The Book of Wasted Lives

Grace briefly talks about "The Record of a Wasted Life" I have promised to write a long review to Dada a long time ago. Because I have been working away from home, I have been busy with other things and have no inspiration when I came home to rest these days. I am really sorry that I always owe it. It's the early morning of August 1st. I always feel that late at night and early in the morning, when I close the door of my room and meditate alone, my inspiration will flow out like a source of water. Because I really admire your literary talents, as well as your serious and rigorous creative spirit and sense of responsibility... I will try my best to organize my language well - in front of you, a master-level figure to me, haha, I can't just perfunctory, otherwise I will be sorry for your efforts so far. After talking so much nonsense, let's get down to business! On July 1, 2011, you really published an article in Jinjiang and began to serialize "The Record of Wasted Life". It was not until July 24, 2014 that you officially announced the completion of this article. Haha, actually we all know that you have already completed the tragic ending you set on July 8. As for Xiao Shi's extra chapter, let's just read it as a postscript. Wow! Three years! First of all, he is a very professional and ethical author. This is an article without a V, which means that the author does not make any profit at all. However, the average number of words in each chapter is more than 5,000 words. Basically, it will be updated daily if there are no problems in work and life. I am used to updating one chapter every two days, which means I have to write at least 2,500 words every day. This has lasted for three years. To be honest, it really takes a lot of perseverance to accomplish something like this. I often complain that I am nagging in my articles. In fact, this is a sign that you pay great attention to details. I wonder if when you were writing the article, you might have other plot development ideas because you wrote some additional details and language. I remember you said during the winter vacation that you would try to finish the marriage before giving birth to your second child, but it didn't happen. Haha, it's great. It gave me something to look forward to every day in the next few months. Damn, I didn't follow your article from the beginning. I discovered this article during the summer vacation last year, but if I really start following it, it should be in November! At that time, I was preparing for an exam that was very important to me. I was immersed in books every day. Even my only entertainment was reading books - "The Record of a Wasted Life" that is waiting for you to update daily. I remember that at that time, I had just written about Yingxiang Binger's marriage not long ago. Lan Qiushui appears in a few chapters, but your meticulous portrayal really makes every supporting character, even the soy sauce one, vivid. Even though I may not be able to remember each of their names (because there are too many), when I talk about them, those various images can immediately appear in my heart. At that time, I thought that Lan Qiushui was going to become a permanent character, and I was filled with hatred and complained about Yingxiang's dandy vibe. However, the realistic writing style is too far away, and the characters will not have the innocence and holiness of Mary Sue. Indeed, no one can do anything wrong. Later, watching Yingxiang's transformation, I went from complaining about this character to liking this character - Da, the character's life you portrayed is really wonderful, revealing the different fates of people from different industries and personalities, which is indeed realistic. The large article is very careful, pays attention to details, and adheres to a realistic style. First of all, because the heroine of this article is a fictional character, it is inevitable that there will be some year errors in the article. You will mark it every time you write about some historical events. I remember you said that when you were writing, you had a lot of reference books on your desk, and you frequently searched on Baidu. It shows that you didn't want to deceive readers. Such a cautious spirit is really valuable. What I like most is children written in broad strokes. Even if they are naughty children, watching them get beaten is still very cute and makes people feel relaxed. Even the big princess from the Jing family, the naughty child Yingxiang taught when he first taught school, the young master from the E family who snatched Bing'er's jade pendant... These dolls appear for a short time, and people can't help but fantasize about their cute appearance. Haha, also, the scene where Bing'er and Xiao Mosquito don't know how to read a sentence and endorse it in pain is also very humorous and vivid. Realism runs through the entire text, from the first part of "Qianlong's Private Interview" to the subsequent severe treatment Bing'er suffered for her first love, her husband, and her daughter. The emperor may not be guilty of the same crime as the common people when he breaks the law, but in Xiaoqian's case, he will not be spared lightly. Even he, which was written later at our strong request, still adheres to the realistic style of writing. The literary talent is really great! This is something that I, a paleo-illiterate, really admire! The petition written by Yingxiang in court described the difficult predicament, sadness and helpless choices the couple faced at that time. I can't remember the poem written in large letters, but when I read it I thought it was awesome. There is also a tribute written by Xiaoqian to Bing'er. Let me briefly analyze the protagonist's image in my mind! Qianlong: First of all, I want to make it clear that I am here for Qianlong and Binger, the father and daughter. What first moved me about this article was their father-daughter relationship. Qianlong was the lord of the world. He was proud of his talents, talents, military skills, and martial arts (of course he had this ability). He was born with the domineering and noble spirit of a king; he had excellent etiquette and advocating elegance. For example, he looked down on eunuchs and said that they They were as contemptible as ants. When he was in a bad mood, he would beat him to death for even the slightest offense. Even his two beloved daughters (He Jing and Bing'er) had to wear formal clothes, bow to him, and comb their hair meticulously when they met him. These are excellent foils and detailed descriptions. When dealing with major world affairs, he was decisive and uninhibited by the personal relationships between his children. For example, at that time, he resolutely said to his guilty daughter, "Bing'er, it's related to government affairs, and I will never give in." He felt guilty towards Bing'er, and Xiao Mosquito was also his granddaughter, but this could not hinder him at all. "The saint forgets his love." He had too many children in his life, full of children and grandchildren, but most of them died before him. How could a parent not love his children? However, he is the king of the world, and his love is very majestic. After experiencing so many life and death, his heart has been hardened, and it is easy to "forget love" (it is more accurate to say that he is open-minded and relieved). The love his children receive from him must be regarded as a gift, not as a parent-child nature and as a matter of course. With so many wives, concubines, children, and grandchildren, how can everyone be treated equally? Therefore, it is normal for him to be partial, and he himself feels that it is reasonable, just like taking Nala and the twelfth prince as an example. However, here in Bing'er, I felt the emperor's most natural expression of love - "Amma, are you very busy?... Can you hug me?" The comfort after that beating made the father and daughter's love for each other deeply rooted in their hearts, and they will never be forgotten in their lives. It was true for Bing'er, and it was true for Qianlong, so Qianlong dreamed of this scene after Bing'er passed away. The rebellious Bing'er was not valued and loved by her father, and was even disgusted. Indeed, this is close to real emotion. First of all, this daughter didn't grow up with her. She was raised by an enemy. She has a stubborn and stubborn personality. When she came back for the second time, she had an aura of Jianghu. Qianlong gave me the impression that he was a man who loved tradition but was not rigid and stubborn. At that time, the young Qianlong should have liked well-behaved and quiet women, such as Queen Xiaoxian and Princess Hejing. "It's enough for me to have San Ge'er and Qi Ge'er." It can be seen that Bing'er is not popular with both of them as the daughter of Queen Xiaoxian. The turning point in Bing'er's life also came after the