The Top-Tier Star and His Haters

A top-tier star who stops at nothing to rise in the entertainment industry x an internet celebrity uke who lost his chance to debut after once being kept by someone. The uke is not a virgin; the seme is. The story is told from the uke's first-person perspective. The story mainly portrays someone gradually finding peace with himself in a psychological abyss, accepting reality and himself. - I was once a plaything for the powerful in pursuit of my dream. I also once walked into the hell of public opinion for that same dream. I was afraid to look back at that sea of blades and fire. Fortunately, when I looked up, I saw my star. He gave me the courage to face life again, but also made me realize that only dreams and him were so beautiful they were beyond my reach. I once loved him. Until he sent me to hell. - Bleak fiction All settings and events in this story are fictional. Any resemblance to actual events is purely coincidental... A little aside, but please read this before deciding whether to start the story: When I first began writing it, I wasn't in a good place mentally. Whenever I felt terrible, I'd write a couple of chapters to release my emotions. That's why even I find some of the earlier scenes pretty bleak when I look back at them. I'm truly grateful for this story. In a way, it became an outlet for my emotions, so some of the phrasing and scenes in it were simply words of release written when I was feeling down. Please don't take them to heart. Theme: As long as you are willing to climb out of the abyss, you are no longer in it.