Mr. Zhuang, You're So Pathetic

I really want to write a long review, but being illiterate, I am really helpless www The eldest brother's extra story unfolds from Su Qin's perspective, so I looked at the process of their emotional changes. Sometimes I don't understand why the eldest brother is so "arrogant". Even if I can guess from the details that the eldest brother also likes Su Qin, why is he always hanging on? Why didn't Su Qin and Wang Fu Shi wait as hard as Wang Fu Shi without sending a text message for three years after the college entrance examination? And he also said in such a harsh tone that Su Qin was a pervert and should not like him anymore. Later I understood that the eldest brother was afraid that if he was stared at by Su Qin again, his reason for so many years would collapse. Maybe he would be able to come out to his parents before he was 32 years old or in his early twenties. The eldest brother is afraid of such an irrational self. The eldest brother pursues perfection in every detail. He has been a good boy who doesn't have to worry about anyone since he was a child. He also has extremely high self-restraint. According to his life trajectory, he is really just like the male protagonist who holds Long Aotian's script, rising through the ranks and going smoothly. At that time, "homosexuality" was the background of mental illness. From his perspective, his love for Su Qin did become the only stain, but this stain happened voluntarily. He probably liked Su Qin since he was a child. Although the article said that children in childhood could not distinguish this emotion, but if he didn't like Su Qin, how could he be so selfish and want to monopolize Su Qin and not let him play with other children? [And he went out of his way to find a psychiatric diagnosis! ! ! ! The eldest brother was probably holding back his hatred too much. He didn't dare to admit that he liked Su Qin, so he hid this feeling under the cover of "friendship". In high school, he suddenly found out that Su Qin would kiss him. When he found that the other person was having the same emotions as himself, he was uncharacteristically not like a cat with hairy fur. He just said quietly, "You are so perverted." [It seems that he really suppressed the child] [But this sentence is also very sharp, pervert, it really means the literal meaning] He must have been in shock for a long time, so he naturally allowed himself to have sex with Su Qin. But the eldest brother is also very "sane" and understands that both he and Su Qin are "ill" and there will be no outcome for them, so he has been abroad for three years without any information [but it is probably very difficult. After all, Su Qin has been my childhood sweetheart for more than ten years. When I first went abroad, I chose to go back to China to study because I missed my good friends. Then I found that she had other good friends in China (although I know this is what I should do, but I am just angry and jealous). How could I break off a relationship that has lasted for more than ten years? The most important thing to thank for the positive result of this relationship is Su Qin's stupidity, Su Qin's persistence, and following him like a big dog; if he didn't have the ability to love someone so stubbornly, his eldest brother wouldn't have the courage to break up with his parents. So to put it bluntly, he likes to escape like the former second-rate Xiaozhuang. When he encounters difficulties and doesn't know how to make a decision, he just shrinks down and escapes, thinking of delaying it until it explodes. [But the direction of the text is also very good, because if you really are a young man, you dare to come out. According to the characters of Lao Zhuang and Amei, really... Fighting mandarin ducks will be more difficult than Xiaoqiu Xiaozhuang's.] So as the old saying goes, everything is the best arrangement I feel sorry for the 32-year-old brother who chose to come out to his parents. He was so resolute and helpless, but fortunately he had Su Qin by his side ps: When Xiaozhuang chose to come out to his parents, his eldest brother angrily complained that Xiaozhuang did not test Qiu, saying that Su Qin had passed the test of money. Now that I think about it, I feel a little want to laugh hhhh compared to money, Su Qin has kept your beauty in the golden house for many years! Compared with their elder brother, Xiaozhuang and Xiaoqiu's relationship cannot be said to be smooth, but it is not as bumpy as theirs. They have to struggle for more than twenty years and have to fight for so long. Instead, they look more like cute and happy enemies (??) But in essence, the two pairs are exactly the same, coming from their original families. From the beginning to the end, I admire Xiaozhuang's attitude towards life. He is a salty fish, a salty fish, a super salty fish, and he does not do bad things. His only ideal is to eat and wait to die. A man of great wisdom and foolishness, yes, nods his head with appreciative eyes. At first I saw the part where Xiaoqiu proposed and Xiaozhuang refused. Like Xiaoqiu, I thought that Xiaozhuang didn't love Xiaoqiu enough. He was just like the kind of person who can't hold back his love. No matter how sincere you are, the other party can't give you a solid affirmation to support you to continue on. If it were me, I would be disheartened. But when I saw what happened later, I understood with both eyes that it wasn't that Xiaozhuang didn't love Xiaoqiu [actually the first time he proposed marriage might have been too early, but it was only about why Xiaozhuang resisted marriage], it was the influence of his original family. Alas, the original family... Is too complicated. I don't even want to talk about it. I can't analyze it rationally. If we put aside the influence of his original family, Xiaozhuang is a very normal and happy ordinary person. Although he is not motivated, so what? If everyone in the world were motivated, they would be crazy! Then this is no longer a living world, but a factory assembly line. Halfway through the story, there was a comment section complaining about Xiaozhuang. I was speechless because the copywriter said he was the protagonist. And why must the protagonist of every story be perfect? ! [Of course, some people have this taste, and I have no objection! I really have no objection, after all, everyone has their own preferences for radish and cabbage. But just because you like perfect protagonists, you can't criticize characters with minor flaws... You have to be more tolerant~~] One of the reasons why I like Bean Cai's writing is that the protagonists in her stories are all real, because people are not black and white, they are contradictory and have complex emotions that are difficult to sort out! Only stories like this will make me really read them all carefully. [Also, the writing is really good, and every word can be accurately described. I have learned a lot of idioms www. What kind of road is full of blue rays? I am full of ambition, but I am afraid to move forward hhh Golden Horse Yutang! The wind is rustling and the water is cold] Thinking about it, it's a good thing that Xiaozhuang met Xiaoqiu. In the first half of his life, Xiaozhuang liked to eat and wait for death, looking for owners, and when he couldn't find one, he went to work and fish. This kind of homely style, and he is still a self-disciplined person, no matter how he looked, he looked like he would die alone. Fortunately, he met the enthusiastic Xiaoqiu. Xiaoqiu is a person who will never give up once she likes someone, and she is quite cute. I originally thought that he lacked love in his family of origin, so he would be so clingy to every lover, but now that I think about it, he should be serious. He will be with people because he really likes them, and then give 100% of his feelings and energy to treat them; Xiaozhuang is also a good person (? Hhh). He knows that getting married and having children is not something he talks about, so he always sticks to his bottom line. I really appreciate people like this [nod] Although sometimes I still enjoy the naivety of this uncle to the point of laughing hhhh. I remember that when I was watching a game live broadcast before, I also met an anchor. He is also very Buddhist, does not curse, has a good attitude, and loves to brag. I really admire this kind of person's temper. I really like making friends with people like this. Back to the topic of the original family... How should I put it, the two points of the banker's preference for sons over daughters and the insistence on having a son are really classic. It seems happy in the end, but in fact it is very sad [because some families are really like that, favoring sons over daughters, but they will also provide you with food, clothing, education and love. It's that kind of subtle middle ground. The good is not that great, but the bad is not particularly bad either. That kind of stereotype that goes deep into the bones is really cold. . . Although I don't want to make fun of the fact that none of the three Yaozus of Lao Zhuang are straight, it would be great if Lao Zhuang and Amei didn't care about this matter. Not only them, it would be great if today's society didn't care about this gender. It's obviously not a big deal, but it makes people cry... It is really rare that in such a family, the eldest brother, second sister and younger brother have not become bad people. Summary, I like it~~~ After a year or two of dawdling, I finally got around to reading it. I really want to kneel down to Ya Cai, the writing and plot are so good, I love it so much! ! Hahaha, I didn't know how to write a long review, but I wrote it 2,500 eloquently =. =