death of her mother. After that, her strong and sincere feelings and straightforward and brave manly character moved her father. Xiaoqian was really mean and venomous in his words, even to his own children, except of course the well-behaved ones that he loved very much, such as Hexiao. After all, Qianlong was really old at that time and had only one daughter, and he regarded her as Bing'er's new son. He was already full of guilt and love. For this daughter, the time between father and daughter was less than five years, excluding the days when he had to deal with everything and couldn't see each other. However, I still use that sentence to sum up: "Even if the love is deep, the relationship is shallow." I still remember what he said to his concubine, "If she had never come back, it would be fine if she didn't care that much after she came back, but she became the one that worried me the most (roughly meaning)." Both father and daughter saw each other through, but due to the reality of destiny, they had to go in the opposite direction. I still remember when Bing'er became seriously ill after suffering a thorn stick and her life hung on a thread. Actually, I think Xiaoqian's treatment at that time was really very light. If it were someone else who said such arrogant words, he would have died thousands of times earlier. He was still angry when he imprisoned his daughter in the North Fifth Institution, but when he knew that his daughter was in danger, the father was completely defeated, and later he agreed to build a memorial tomb for Murong Ye. Of course, these are concessions between father and daughter, because they do not involve important matters of government; and when it comes to power and government, he, a king who has already integrated the responsibility of the country into his bones and blood, is absolutely tough. For example, he would kill the Murong family and the Qingshui cultivators without hesitation. If it was really necessary for Dang Binger to marry Chu Amursana, Qianlong would also not hesitate. If Bing'er really married Amursana, then I think Bing'er would be like Lan Qi'er in the Kangxi Dynasty, trapped in the life-and-death struggle between her husband's family and her natal family, and witnessing her natal family killing her husband. Even though Qianlong felt sorry for his daughter, he would not care about his daughter's personal affairs. Now I still remember what Kangxi said to Lan Qi'er who was kneeling on the ground crying and begging (righteousness): "The children of the Qing Dynasty should be loyal to the country, so just treat me as sorry for you." Lan Qi'er married Ge Erdan, who was also Kangxi's biggest enemy. Later, Kangxi personally went to war and said to his subordinates, "She, Princess Galdan, is not the princess of the Qing Dynasty. I will never be soft-hearted." - Such a decisive killing. I believe that with the same words and the same choice, Qianlong would do the same. However, after Kangxi killed Galdan, he was full of urgent care and wanted to find Lan Qier. In the same situation, Qianlong would also look for Bing'er in the same way. Qianlong was still a king who couldn't tolerate any sand in his eyes. He was very taboo about others taking power under his nose, even if it was his own daughter. This was a taboo for him, so he warned Bing'er, "If it happens again, you will never survive!". He is a truly responsible leader with great love. When great love shows, small love cannot be defended everywhere. For example, he can ruthlessly punish officials, children, and even allow God to take away Yongqi's life. When Yongqi really left, his nature as a father made him feel sad and guilty. The country is the mission and theme of his life, and no one is more important than the country. He is the emperor and has been proud and powerful all his life, so he can destroy his beloved things and beat his children, but he does not allow anyone to get involved in the slightest. And the later Xiao Shi can actually be regarded as the tree planted by the predecessors to enjoy the shade of the descendants! First of all, she was Qianlong's youngest child. At that time, Qianlong was already an old man in his dying years. So many of his children had passed away. The old man always liked children. What's more, he regarded Xiao Shi as Bing'er's new baby, and made up for all the guilt he felt towards Bing'er in his previous life in this life. Bing'er: I like Bing'er's character because I feel very similar to her. Equally proud, stubborn, rebellious, decisive, independent, advocating freedom, and tough-talking... Her character may not be liked by many people, because I know that such a strong girl does not conform to the traditional Chinese public aesthetics. She had a lot of misfortune in her life. Although she was born of a noble family, she experienced a lot of physical and mental pain and suffering. Her fate may really be inconsistent with the Forbidden City horoscope, and very inconsistent. Not long after she was born, she left the Forbidden City and came to the Jiangnan water town - this is her paradise! If you put aside the he behind it, Jiangnan is Bing'er's real paradise! In her memory, almost all her happy memories happened here (of course there are some sad ones among them): childhood, going on tour with Emperor Ama, and raising children with her husband. During her childhood, she lived in the Escort Martial Arts School, with loving brothers, sisters, and adoptive parents. Such a family was destined to allow her to grow into an unfettered personality. Later, Murong's family was arrested, and because of her good looks, she was trafficked everywhere and sold to Ertai's family, where her jade pendant was discovered by Ertai. God seemed to have played a huge joke on her, and wanted her to return to her biological parents. When she returned to the palace for the first time, although her child's playful personality was suppressed by palace rules, she still showed it in front of her mother, but she did not dare to be unrestrained in front of the emperor's father. After all, children are still afraid of strangers. Xiaoqian really has no intimacy with her, but is aloof and makes her afraid. When she returned to the palace for the second time, she had wandered in the world for a while. She had just reached her teenage years, and her rebellious character had begun to sprout. The most adorable thing for me is the father-daughter relationship during this period. "Hitting is love, scolding is love" is vividly displayed in the big pen. Bing'er, like me, is a bit bully and afraid of evil, so no matter how rebellious, naughty and unwilling to study, Qianlong could control her and make her fear and love her. Haha, I like to watch Xiaoqian giving Bing'er a lecture the most, because I think what he said is very reasonable, and Bing'er's reaction hit the point of cuteness. What I remember most is that during the southern tour, Bing'er didn't want to study because it was a virtue for a woman to have no talent. Xiaoqian said, "It's true that a virtue is a virtue for a woman without talent, but you are virtuous like this? I would rather you have talent but no virtue, so as not to lose face and lose twice as much!" Haha, to be honest, Xiaoqian's words are really venomous, but this scene really made me laugh all the time. Since the death of Queen Xiaoxian, the father and daughter have truly had a spiritual connection. Since her mother's death, Bing'er has been a girl who lost her mother and was not favored. Her brothers and sisters in the palace are not close to her, and her only half-sister He Jing is also married. Therefore, after her mother died, she could not find any reason to stay in this cold palace. However, at this time, Xiaoqian felt pity for her and raised her by his side. He gradually understood her personality and fell in love with her boldness, independence and stubbornness. Bing'er's character is easy to go to extremes. She is too affectionate when she is passionate, and she is too ruthless when she is ruthless. To be honest, I am also such a person. When benefiting from such a character, we will also pay some costs. Just as Bing'er was favored by her father because of her personality, she also went on the opposite path with her father because of her personality and suffered a lot. The tragedy of her fate stems partly from fate and partly from character. Her brave and decisive personality is like Qianlong's, so it is completely reasonable for Qianlong to start liking her when he discovered that this unruly daughter had a similar face and personality to himself. She is not a submissive woman, she must make the decision for her own life, and she is not willing to resign herself to fate. If such a character were placed in modern times, many people would support and encourage her. However, she was born in the wrong era and in the wrong place. The Forbidden City, which