Sinking into a stagnant pool of love and desire,
we will eventually become dragons of the abyss.
[Content warnings]
A realistic portrayal of marriage
A scumbag man and a scumbag woman
Revenge and punishing scumbags
Based on real events, with creative additions
Writing about hopeless marriages and illusory love probably takes courage. But I like this sense of realism, lol.
You can read it as documentary fiction.
The author promises to write it with great care.
Next contemporary romance:
Our Stars
Teacher Xiong Xiao'ai gets assigned a particularly unruly class as soon as she passes the civil service exam and lands a teaching job.
She exhausts herself getting the troublemaking kids under control, only to run into their troublesome parents.
She exhausts herself getting the troublesome parents under control, only for one of them to say, "Teacher Xiong, could we raise the little troublemaker together?"
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Teacher Xiong Xiao'ai rolls her eyes at the troublesome parent.
She thinks, "In your dreams! Get lost! You think you can take advantage of me? Not in this lifetime!!"
But she says, "Sorry, that would go against my professional ethics. It's impossible..."
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Then the troublesome parent invites her to look at the stars together.
The stars twinkle in the sky. He says, "Xiao'ai, these are our stars."
[Note]
The writing can be sweet, salty, or completely ridiculous.
The male lead isn't a parent in the sense of being someone's father, so don't worry.
This should be a happily-ever-after love story, but it's about more than love.
The author's recommendations:
A Tale of the Capital Palace: A beautiful and ruthless empress dowager like a mandala versus a free-spirited minister who cares for both family and country.
The Gambler Emperor: He can gamble his way to conquering the world, but he's afraid of his wife.
You Rule the Kingdom, I Give You My Heart: A silly and adorable princess uncovers the secret of the prince consort who killed his wife.
Chu Xiang Has a Dream: A virtuous noblewoman tames a young warlord into her puppy.
Yuanjia's Futile Campaign: The chaotic Northern and Southern Dynasties, two female leads and two male leads. It's not popular, but the author loves it!
Record of a Life Wasted: The author's debut. Written with sincerity, but very, very slow, and very, very angsty. Read with caution.
Theme:
Everyone is talking about Shi, and the people who touch me the most are actually Xiaoqing and her ex-husband. I can't stand the idea of friends and exes being together. When I saw the "fate" sentence that the author replied in the comments, my heart skipped a beat. But when I saw Xiaoqing helpless outside the door, crying for her best friend who might have committed suicide in the house, I suddenly felt relieved. The person who loves you and deserves to be cherished just falls in love with someone else. This does not change her love for you. This is great. In fact, resisting the relationship between your best friend and your ex-boyfriend is partly because you are "disconnected" with your ex-boyfriend, and partly because you are worried about affecting the friendship between your best friend and yourself - she and you are no longer in the same position.
In fact, I have met people like Shi. It's funny. People who pretend to be affectionate are not uncommon. It's just that people with excellent professional skills like Shi are rare. They always have a filter for people with strong professional abilities. Maybe it's also a kind of admiration. For people like Shi, you are just a tool for his affection, and you can withdraw at any time. You may have feelings, but they are definitely not deep. The Shi I met once proposed to me with unwavering affection. When I was still questioning myself over and over again for rejecting him, he had already blocked and deleted her, which would not affect my next relationship. This kind of man is really not uncommon. When he is not broken, he is an extremely good man. It seems that he must be loyal to you, but in fact, how can he be so loyal and unrepentant? I always suspect that many of our women's views on love and pursuit of perfection come from online novels, rather than real needs. Doesn't this pursuit of template love actually prevent a person from feeling love? (Of course, don't look at what I said. The expenses in Jinjiang this year have already been hundreds of dollars...) Sisters, please encourage yourself. Only you, your own feelings, and your own career are the most important.
From a girl to a woman, from being single to getting married, a woman's growth and awakening... Are all accompanied by severe pain and fragmentation. (I'm really surprised to see such a realistic style of writing here.)
The author's writing is quite good. Although this article was written many years ago, it does not affect the original intention. I thought about giving up the article halfway because Zhao Yuan... Was too irrational. But after reading her desperate act, I understood her blindness. Love does make people blind.
Good article, I would recommend it to other friends. I wish the author Wen Siquanyong will continue to publish good articles.