I like it so much! Xiaozhuang is a lazy little sun! Lazy but always gives people a relaxed and happy feeling! The part where Xiaoqiu frantically chases Xiaozhuang with his broken leg was also great. Xiaoqiu has always firmly expressed his love for Xiaozhuang! How can you say it is pua! Who pua keeps praising and praising people to the point of giving people a sense of security? (Although I was a bit arrogant in the beginning, it's normal that no one is perfect!) Even though Xiaozhuang's parents favored his eldest brother and was forcibly controlled by his mother later on, he never gave up his love for his parents and older brothers and sisters. It feels like Xiaozhuang is a lazy sunflower growing out of the soil of this corrupt banker. The elder brother came out and broke up with the family, and the elder sister was favored by boys over girls, but they all loved Xiaozhuang, and Xiaozhuang loved them too! Www I feel that the relationship between Xiaozhuang brothers and sisters is very good.

It's such a beautiful and cute little couple. It was very interesting to read it in one sitting. I enjoyed watching the extra chapter of the elder brother. How come the author is so good at writing! ! ! ! !

No, I like it too much. I want to write you another book recommendation post about this. You are really a bloody god. Believe me.

I like it so much, cheers for the author

It looks good. I really have to watch this kind of thing to survive. It makes me so happy. [Milk Tea] I feel so happy when I watch it. All my worries seem to be gone.

Little couple 99 want to be happy forever [pink heart]

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I really like it, I really like it, and I also like that the ending is the beginning. I really like it. I hope everyone can live a good life and love each other well.

I like this book very much. It would be great if there were more daily routines after marriage.