has a clear hierarchy and centralized power, does not like women with such a personality. Such a personality will suffer big losses. But why do I say that 50% of her tragedy comes from fate and 50% from character? Just imagine from the root cause, if she had been well cared for in the palace since she was born, even if she had the same naughty and rebellious personality, would she have become associated with the rebel party? Will what happened to Murong Ye happen later? If her family was safe after marrying Yingxiang, and Qianlong never ordered Yingxiang's death, would she have fled the capital and gone to Jiangnan to remain anonymous? If Little Mosquito had not known Wang Shuozhen, would she have made such a painful decision after returning to Beijing after nearly twenty years of exile, and finally committed her father's taboo for the sake of her daughter? If I hadn't encountered these adverse encounters arranged in life... But there is no if. Bing'er's character is also an important factor causing the tragedy. Ordinary people who encounter these encounters may only sigh sadly, not daring to fight against the sky, and silently endure the fate of fate. However, it is the disobedience, stubbornness and independence and rebellion in Bing'er's character that make her step by step on the path of deviating from her father. Even though the father repeatedly warned to be tolerant, even though the father and daughter clearly loved and understood each other deeply... However, fate caused the two familiar people to no longer trust each other. Although their hearts were close, their souls were moving further and further apart for their respective responsibilities and love. It's not that Bing'er didn't understand her father's heartache and difficulties. From the time she gave birth to her first child, she felt her father's heartache when he was seriously ill. However, she really cannot be as ruthless as the emperor's father. She is just a woman. All she has is her own home, husband and children, not the world. I remember that Yingxiang was enlightening her about the little mosquito at that time and said, "Those soldiers were also raised by their parents. If we let other people's sons die for Wen'er alone, would we feel at ease?" (Approximate meaning, not the exact words) A woman's selfishness is also her nature! What she did was wrong, but from her point of view, if it were someone else who was also a mother, how could you scold her? This is exactly why I like Bing'er. Although she is arrogant, she is not a Mary Sue heroine. A great deal of realism comes into full play in her. After reading the ending of the main text, I often thought that my father was unwilling to let her die after all, so thinking that there was hope in life, I changed it to the Panoramic Sect Mansion. But what kind of torture would it be for a person to be locked in a cage that is six steps long and wide, with no relatives or friends to visit, and no correspondence with the outside world? Binger only lasted two years before leaving. For a person who advocates freedom, this will corrode the soul. (The hall where I live now is about six steps long and wide. When I stay at home, I can't help imagining Bing'er's life in the sect's mansion.) If Bing'er can survive longer, will Qianlong pardon her one day? But although Qianlong still cherished her very much, he was still angry in his heart. He originally wanted to pay her a visit. If she "sincerely begged", he might consider letting her go back to his hometown to meet his bride. The relationship between father and daughter is already mixed with a strong element of fighting spirit. Xiao Qian in the text finally let go after Bing'er passed away, and Bing'er was finally buried in Horqin. In fact, the Mongolian prairie is really more suitable for her free, independent and brave personality. In her life, Bing'er has experienced great wealth, misery, peace and tranquility, and every step of her life is startling... Compared to Xiao Shi, who has been favored since childhood, I still prefer Bing'er, but I don't have the courage to follow her path. "Waishenglu" means Baihuolu. However, in my opinion, Bing'er's life was really not in vain. She lived a much more enjoyable life than many aristocratic women in the Forbidden City whose destiny was arranged since birth. Of course, not everyone is willing to taste the ups and downs. Here, Da Da still adheres to the realistic writing style, which makes people feel more sad and happy when watching it, and the joy is mixed with the long-lasting sadness. Here, father and daughter may not be able to see each other again, but they will be satisfied until they live well with each other. Is this the so-called meeting rather than seeing each other? Because meeting each other will destroy the beauty brought by many thoughts and imaginations. The father and daughter really don't get along. Damn, although the ending of your article is your setting, and the torture of Germany is heartbreaking, I still decided to forget it. I just want to remember he! Hahaha... Actually, in the early stage, Bing'er was a bit like Little Yanzi. For example, she didn't like to be restrained, didn't like to read, was naughty, willful, stubborn, hated evil, and had a charlatan attitude. But she was not as nonsensical as Little Yanzi, couldn't learn rules, or couldn't read books. She was still a child who loved to learn, for example, she loved to see medical skills. She would not be as innocent and unguarded and ignorant as Xiao Yanzi (just take the unfamiliarity and awe of her father as an example). After she experienced life and death, she had that kind of sedimentation that Xiao Yanzi didn't have at all, because she started to move towards planning and scheming. She was very smart, independent, and could do great things, so Qianlong had to be wary of her even if he liked her. This was completely different from Xiao Yanzi. Xiao Yanzi has always been a piece of white paper, but Bing'er is printing and dyeing patterns of temperament from a piece of white paper. The difference in fate also destined the two to have comedy and tragedy. Bing'er is not as lucky as Xiao Yanzi. Her life is always arranged to interact with those rebels that her father is most taboo about. Yingxiang: In fact, Yingxiang is a relatively average and plain person. He was originally a literary young man from a good family, with good moral conduct, culture, and handsome appearance. However, when he and Bing'er first met and got married, they were both young children. He was young and energetic, and had not experienced any setbacks. Naturally, he had some dandy vibes. Take the incident of taking concubines to anger Bing'er as an example. The real hardships he suffered in his life should have been when his father-in-law was imprisoned and ordered to die, but he was not weak, and the only one who missed and felt guilty was Bing'er. After getting married, Bing'er gave up her first love, accepted her husband, and planned to live with him for the rest of her life. Although she was angry with him for taking a concubine, she still really loved him in her heart and was resolutely willing to abandon everything to save him. And Yingxiang is not someone who values ​​status and wealth. I remember that when they first arrived in Jiangnan, they suffered all kinds of difficulties, and their eldest son was even killed. Yingxiang shouldered the responsibility of supporting his family, and started working as a porter without fear of hardship or fatigue. Although he was frustrated at first because he didn't adapt, Yingxiang is really growing and maturing rapidly. He is willing to change for the one he loves, is willing to give her everything he has, and has let go of his wife's first love after experiencing life and death. This is the true embodiment of trust and love.,,,, () Although he has a gentle nature, he can tolerate his wife's lack of gentleness and virtuousness, but this is not because he is afraid of his wife, but because he respects and loves his wife deeply. (I remember that Yingxiang also had a record of "beating his wife" several times, haha, so loving! And I remember that when Bing'er was about to rush out to argue with her eighth mother-in-law, Chen's theory, Yingxiang stopped her by saying "Stop, don't go out!" It was so majestic and cute! Wow haha, who said Yingxiang couldn't suppress Bing'er, his personality charm is very powerful!) Later, Yingxiang relied on his own With his own talents and abilities, he became prosperous among the staff in Jiangnan, opened a school, and gradually turned his small life into a well-off life. He and his wife lived together for nearly twenty years. Even when life got better, he still deeply remembered his wife's kindness (gratitude and guilt are one thing, but deep love is another). They lived a peaceful and quiet life as a husband, a wife, a son and a daughter. Later, I