Although the process was very embarrassing, the ending of the heroine was not bad either. In reality, there are many men like Shi and Liu, and they are no longer strange.
In fact, I have met people like Shi, but that person is not as versatile and cautious as Shi. I got away in time and became sober because suddenly a few strange women came to add me as friends. I am considered a very rational person. After chatting with a few of them to find out the truth, I stayed away from the scumbag. When we talked, the other person said, "You are too young and don't understand adult games." All I can say is, be confident, don't be dazzled by the so-called talents and connections, don't let the "pain" of men easily evoke maternal instincts, pay more attention to what the other person does than what the other person says, and pay attention to the other person's social environment. The so-called snake and rat nest is not a joke.
In the middle of pursuing the novel, I once abandoned it because it was too realistic, but when I came back to read it, it turned out to be good. I was so worried about Xiao Zhao's future before. As a divorced woman with a baby, she is stigmatized as a mistress, and she is obsessed with falling into the trap of a scumbag. What kind of living space will this society give her? Just thinking about it makes me shudder. Fortunately, the author is not entirely writing about the cruelty of reality. The second half is more about showing the possibilities of life, giving Xiao Zhao a head-on blow and giving her the ability to eat. When she fell into the abyss, her friends and daughter gave her hope of survival. If you read on, you will find that no matter what Xiao Zhao went through later, it was better than when she was trapped in Lao Liu's marriage at the beginning. She regained her freedom and at least had the power to choose her destiny. Whether to die together or to live in eternity, she had room to speak, and her life took a big step forward. Seeing Shi Zhi's haggard appearance, in a sense, Xiao Zhao was indeed cut to pieces, daring to pull the emperor off his horse, and gained the same identity of victim and perpetrator as Shi Zhi. Although this decision was irrational and stupid, it was this bravery and truth that allowed her to get rid of her subconscious inferiority complex. Sometimes choosing to take a step back without saying a word actually put another layer of shackles on her soul. This article cannot be said to be a feminist article, but it has the meaning of "After Nora Runs Away". Women who bravely escape from the quagmire of marriage can no longer measure their gains and losses in terms of material things. Human freedom, the pursuit of self and life, these are all difficult to measure. Even though I was scared to read it, I still want to applaud the brave Xiao Zhao and send flowers to the author who showed mercy! Also, let's talk about Shizhu, this is another wonderfully created character, a person who has been eroded into a hollow by life and desire, a person who is not a big evil but has bad personal ethics. When I was reading the article, I was wondering, why is gravel so rubbish but not so annoying? Probably because it was obvious that he was a scumbag, but he remained rational and calm until the end. He can play with women and enjoy the pleasure of conquest, and move between multiple women passionately and ruthlessly. In addition to his appearance, status, talent and cultivation, the reason why he can never capsize is that he is very rational and purposeful, never deviating from his plan, and never pursuing anything other than love and enjoyment. He is wicked, but he neither forces nor seeks money. As Shizhu said, deceiving feelings has become his human nature. Women are his nutrients, and he does not do anything superfluous except absorbing nutrients. For Xiao Zhao who was bent on revenge, Shi Zhi did not show his despicable and vicious face, because he is a person whose reason is greater than his emotions. He knows that showing weakness is the most effective weapon, and it is a mistake to act on emotion. The scary thing about this man is that he has no heart. In the end, he lost his career as a teacher. If it were another profession, what would it be to lie to a woman about a sweet dream? The only woman who was deceived was mute and took Coptis chinensis. In the end, Shizhai seemed to be a good boy and became a rural teacher, maybe he just changed his lifestyle to a life that was more suitable for him. How can I put it this way? You will hate despicable and hypocritical people, but it is difficult to have too much likes and dislikes towards people who are rational from beginning to end and seem to have no humanity. I can only say that the author did a good job and made the rivalry between him and Xiao Zhao so sexy and bloody. It is truly an annual drama that serves as a warning to innocent girls!
Xiaoyuan has really gone through too much in the process of finding herself, her dignity, and her love. The final reunion where they smiled and let go of grudges really gave people a feeling of relief and melancholy. People are so complicated. "It's better to be happy when enemies don't meet each other, and when a loving couple is close or far away, it's better to look down on it and linger around." Enjoy the joy you have now, and don't be overly painful when you lose it. Everything you love will eventually return to dust, and you can only try to cherish it while you have it. The most important thing is to maintain yourself no matter what, and love yourself before you can love other things.
