My master said I wasn't suited to medicine because I lacked a healer's heart.
Xiao Jingfei said I didn't lack a healer's heart. I lacked a human heart.
A healer's heart means saving the people of the world, but I felt nothing for the person right in front of me. That meant I lacked a human heart.
I knew there were many things in this world that I shouldn't hear, see, or ask about. The slightest involvement could bring disaster upon me. So I didn't listen, look, or ask, until I met Mo Guyan.
A fortune-teller said I was fated to suffer three calamities.
One at age four, one at fourteen, and one at sixteen.
When I was four, my entire family was slaughtered. When I was fourteen, I entered the Mo household.