remembered that Yingxiang was angry at him because he could not die for his father. Actually, I can understand it! He is a man who attaches great importance to filial piety. He fled because of Bing'er's father, causing his mother to miss him and die of illness. However, he learned more than ten years later that his father had also passed away, but his son was also imprisoned in Beijing because of an imperial edict from Qianlong. How could he feel angry? Even after Bing'er died in the ending of the main story, Yingxiang's attitude toward Xiao Qian was very negative. This is only human nature. Yingxiang finally buried Bing'er's body in the grassland and stayed with him for the rest of his life, never to renew his relationship. No matter how beautiful the vows in love are, they are not as good as the matouqin music played by the old hero among the sheep in the green field. Yingxiang is a good man. The woman who marries him is really happy, and being his son and daughter is also really happy. However, what he should regret most in his life is that he spoiled Xiao Mosquito too much. Indeed, spoiling a child is like killing a child. If time could go back, he would definitely take some tough measures to restrain Xiao Mosquito, his naughty and willful daughter. To be honest, I don't think corporal punishment is the wrong way to educate. Some naughty children really need to be treated with kindness and power. Of course, corporal punishment is not injury and must be done in moderation. For example, Bing'er was beaten after making a scene in the imperial study, Murong Ye was beaten in public after contradicting Qianlong, Xiao Mosquito was beaten by Bing'er when he was naughty and lied when he was a child, and he was beaten by Yingxiang after sneaking into the bamboo forest privately and not seriously endorsing the book and playing... I think these are the correct education methods. Actually, I still like Little Mosquito very much. It would be great if she never met Wang Shuozhen! Then their family will return to Beijing according to grandpa's instructions. After grandpa rectifies the family's identity, they will live together happily. Damn, you have to admit that the fate of these mother and daughter is very similar, except that the little mosquito is really pampered. Of course, Xiao Xiaoying is really good! He has been obedient since he was a child. He is not only talented but also diligent in studying. He is handsome and the domineering student in primary school is loved by his elders! No wonder grandpa likes to value things so much. Xiao Xiaoying in the river finally took up the responsibility of taking care of the family and went to Mongolia to become a handsome prince. Standing next to those rich and powerful Mongolian princes, Xiao Xiaoying's Jiangnan temperament, which is full of poetry and books, is set in a burly and handsome Mongolian attire, which must be particularly charming. Haha, just like Yingxiang back then, he was a handsome young man. By the way, big brother, why do Xiaoying and Xiaoyu both look more like Bing'er? In fact, Yingxiang is also very handsome. Isn't it a pity that every child who looks like Yingxiang has such great genes? Haha, I always think that Yingxiang looks like Fucha Hengtai played by Lu Yi, and Binger looks like Martel Ruolan played by Liu Xinyou (remember the video I recommended to you? Haha, I am also a beauty control). I believe that the two babies look like Bing'er at first glance, but if you look closely at the side, they have a heroic appearance, especially Xiaoying's temperament. The large article covers the social customs, historical events, clothing and language, poems and songs, and favorite officials and ministers during the Qianlong period. Your language is very folkloric, and I particularly like it. Your article is really informative! "The Record of a Wasted Life" has about 1.34 Million words, and my review is only about 9,000 words. It took me nearly a day to conceive. I have little talent and little experience in the society, so I can only write this review for you to the best of my understanding and emotion. Your spirit of updating your articles every day when you were pregnant with your second child really touched me. Your articles are worthy of so many words. Although you always say that the click-through rate is not high, I have always felt that your articles are really meaningful. It's just that if you don't sign a contract or something, you won't be promoted by JJ that much. Moreover, I don't think many of the articles on the rankings impress me, nor do I feel their talents. Furthermore, what is the evaluation of certain TV series with high ratings nowadays? I won't use any movie as an example. Anyway, this is an era when thunder dramas are popular. This is your first article. I'm really honored and glad that you didn't add a V, otherwise I wouldn't be able to see a lot of content, haha! I remember you said that you had been planning this article since you were in college and had written a manuscript. After ten years of sharpening a sword, how could it not be exciting? Every supporting character in it is vivid, I can't remember all the names, but each impression is engraved in my mind. The plot in it is full of ups and downs. When it is sweet, it makes people drunk and dreams of death. When it is cruel, it makes people heartbroken. In fact, throughout the whole story, some of my favorite scenes are also quite sadistic, such as Bing'er being severely beaten because Murong Ye contradicted Qianlong until the father and daughter reconciled by setting up a tomb for Murong Ye. But the reading time that I most want to stay in is the teenage years when Binger spent time with Huang Ama after she returned to the palace for the second time, the time during her southern tour, the time when the family lived an ordinary life after Bing'er gave birth to Little Mosquito, and the final happy ending. There are so many impressive plots in the article that I can't even list them all. It would be great if someday this great article could be made into a TV series, haha. Of course, which happy ending I want to adopt. Little Mosquito: "Grandma, even though you have abused me for so long, I still want to fly up and give you a kiss! Haha, stretch your face over here! It would be better if you took back the ruler that my grandpa rewarded me with!" Hey, when will the next article be published? Remember to notify us. In fact, I have always wanted to add you or something, but you probably want to keep your private life secret, haha, in fact, a small account is also okay! I am a huge, die-hard fan... To the hard-working and talented people Reader Grace August 1, 2014

Grace briefly talks about "The Record of a Wasted Life" I have promised to write a long review to Dada a long time ago. Because I have been working away from home, I have been busy with other things and have no inspiration when I came home to rest these days. I am really sorry that I always owe it. It's the early morning of August 1st. I always feel that late at night and early in the morning, when I close the door of my room and meditate alone, my inspiration will flow out like a source of water. Because I really admire your literary talents, as well as your serious and rigorous creative spirit and sense of responsibility... I will try my best to organize my language well - in front of you, a master-level figure to me, haha, I can't just perfunctory, otherwise I will be sorry for your efforts so far. After talking so much nonsense, let's get down to business! On July 1, 2011, you really published an article in Jinjiang and began to serialize "The Record of Wasted Life". It was not until July 24, 2014 that you officially announced the completion of this article. Haha, actually we all know that you have already completed the tragic ending you set on July 8. As for Xiao Shi's extra chapter, let's just read it as a postscript. Wow! Three years! First of all, he is a very professional and ethical author. This is an article without a V, which means that the author does not make any profit at all. However, the average number of words in each chapter is more than 5,000 words. Basically, it will be updated daily if there are no problems in work and life. I am used to updating one chapter every two days, which means I have to write at least 2,500 words every day. This has lasted for three years. To be honest, it really takes a lot of perseverance to accomplish something like this. I often complain that I am nagging in my articles. In fact, this is a sign that you pay great attention to details. I wonder if when you were writing the article, you might have other plot development ideas because you wrote some additional details and language. I remember you said during the winter vacation that you would try to finish the marriage before giving birth to your second child, but it didn't happen. Haha, it's