Thank you to the author for being willing to write such a realistic and bloody novel in this era when everyone only loves to read cool articles.
At the beginning, the life of the heroine is really suffocating. The pain of being disrespected, the responsibility of being a mother, and the desire of a woman are intertwined together to outline a real and three-dimensional character. Especially when I saw how Grandma Doudou slandered her mother in front of Doudou, I felt that I saw too many shadows of rural women, which was terrifyingly real.
Like some readers who left messages, I finished reading this book in one day today, but put it down because it was too cruel. I even felt melancholy during real dinner parties, so much so that the elders who ate with me asked me why I was so unhappy. At the end of my twenties, I was unmarried and had no children, and I felt sad when I thought about my future life with an older family and a younger family. However, when he expressed his fear, the elder's reply was: That's right, that's how life is. Either it's not going as you like here, or it's not going as well there. In the end, the husband and wife respect each other like ice, and they get used to it. Maybe this is the normal state of life. People in their 20s, 30s, 40s and 50s all have their own worries of their own age.
Maybe people still need to find detachment in literary works sometimes. To a certain extent, Xiao Yuan was lucky because of her talent and career, and finally relied on her career to escape from the pain. Most of the women who find themselves in this predicament in real life don't have the skills or the opportunity to find a path to their ideal career. But real life is so cruel, so why not leave a glimmer of hope in literary works? For me, this article is an absolute HE.
This article is not the type that I come into contact with every day, but it is the most unique one in my eyes so far. It took me an afternoon to finish it, but not only was it not sloppy, I was also very attentive in observing the inner dynamics of the characters. I have to say that the author's control over the character setting is very good and even wonderful. He depicts ordinary or imperfect people deeply in the hearts of the people, so that everyone is bloody and bloody, and the real side is shown in front of the readers. At the beginning, when you have not fully understood and brought into the protagonist's environment, you may irrationally dislike this character and use your own subjective judgment to judge their behavior. However, the further you go, the deeper you discover that everyone is imperfect and they are just living their lives in this story. The shining points are valuable in the darkness, but the darkness may swallow up those insignificant glimmers at any time. Only later did I realize that as long as people have had it or even still retain their original intention, they are already valuable. Living in this world, as the heroine realizes in the end, no matter how much you depend on or miss, people are still alone in this world, and often the only one they can rely on is themselves. I feel that although these characters are not my favorite, they are very valuable. I appreciate their attitude towards life, their views and practices. Even if they are not recognized by social values, the most important thing to them is their own practices. When people realize this, they have already changed and lived out themselves and their past. All in all, this article touched me very much. I will read the author's other works next, hoping they can bring me different feelings but the same heartbeat. ;))
I like this book, I dislike all your previous books
Scumbags are actually not just the men in the article. Regardless of men or women, everyone is a scumbag sometimes, whether on their own initiative or after being forced to do so. . . Maybe after reading the lives of people in this article, I realized that ordinary life is pretty good too.
Everyone is talking about Shi, and the people who touch me the most are actually Xiaoqing and her ex-husband. I can't stand the idea of friends and exes being together. When I saw the "fate" sentence that the author replied in the comments, my heart skipped a beat. But when I saw Xiaoqing helpless outside the door, crying for her best friend who might have committed suicide in the house, I suddenly felt relieved. The person who loves you and deserves to be cherished just falls in love with someone else. This does not change her love for you. This is great. In fact, resisting the relationship between your best friend and your ex-boyfriend is partly because you are "disconnected" with your ex-boyfriend, and partly because you are worried about affecting the friendship between your best friend and yourself - she and you are no longer in the same position. In fact, I have met people like Shi. It's funny. People who pretend to be affectionate are not uncommon. It's just that people with excellent professional skills like Shi are rare. They always have a filter for people with strong professional abilities. Maybe it's also a kind of admiration. For people like Shi, you are just a tool for his affection, and you can withdraw at any time. You may have feelings, but they are definitely not deep. The Shi I met once proposed to me with unwavering affection. When I was still questioning myself over and over again for rejecting him, he had already blocked and deleted her, which would not affect my next relationship. This kind of man is really not uncommon. When he is not broken, he is an extremely good man. It seems that he must be loyal to you, but in fact, how can he be so loyal and unrepentant? I always suspect that many of our women's views on love and pursuit of perfection come from online novels, rather than real needs. Doesn't this pursuit of template love actually prevent a person from feeling love? (Of course, don't look at what I said. The expenses in Jinjiang this year have already been hundreds of dollars...) Sisters, please encourage yourself. Only you, your own feelings, and your own career are the most important.
