel uncomfortable every time I read this article. Qu Anan is completely an outsider to Gu Zhiyuan's feelings. But I can't understand Qin Si's approach. My evaluation is that it is a bit scheming.

After reading this, I feel like it's hard to get rid of my good intentions. Why is this? Even if the male protagonist marries someone else, he won't feel this way.

I want to see Teacher Gu and Qin Si's perspective. They approached each other cautiously when they were students, and fell in love passionately and boldly regardless of their status. After a few years of long-distance love, they entered the marriage hall, and their careers also progressed at the same time.

I knew it was be but I didn't expect it was Qin Si. Can you please give me Qin Si's perspective?

Every time I watch it, I think, if the other person was not Qin Si but anyone else, maybe there would be no need to be so sad.

Why is it Qin Si? Tears in my eyes, I can't calm down.