great. It gave me something to look forward to every day in the next few months. Damn, I didn't follow your article from the beginning. I discovered this article during the summer vacation last year, but if I really start following it, it should be in November! At that time, I was preparing for an exam that was very important to me. I was immersed in books every day. Even my only entertainment was reading books - "The Record of a Wasted Life" that is waiting for you to update daily. I remember that at that time, I had just written about Yingxiang Binger's marriage not long ago. Lan Qiushui appears in a few chapters, but your meticulous portrayal really makes every supporting character, even the soy sauce one, vivid. Even though I may not be able to remember each of their names (because there are too many), when I talk about them, those various images can immediately appear in my heart. At that time, I thought that Lan Qiushui was going to become a permanent character, and I was filled with hatred and complained about Yingxiang's dandy vibe. However, the realistic writing style is too far away, and the characters will not have the innocence and holiness of Mary Sue. Indeed, no one can do anything wrong. Later, watching Yingxiang's transformation, I went from complaining about this character to liking this character - Da, the character's life you portrayed is really wonderful, revealing the different fates of people from different industries and personalities, which is indeed realistic. The large article is very careful, pays attention to details, and adheres to a realistic style. First of all, because the heroine of this article is a fictional character, it is inevitable that there will be some year errors in the article. You will mark it every time you write about some historical events. I remember you said that when you were writing, you had a lot of reference books on your desk, and you frequently searched on Baidu. It shows that you didn't want to deceive readers. Such a cautious spirit is really valuable. What I like most is children written in broad strokes. Even if they are naughty children, watching them get beaten is still very cute and makes people feel relaxed. Even the big princess from the Jing family, the naughty child Yingxiang taught when he first taught school, the young master from the E family who snatched Bing'er's jade pendant... These dolls appear for a short time, and people can't help but fantasize about their cute appearance. Haha, also, the scene where Bing'er and Xiao Mosquito don't know how to read a sentence and endorse it in pain is also very humorous and vivid. Realism runs through the entire text, from the first part of "Qianlong's Private Interview" to the subsequent severe treatment Bing'er suffered for her first love, her husband, and her daughter. The emperor may not be guilty of the same crime as the common people when he breaks the law, but in Xiaoqian's case, he will not be spared lightly. Even he, which was written later at our strong request, still adheres to the realistic style of writing. The literary talent is really great! This is something that I, a paleo-illiterate, really admire! The petition written by Yingxiang in court described the difficult predicament, sadness and helpless choices the couple faced at that time. I can't remember the poem written in large letters, but when I read it I thought it was awesome. There is also a tribute written by Xiaoqian to Bing'er. Let me briefly analyze the protagonist's image in my mind! Qianlong: First of all, I want to make it clear that I am here for Qianlong and Binger, the father and daughter. What first moved me about this article was their father-daughter relationship. Qianlong was the lord of the world. He was proud of his talents, talents, military skills, and martial arts (of course he had this ability). He was born with the domineering and noble spirit of a king; he had excellent etiquette and advocating elegance. For example, he looked down on eunuchs and said that they They were as contemptible as ants. When he was in a bad mood, he would beat him to death for even the slightest offense. Even his two beloved daughters (He Jing and Bing'er) had to wear formal clothes, bow to him, and comb their hair meticulously when they met him. These are excellent foils and detailed descriptions. When dealing with major world affairs, he was decisive and uninhibited by the personal relationships between his children. For example, at that time, he resolutely said to his guilty daughter, "Bing'er, it's related to government affairs, and I will never give in." He felt guilty towards Bing'er, and Xiao Mosquito was also his granddaughter, but this could not hinder him at all. "The saint forgets his love." He had too many children in his life, full of children and grandchildren, but most of them died before him. How could a parent not love his children? However, he is the king of the world, and his love is very majestic. After experiencing so many life and death, his heart has been hardened, and it is easy to "forget love" (it is more accurate to say that he is open-minded and relieved). The love his children receive from him must be regarded as a gift, not as a parent-child nature and as a matter of course. With so many wives, concubines, children, and grandchildren, how can everyone be treated equally? Therefore, it is normal for him to be partial, and he himself feels that it is reasonable, just like taking Nala and the twelfth prince as an example. However, here in Bing'er, I felt the emperor's most natural expression of love - "Amma, are you very busy?... Can you hug me?" The comfort after that beating made the father and daughter's love for each other deeply rooted in their hearts, and they will never be forgotten in their lives. It was true for Bing'er, and it was true for Qianlong, so Qianlong dreamed of this scene after Bing'er passed away. The rebellious Bing'er was not valued and loved by her father, and was even disgusted. Indeed, this is close to real emotion. First of all, this daughter didn't grow up with her. She was raised by an enemy. She has a stubborn and stubborn personality. When she came back for the second time, she had an aura of Jianghu. Qianlong gave me the impression that he was a man who loved tradition but was not rigid and stubborn. At that time, the young Qianlong should have liked well-behaved and quiet women, such as Queen Xiaoxian and Princess Hejing. "It's enough for me to have San Ge'er and Qi Ge'er." It can be seen that Bing'er is not popular with both of them as the daughter of Queen Xiaoxian. The turning point in Bing'er's life also came after the death of her mother. After that, her strong and sincere feelings and straightforward and brave manly character moved her father. Xiaoqian was really mean and venomous in his words, even to his own children, except of course the well-behaved ones that he loved very much, such as Hexiao. After all, Qianlong was really old at that time and had only one daughter, and he regarded her as Bing'er's new son. He was already full of guilt and love. For this daughter, the time between father and daughter was less than five years, excluding the days when he had to deal with everything and couldn't see each other. However, I still use that sentence to sum up: "Even if the love is deep, the relationship is shallow." I still remember what he said to his concubine, "If she had never come back, it would be fine if she didn't care that much after she came back, but she became the one that worried me the most (roughly meaning)." Both father and daughter saw each other through, but due to the reality of destiny, they had to go in the opposite direction. I still remember when Bing'er became seriously ill after suffering a thorn stick and her life hung on a thread. Actually, I think Xiaoqian's treatment at that time was really very light. If it were someone else who said such arrogant words, he would have died thousands of times earlier. He was still angry when he imprisoned his daughter in the North Fifth Institution, but when he knew that his daughter was in danger, the father was completely defeated, and later he agreed to build a memorial tomb for Murong Ye. Of course, these are concessions between father and daughter, because they do not involve important matters of government; and when it comes to power and government, he, a king who has already integrated the responsibility of the country into his bones and blood, is absolutely tough. For example, he would kill the Murong family and the Qingshui cultivators without hesitation. If it was really necessary for Dang Binger to marry Chu Amursana, Qianlong would also not hesitate. If Bing'er really married Amursana, then I think Bing'er would be like Lan Qi'er in the Kangxi Dynasty, trapped in the life-and-death struggle between her husband's family and her natal family, and witnessing