From a girl to a woman, from being single to getting married, a woman's growth and awakening... Are all accompanied by severe pain and fragmentation. (I'm really surprised to see such a realistic style of writing here.) The author's writing is quite good. Although this article was written many years ago, it does not affect the original intention. I thought about giving up the article halfway because Zhao Yuan... Was too irrational. But after reading her desperate act, I understood her blindness. Love does make people blind. Good article, I would recommend it to other friends. I wish the author Wen Siquanyong will continue to publish good articles.
Although the process was very embarrassing, the ending of the heroine was not bad either. In reality, there are many men like Shi and Liu, and they are no longer strange.
In fact, I have met people like Shi, but that person is not as versatile and cautious as Shi. I got away in time and became sober because suddenly a few strange women came to add me as friends. I am considered a very rational person. After chatting with a few of them to find out the truth, I stayed away from the scumbag. When we talked, the other person said, "You are too young and don't understand adult games." All I can say is, be confident, don't be dazzled by the so-called talents and connections, don't let the "pain" of men easily evoke maternal instincts, pay more attention to what the other person does than what the other person says, and pay attention to the other person's social environment. The so-called snake and rat nest is not a joke.
In the middle of pursuing the novel, I once abandoned it because it was too realistic, but when I came back to read it, it turned out to be good. I was so worried about Xiao Zhao's future before. As a divorced woman with a baby, she is stigmatized as a mistress, and she is obsessed with falling into the trap of a scumbag. What kind of living space will this society give her? Just thinking about it makes me shudder. Fortunately, the author is not entirely writing about the cruelty of reality. The second half is more about showing the possibilities of life, giving Xiao Zhao a head-on blow and giving her the ability to eat. When she fell into the abyss, her friends and daughter gave her hope of survival. If you read on, you will find that no matter what Xiao Zhao went through later, it was better than when she was trapped in Lao Liu's marriage at the beginning. She regained her freedom and at least had the power to choose her destiny. Whether to die together or to live in eternity, she had room to speak, and her life took a big step forward. Seeing Shi Zhi's haggard appearance, in a sense, Xiao Zhao was indeed cut to pieces, daring to pull the emperor off his horse, and gained the same identity of victim and perpetrator as Shi Zhi. Although this decision was irrational and stupid, it was this bravery and truth that allowed her to get rid of her subconscious inferiority complex. Sometimes choosing to take a step back without saying a word actually put another layer of shackles on her soul. This article cannot be said to be a feminist article, but it has the meaning of "After Nora Runs Away". Women who bravely escape from the quagmire of marriage can no longer measure their gains and losses in terms of material things. Human freedom, the pursuit of self and life, these are all difficult to measure. Even though I was scared to read it, I still want to applaud the brave Xiao Zhao and send flowers to the author who showed mercy! Also, let's talk about Shizhu, this is another wonderfully created character, a person who has been eroded into a hollow by life and desire, a person who is not a big evil but has bad personal ethics. When I was reading the article, I was wondering, why is gravel so rubbish but not so annoying? Probably because it was obvious that he was a scumbag, but he remained rational and calm until the end. He can play with women and enjoy the pleasure of conquest, and move between multiple women passionately and ruthlessly. In addition to his appearance, status, talent and cultivation, the reason why he can never capsize is that he is very rational and purposeful, never deviating from his plan, and never pursuing anything other than love and enjoyment. He is wicked, but he neither forces nor seeks money. As Shizhu said, deceiving feelings has become his human nature. Women are his nutrients, and he does not do anything superfluous except absorbing nutrients. For Xiao Zhao who was bent on revenge, Shi Zhi did not show his despicable and vicious face, because he is a person whose reason is greater than his emotions. He knows that showing weakness is the most effective weapon, and it is a mistake to act on emotion. The scary thing about this man is that he has no heart. In the end, he lost his career as a teacher. If it were another profession, what would it be to lie to a woman about a sweet dream? The only woman who was deceived was mute and took Coptis chinensis. In the end, Shizhai seemed to be a good boy and became a rural teacher, maybe he just changed his lifestyle to a life that was more suitable for him. How can I put it this way? You will hate despicable and hypocritical people, but it is difficult to have too much likes and dislikes towards people who are rational from beginning to end and seem to have no humanity. I can only say that the author did a good job and made the rivalry between him and Xiao Zhao so sexy and bloody. It is truly an annual drama that serves as a warning to innocent girls!
