[Death Note Fanfic] No. 12 Labyrinth: The Third Party (Labyrinth 2)

Winyi, when I saw Yue Yagami telling L's sister that Ryuzaki was dead, and when Yue went to find L's sister, I understand why you asked me to read this article again today. You want to say that Notes and Sister L are both witnesses of L and Yue's relationship, is that true? When Yue told Sister L that Ryuzaki was dead, I felt it was almost a confession. Only Sister L knew the pain of the two, their feelings, and their silent bet. Therefore, after L left and everything was finally over, I could only tell Sister L, and only she understood. I also carefully read Shuangyu Bingmeng's message and your reply. I understand what you said, and I also understand what you said about Sister L not being able to interfere. It was true that I had such complaints when I read this article. What I want to say is that in my heart, I don't really accept Sister L being like this. The characters exist. In my opinion, the relationship between L and Yue does not need a third person to help them remember it. This is an invisible but most tenacious connection that only exists between the two of them. Yue will not entrust it to a third person. He does not need it. How can a third person help them remember it? Everything would be meaningless if it weren't for the two of them. Even if they get along day and night, even if they have a strong and tender family love for L, even if they can know everything about the two of them, she is always just an outsider, she is not L and she is not Yue. She can't replace anyone, let alone bear the pain of L and Yue. I agree that Sister L is in pain. The last person who stays is definitely not as happy as the one who left first. But she only bears her own pain. I don't think she can bear the pain of L Yue and himself. Again, she is not L and not Yue, so she cannot bear all the suspicions, hesitations, love, conflicts, struggles, and choices that L has for Yue. She couldn't bear all of Yue's love, guilt, and longing for L, let alone the suffering of the two of them. Without these, L and Yue's relationship is incomplete. She can't carry it because she can never fully understand it. Moreover, she is a "mortal", and mortals have their own standpoints and angles, and their own emotional tendencies. I think what she suffers from is the pain of losing L, the pain of L not being happy in the end, and the irony, sadness and hatred that L (and maybe Yue) still have such an ending after everything they have experienced. These are the pains that only sister L will have. Not L's, nor Yue's. I have always felt that since L and Yue made such a choice, then they have no regrets (although I like to see Yue regret the most -), so they will not have the regrets and hatred of sister L. Some may just be helpless, empty, unspeakable and uncontrollable yearning, ever-present pain or numbness, and ridicule of themselves. So, in my opinion, sister L cannot be remembered as L Yue. I can understand her not doing anything, but I prefer that she will make the people she loves happy. The sister of L in your story is very suitable for L. It makes me feel that L would be really happy if he had such a sister. The note is different. It is fundamentally different from Sister L. It does not remember anything for L and Yue. He just preserves their memories and returns them to them 100 years later. The note undoubtedly has feelings for Yue and L. They are very persistent and deep feelings. As you said in the article, the most persistent thing may really be the note. He has endured 100 years of loneliness. He really loves it. He loved L and Yue so much that he paid such a price for them, but the memories he gave to L were L and Yue's own memories and feelings, not memories seen with a third eye or felt by a third person. (Do you understand this?) Those who feel these memories are also L and Yue whose "soul essence remains unchanged". Notes are not involved here. So, I prefer notes like this. What I think is probably different from yours again, sigh~~ But I still want to say it, don't mind it~~

Well, so I want to support Sister L again, although I like notes~~~o(∩_∩)o...

5555555555555~~~~~~ ```````````` Bursting into tears~```````... But then... Who is the one who is suffering!?