her natal family killing her husband. Even though Qianlong felt sorry for his daughter, he would not care about his daughter's personal affairs. Now I still remember what Kangxi said to Lan Qi'er who was kneeling on the ground crying and begging (righteousness): "The children of the Qing Dynasty should be loyal to the country, so just treat me as sorry for you." Lan Qi'er married Ge Erdan, who was also Kangxi's biggest enemy. Later, Kangxi personally went to war and said to his subordinates, "She, Princess Galdan, is not the princess of the Qing Dynasty. I will never be soft-hearted." - Such a decisive killing. I believe that with the same words and the same choice, Qianlong would do the same. However, after Kangxi killed Galdan, he was full of urgent care and wanted to find Lan Qier. In the same situation, Qianlong would also look for Bing'er in the same way. Qianlong was still a king who couldn't tolerate any sand in his eyes. He was very taboo about others taking power under his nose, even if it was his own daughter. This was a taboo for him, so he warned Bing'er, "If it happens again, you will never survive!". He is a truly responsible leader with great love. When great love shows, small love cannot be defended everywhere. For example, he can ruthlessly punish officials, children, and even allow God to take away Yongqi's life. When Yongqi really left, his nature as a father made him feel sad and guilty. The country is the mission and theme of his life, and no one is more important than the country. He is the emperor and has been proud and powerful all his life, so he can destroy his beloved things and beat his children, but he does not allow anyone to get involved in the slightest. And the later Xiao Shi can actually be regarded as the tree planted by the predecessors to enjoy the shade of the descendants! First of all, she was Qianlong's youngest child. At that time, Qianlong was already an old man in his dying years. So many of his children had passed away. The old man always liked children. What's more, he regarded Xiao Shi as Bing'er's new baby, and made up for all the guilt he felt towards Bing'er in his previous life in this life. Bing'er: I like Bing'er's character because I feel very similar to her. Equally proud, stubborn, rebellious, decisive, independent, advocating freedom, and tough-talking... Her character may not be liked by many people, because I know that such a strong girl does not conform to the traditional Chinese public aesthetics. She had a lot of misfortune in her life. Although she was born of a noble family, she experienced a lot of physical and mental pain and suffering. Her fate may really be inconsistent with the Forbidden City horoscope, and very inconsistent. Not long after she was born, she left the Forbidden City and came to the Jiangnan water town - this is her paradise! If you put aside the he behind it, Jiangnan is Bing'er's real paradise! In her memory, almost all her happy memories happened here (of course there are some sad ones among them): childhood, going on tour with Emperor Ama, and raising children with her husband. During her childhood, she lived in the Escort Martial Arts School, with loving brothers, sisters, and adoptive parents. Such a family was destined to allow her to grow into an unfettered personality. Later, Murong's family was arrested, and because of her good looks, she was trafficked everywhere and sold to Ertai's family, where her jade pendant was discovered by Ertai. God seemed to have played a huge joke on her, and wanted her to return to her biological parents. When she returned to the palace for the first time, although her child's playful personality was suppressed by palace rules, she still showed it in front of her mother, but she did not dare to be unrestrained in front of the emperor's father. After all, children are still afraid of strangers. Xiaoqian really has no intimacy with her, but is aloof and makes her afraid. When she returned to the palace for the second time, she had wandered in the world for a while. She had just reached her teenage years, and her rebellious character had begun to sprout. The most adorable thing for me is the father-daughter relationship during this period. "Hitting is love, scolding is love" is vividly displayed in the big pen. Bing'er, like me, is a bit bully and afraid of evil, so no matter how rebellious, naughty and unwilling to study, Qianlong could control her and make her fear and love her. Haha, I like to watch Xiaoqian giving Bing'er a lecture the most, because I think what he said is very reasonable, and Bing'er's reaction hit the point of cuteness. What I remember most is that during the southern tour, Bing'er didn't want to study because it was a virtue for a woman to have no talent. Xiaoqian said, "It's true that a virtue is a virtue for a woman without talent, but you are virtuous like this? I would rather you have talent but no virtue, so as not to lose face and lose twice as much!" Haha, to be honest, Xiaoqian's words are really venomous, but this scene really made me laugh all the time. Since the death of Queen Xiaoxian, the father and daughter have truly had a spiritual connection. Since her mother's death, Bing'er has been a girl who lost her mother and was not favored. Her brothers and sisters in the palace are not close to her, and her only half-sister He Jing is also married. Therefore, after her mother died, she could not find any reason to stay in this cold palace. However, at this time, Xiaoqian felt pity for her and raised her by his side. He gradually understood her personality and fell in love with her boldness, independence and stubbornness. Bing'er's character is easy to go to extremes. She is too affectionate when she is passionate, and she is too ruthless when she is ruthless. To be honest, I am also such a person. When benefiting from such a character, we will also pay some costs. Just as Bing'er was favored by her father because of her personality, she also went on the opposite path with her father because of her personality and suffered a lot. The tragedy of her fate stems partly from fate and partly from character. Her brave and decisive personality is like Qianlong's, so it is completely reasonable for Qianlong to start liking her when he discovered that this unruly daughter had a similar face and personality to himself. She is not a submissive woman, she must make the decision for her own life, and she is not willing to resign herself to fate. If such a character were placed in modern times, many people would support and encourage her. However, she was born in the wrong era and in the wrong place. The Forbidden City, which has a clear hierarchy and centralized power, does not like women with such a personality. Such a personality will suffer big losses. But why do I say that 50% of her tragedy comes from fate and 50% from character? Just imagine from the root cause, if she had been well cared for in the palace since she was born, even if she had the same naughty and rebellious personality, would she have become associated with the rebel party? Will what happened to Murong Ye happen later? If her family was safe after marrying Yingxiang, and Qianlong never ordered Yingxiang's death, would she have fled the capital and gone to Jiangnan to remain anonymous? If Little Mosquito had not known Wang Shuozhen, would she have made such a painful decision after returning to Beijing after nearly twenty years of exile, and finally committed her father's taboo for the sake of her daughter? If I hadn't encountered these adverse encounters arranged in life... But there is no if. Bing'er's character is also an important factor causing the tragedy. Ordinary people who encounter these encounters may only sigh sadly, not daring to fight against the sky, and silently endure the fate of fate. However, it is the disobedience, stubbornness and independence and rebellion in Bing'er's character that make her step by step on the path of deviating from her father. Even though the father repeatedly warned to be tolerant, even though the father and daughter clearly loved and understood each other deeply... However, fate caused the two familiar people to no longer trust each other. Although their hearts were close, their souls were moving further and further apart for their respective responsibilities and love. It's not that Bing'er didn't understand her father's heartache and difficulties. From the time she gave birth to her first child, she felt her father's heartache when he was seriously ill. However, she really cannot be as ruthless as the emperor's father. She is just a woman. All she has is her own home, husband and children, not the world. I remember that Yingxiang was enlightening her about the little mosquito at that time and said, "Those soldiers were also raised by their parents. If we let other people's sons die for Wen'er alone, would we feel at