Xiaoyuan has really gone through too much in the process of finding herself, her dignity, and her love. The final reunion where they smiled and let go of grudges really gave people a feeling of relief and melancholy. People are so complicated. "It's better to be happy when enemies don't meet each other, and when a loving couple is close or far away, it's better to look down on it and linger around." Enjoy the joy you have now, and don't be overly painful when you lose it. Everything you love will eventually return to dust, and you can only try to cherish it while you have it. The most important thing is to maintain yourself no matter what, and love yourself before you can love other things.
Thank you to the author for being willing to write such a realistic and bloody novel in this era when everyone only loves to read cool articles. At the beginning, the life of the heroine is really suffocating. The pain of being disrespected, the responsibility of being a mother, and the desire of a woman are intertwined together to outline a real and three-dimensional character. Especially when I saw how Grandma Doudou slandered her mother in front of Doudou, I felt that I saw too many shadows of rural women, which was terrifyingly real. Like some readers who left messages, I finished reading this book in one day today, but put it down because it was too cruel. I even felt melancholy during real dinner parties, so much so that the elders who ate with me asked me why I was so unhappy. At the end of my twenties, I was unmarried and had no children, and I felt sad when I thought about my future life with an older family and a younger family. However, when he expressed his fear, the elder's reply was: That's right, that's how life is. Either it's not going as you like here, or it's not going as well there. In the end, the husband and wife respect each other like ice, and they get used to it. Maybe this is the normal state of life. People in their 20s, 30s, 40s and 50s all have their own worries of their own age. Maybe people still need to find detachment in literary works sometimes. To a certain extent, Xiao Yuan was lucky because of her talent and career, and finally relied on her career to escape from the pain. Most of the women who find themselves in this predicament in real life don't have the skills or the opportunity to find a path to their ideal career. But real life is so cruel, so why not leave a glimmer of hope in literary works? For me, this article is an absolute HE.
This article is not the type that I come into contact with every day, but it is the most unique one in my eyes so far. It took me an afternoon to finish it, but not only was it not sloppy, I was also very attentive in observing the inner dynamics of the characters. I have to say that the author's control over the character setting is very good and even wonderful. He depicts ordinary or imperfect people deeply in the hearts of the people, so that everyone is bloody and bloody, and the real side is shown in front of the readers. At the beginning, when you have not fully understood and brought into the protagonist's environment, you may irrationally dislike this character and use your own subjective judgment to judge their behavior. However, the further you go, the deeper you discover that everyone is imperfect and they are just living their lives in this story. The shining points are valuable in the darkness, but the darkness may swallow up those insignificant glimmers at any time. Only later did I realize that as long as people have had it or even still retain their original intention, they are already valuable. Living in this world, as the heroine realizes in the end, no matter how much you depend on or miss, people are still alone in this world, and often the only one they can rely on is themselves. I feel that although these characters are not my favorite, they are very valuable. I appreciate their attitude towards life, their views and practices. Even if they are not recognized by social values, the most important thing to them is their own practices. When people realize this, they have already changed and lived out themselves and their past. All in all, this article touched me very much. I will read the author's other works next, hoping they can bring me different feelings but the same heartbeat. ;))
I like this book, I dislike all your previous books
Scumbags are actually not just the men in the article. Regardless of men or women, everyone is a scumbag sometimes, whether on their own initiative or after being forced to do so. . . Maybe after reading the lives of people in this article, I realized that ordinary life is pretty good too.