ease?" (Approximate meaning, not the exact words) A woman's selfishness is also her nature! What she did was wrong, but from her point of view, if it were someone else who was also a mother, how could you scold her? This is exactly why I like Bing'er. Although she is arrogant, she is not a Mary Sue heroine. A great deal of realism comes into full play in her. After reading the ending of the main text, I often thought that my father was unwilling to let her die after all, so thinking that there was hope in life, I changed it to the Panoramic Sect Mansion. But what kind of torture would it be for a person to be locked in a cage that is six steps long and wide, with no relatives or friends to visit, and no correspondence with the outside world? Binger only lasted two years before leaving. For a person who advocates freedom, this will corrode the soul. (The hall where I live now is about six steps long and wide. When I stay at home, I can't help imagining Bing'er's life in the sect's mansion.) If Bing'er can survive longer, will Qianlong pardon her one day? But although Qianlong still cherished her very much, he was still angry in his heart. He originally wanted to pay her a visit. If she "sincerely begged", he might consider letting her go back to his hometown to meet his bride. The relationship between father and daughter is already mixed with a strong element of fighting spirit. Xiao Qian in the text finally let go after Bing'er passed away, and Bing'er was finally buried in Horqin. In fact, the Mongolian prairie is really more suitable for her free, independent and brave personality. In her life, Bing'er has experienced great wealth, misery, peace and tranquility, and every step of her life is startling... Compared to Xiao Shi, who has been favored since childhood, I still prefer Bing'er, but I don't have the courage to follow her path. "Waishenglu" means Baihuolu. However, in my opinion, Bing'er's life was really not in vain. She lived a much more enjoyable life than many aristocratic women in the Forbidden City whose destiny was arranged since birth. Of course, not everyone is willing to taste the ups and downs. Here, Da Da still adheres to the realistic writing style, which makes people feel more sad and happy when watching it, and the joy is mixed with the long-lasting sadness. Here, father and daughter may not be able to see each other again, but they will be satisfied until they live well with each other. Is this the so-called meeting rather than seeing each other? Because meeting each other will destroy the beauty brought by many thoughts and imaginations. The father and daughter really don't get along. Damn, although the ending of your article is your setting, and the torture of Germany is heartbreaking, I still decided to forget it. I just want to remember he! Hahaha... Actually, in the early stage, Bing'er was a bit like Little Yanzi. For example, she didn't like to be restrained, didn't like to read, was naughty, willful, stubborn, hated evil, and had a charlatan attitude. But she was not as nonsensical as Little Yanzi, couldn't learn rules, or couldn't read books. She was still a child who loved to learn, for example, she loved to see medical skills. She would not be as innocent and unguarded and ignorant as Xiao Yanzi (just take the unfamiliarity and awe of her father as an example). After she experienced life and death, she had that kind of sedimentation that Xiao Yanzi didn't have at all, because she started to move towards planning and scheming. She was very smart, independent, and could do great things, so Qianlong had to be wary of her even if he liked her. This was completely different from Xiao Yanzi. Xiao Yanzi has always been a piece of white paper, but Bing'er is printing and dyeing patterns of temperament from a piece of white paper. The difference in fate also destined the two to have comedy and tragedy. Bing'er is not as lucky as Xiao Yanzi. Her life is always arranged to interact with those rebels that her father is most taboo about. Yingxiang: In fact, Yingxiang is a relatively average and plain person. He was originally a literary young man from a good family, with good moral conduct, culture, and handsome appearance. However, when he and Bing'er first met and got married, they were both young children. He was young and energetic, and had not experienced any setbacks. Naturally, he had some dandy vibes. Take the incident of taking concubines to anger Bing'er as an example. The real hardships he suffered in his life should have been when his father-in-law was imprisoned and ordered to die, but he was not weak, and the only one who missed and felt guilty was Bing'er. After getting married, Bing'er gave up her first love, accepted her husband, and planned to live with him for the rest of her life. Although she was angry with him for taking a concubine, she still really loved him in her heart and was resolutely willing to abandon everything to save him. And Yingxiang is not someone who values ​​status and wealth. I remember that when they first arrived in Jiangnan, they suffered all kinds of difficulties, and their eldest son was even killed. Yingxiang shouldered the responsibility of supporting his family, and started working as a porter without fear of hardship or fatigue. Although he was frustrated at first because he didn't adapt, Yingxiang is really growing and maturing rapidly. He is willing to change for the one he loves, is willing to give her everything he has, and has let go of his wife's first love after experiencing life and death. This is the true embodiment of trust and love.,,,, () Although he has a gentle nature, he can tolerate his wife's lack of gentleness and virtuousness, but this is not because he is afraid of his wife, but because he respects and loves his wife deeply. (I remember that Yingxiang also had a record of "beating his wife" several times, haha, so loving! And I remember that when Bing'er was about to rush out to argue with her eighth mother-in-law, Chen's theory, Yingxiang stopped her by saying "Stop, don't go out!" It was so majestic and cute! Wow haha, who said Yingxiang couldn't suppress Bing'er, his personality charm is very powerful!) Later, Yingxiang relied on his own With his own talents and abilities, he became prosperous among the staff in Jiangnan, opened a school, and gradually turned his small life into a well-off life. He and his wife lived together for nearly twenty years. Even when life got better, he still deeply remembered his wife's kindness (gratitude and guilt are one thing, but deep love is another). They lived a peaceful and quiet life as a husband, a wife, a son and a daughter. Later, I remembered that Yingxiang was angry at him because he could not die for his father. Actually, I can understand it! He is a man who attaches great importance to filial piety. He fled because of Bing'er's father, causing his mother to miss him and die of illness. However, he learned more than ten years later that his father had also passed away, but his son was also imprisoned in Beijing because of an imperial edict from Qianlong. How could he feel angry? Even after Bing'er died in the ending of the main story, Yingxiang's attitude toward Xiao Qian was very negative. This is only human nature. Yingxiang finally buried Bing'er's body in the grassland and stayed with him for the rest of his life, never to renew his relationship. No matter how beautiful the vows in love are, they are not as good as the matouqin music played by the old hero among the sheep in the green field. Yingxiang is a good man. The woman who marries him is really happy, and being his son and daughter is also really happy. However, what he should regret most in his life is that he spoiled Xiao Mosquito too much. Indeed, spoiling a child is like killing a child. If time could go back, he would definitely take some tough measures to restrain Xiao Mosquito, his naughty and willful daughter. To be honest, I don't think corporal punishment is the wrong way to educate. Some naughty children really need to be treated with kindness and power. Of course, corporal punishment is not injury and must be done in moderation. For example, Bing'er was beaten after making a scene in the imperial study, Murong Ye was beaten in public after contradicting Qianlong, Xiao Mosquito was beaten by Bing'er when he was naughty and lied when he was a child, and he was beaten by Yingxiang after sneaking into the bamboo forest privately and not seriously endorsing the book and playing... I think these are the correct education methods. Actually, I still like Little Mosquito very much. It would be great if she never met Wang Shuozhen! Then their family will return to Beijing according to grandpa's instructions. After grandpa rectifies the family's identity, they will live together happily. Damn, you have to admit that the fate of these mother and daughter is very similar, except that the little mosquito is really pampered. Of course, Xiao Xiaoying is really good! He has been obedient since he was a child. He is not only talented but also diligent in studying. He is handsome and the domineering student in primary school is loved by his elders! No wonder grandpa likes to value things so much. Xiao Xiaoying in the river finally took up the responsibility of taking care of the family and went to Mongolia to become a handsome prince. Standing next to those rich and powerful Mongolian princes, Xiao Xiaoying's Jiangnan temperament, which is full of poetry and books, is set in a burly and handsome Mongolian attire, which must be particularly charming. Haha, just like Yingxiang back then, he was a handsome young man. By the way, big brother, why do Xiaoying and Xiaoyu both look more like Bing'er? In fact, Yingxiang is also very handsome. Isn't it a pity that every child who looks like Yingxiang has such great genes? Haha, I always think that Yingxiang looks like Fucha Hengtai played by Lu Yi, and Binger looks like Martel Ruolan played by Liu Xinyou (remember the video I recommended to you? Haha, I am also a beauty control). I believe that the two babies look like Bing'er at first glance, but if you look closely at the side, they have a heroic appearance, especially Xiaoying's temperament. The large article covers the social customs, historical events, clothing and language, poems and songs, and favorite officials and ministers during the Qianlong period. Your language is very folkloric, and I particularly like it. Your article is really informative! "The Record of a Wasted Life" has about 1.34 Million words, and my review is only about 9,000 words. It took me nearly a day to conceive. I have little talent and little experience in the society, so I can only write this review for you to the best of my understanding and emotion. Your spirit of updating your articles every day when you were pregnant with your second child really touched me. Your articles are worthy of so many words. Although you always say that the click-through rate is not high, I have always felt that your articles are really meaningful. It's just that if you don't sign a contract or something, you won't be promoted by JJ that much. Moreover, I don't think many of the articles on the rankings impress me, nor do I feel their talents. Furthermore, what is the evaluation of certain TV series with high ratings nowadays? I won't use any movie as an example. Anyway, this is an era when thunder dramas are popular. This is your first article. I'm really honored and glad that you didn't add a V, otherwise I wouldn't be able to see a lot of content, haha! I remember you said that you had been planning this article since you were in college and had written a manuscript. After ten years of sharpening a sword, how could it not be exciting? Every supporting character in it is vivid, I can't remember all the names, but each impression is engraved in my mind. The plot in it is full of ups and downs. When it is sweet, it makes people drunk and dreams of death. When it is cruel, it makes people heartbroken. In fact, throughout the whole story, some of my favorite scenes are also quite sadistic, such as Bing'er being severely beaten because Murong Ye contradicted Qianlong until the father and daughter reconciled by setting up a tomb for Murong Ye. But the reading time that I most want to stay in is the teenage years when Binger spent time with Huang Ama after she returned to the palace for the second time, the time during her southern tour, the time when the family lived an ordinary life after Bing'er gave birth to Little Mosquito, and the final happy ending. There are so many impressive plots in the article that I can't even list them all. It would be great if someday this great article could be made into a TV series, haha. Of course, which happy ending I want to adopt. Little Mosquito: "Grandma, even though you have abused me for so long, I still want to fly up and give you a kiss! Haha, stretch your face over here! It would be better if you took back the ruler that my grandpa rewarded me with!" Hey, when will the next article be published? Remember to notify us. In fact, I have always wanted to add you or something, but you probably want to keep your private life secret, haha, in fact, a small account is also okay! I am a huge, die-hard fan... To the hard-working and talented people Reader Grace August 1, 2014

I like this kind of historical and romantic novels the most. I am a very admirable author. I hope you can keep writing.

Finally finished reading. . A little bit of cruelty was deliberately skipped. . . I dare not look at it for fear of feeling heavy in my heart. Seeing the heroine suffer so much and suffer so much, I couldn't help but feel distressed and uncomfortable. It's like seeing your own sister or best friend suffering. My mood fluctuated with the plot in the book. The short sweet time between Bing'er and Yingxiang after their first marriage was the happiest thing I've ever seen. This is also the most beautiful time in the life of the miserable heroine. Why. But then I thought about it. Many of the sins the heroine suffered were not brought upon by herself. She didn't want Murong Ye to die, so she secretly let him go because he had killed the green camp soldier who was guarding him. She didn't want her husband to die, and she let him go, killing three more people and wounding more than a dozen while escaping. The lives of her relatives are lives, but those lives are not lives. How many families have been broken. But not many people care about this. Just like when everyone read Water Margin, when they saw Guan Yu's death in Romance of the Three Kingdoms, Zhuge Liang was so angry that he didn't want to read any more. When he saw so many Liangshan leaders died at the end of Water Margin, he felt very sad. But who cares how many unknown people and soy sauce characters died before that. After the Jingkang Incident, the emperor, concubines, princesses, and even civil and military officials of the Northern Song Dynasty were kidnapped to the North Kingdom, where they were placed by the Jin people in a bitter cold land of ice and snow, where they suffered humiliation and pain. People in later generations all talk about it with sighs and sighs, but when the Jin cavalry went south, they were killed and injured and fled, leaving millions of people homeless. Will anyone feel sorry for them?

To make up for it, in the end, the history of the heroine was completely wiped out by Qianlong. The heroine did feel like she had returned to sex and worked in vain, but the father-daughter "love and kill each other" model was very novel. The image of Qianlong here is quite consistent with the facts. Qianlong was originally a very proud and controlling person.

I have always liked Wei Yanzhai silently, but this time I came to tell you that this article has been plagiarized. The article is "Life is Like Grass" by Xiao, Xiang, Xi, and Yuan. The author claims to be the original author. Many people in the article praised it for its good writing, but it is obvious that many plots are plagiarized from this article. The author can go and read it.

Although I haven't read the author's big article, it's really hard to write such a long one. . I hope the author will stick with it!

Dad, why haven't you updated the article yet? ? ? ? ?

When will the new article be posted? Give me a message!

Dad, long time no see! I took a look at the living hell, oh my god, it's so scary! Is everything in it true? Recalling that Bing'er's little mosquito was beaten to pieces, she felt like a child in comparison. By the way, I reviewed your articles again. What I miss the most is the growth stage of Bing'er's youth in the palace. I feel that the atmosphere of palace fighting at that time was quite strong. Haha, this large collection of articles combines many styles! But there is a question. After all, Bing'er is the first empress's legitimate daughter. Doesn't calling the empress also mean a certain master? For example, Master Ling and Master Xian. I feel like Bing'er is inferior to others by calling her like that, like a slave. How do the emperor's children in the Qing palace call their concubines? Do I need to salute the concubine? I remember that on Concubine Xian's birthday, Xiao Qian asked the princess and concubine in Beijing to give her a bow to celebrate her birthday, and Princess He Jing had to kowtow to thank her after receiving her reward. Princess He Jing was Princess Gu Lun. Concubine Xian was not the queen after all at that time. Did Princess Gu Lun need to pay such a big courtesy to her? What about Princess Gu Lun's concubines of other grades? What should Princess Heshuo do to the emperor's concubine? There are too many versions of answers on the Internet. I don't think they are trustworthy. Haha, I trust the knowledgeable answers more.