[Ace of Diamond] Pitcher

I want to be favored, I want to be unique, I want to have the closest person I can rely on. I understand Qiu Ming's thoughts very well. After all, I am also such a person. But unlike me, my parents satisfied part of my desires. Qiu Ming's parents have their own families and have a more important existence, which makes him get less and more lonely. Miyuki feels like he is really an extremely rational person. When I watched the show, I felt that he is the kind of person who can easily withdraw from a relationship and continue to walk alone on the path he insists on without any confusion and does a good job. Perhaps all you can see is his back. He will not look back at you, he will live a good life on his own. You are just a path in his life that does not need to be recalled, but he is good enough to become the moonlight you often look up and think of.

I feel like crying when I read this chapter. Akiaki tested Miyuki very restrainedly, and said some duplicitous words in order to establish the family-like relationship she wanted, but in the end it was only Kuramochi-san who reached out. The expectations were not responded to, but it seemed like another relationship was about to begin.

I came back and read it again. This is one of the best fanfics I have read. I actually like the first person narrative because it gives me a sense of immersion. I am also a sensitive person, so sometimes I feel very empathetic to the protagonist. I feel a little unsatisfied after watching it, and I feel a bit empty. When I watched the anime, I thought Miyuki was very handsome, but I also felt that this person is a relatively rational person at heart. Hayami actually admires Miyuki in his nature, maybe because of his friendship. He has a desire for exclusivity, so I hope he can only look at me and put himself first in his heart. Hayami is actually very insecure due to family factors and always wants someone to accompany him and support him. I can understand this very well. I told Miyuki that I want to be his best friend, and it is okay to be more than friendship, but it is difficult for Miyuki to really get into his heart, so I always feel a little aggrieved after seeing it. I really want to see the follow-up. Will the author drop a second part?

The main reason why the protagonist wants someone with whom he can have an important relationship is that he lacked love very much when he was growing up. Being kicked between two people, I can't feel the unconditional love that only favors you, so I want to have a girlfriend, and I want to be able to talk to one person about all my worries and be tolerated...

Basically... I will watch Da Zhen every year after Hagar, and before watching Diamond A, I will think of this article, and then read the last chapter. This article depicts the main character's state so clearly that I can't tell whether I feel sad or panicked when I read it late at night. Regardless of Miyuki's personality or her A-level atmosphere, I have a vague feeling of uneasiness (not due to the plot of the work, but a personal one-sided association). When it comes to reality, I am not good at facing scenes at all. If you don't get the emotional connection you want, if you think about it carefully, it's not the other person's problem, but your own fault. It is not out of subjective will, but objective reasons related to oneself, so efforts to change are out of the question. There is no room for adjustment, and it feels like overexertion. Don't want things to develop in the opposite direction, just let the situation take its course and silently accept the status quo until the future, and then say to yourself "this is not bad" or "at least it's not bad now". So unwilling. Nothing can be done. You can't say it's bad, you can't say it's undesirable. "That's okay" In the end, only a feeling of loss was left.

I feel that Qiuming is not integrating into Qingdao but adapting to Qingdao, allowing myself to survive better, but I no longer have high expectations.

I really want to continue to watch the follow-up, I want to see Hayami find her own support after growing up, become mature and no longer need to rely on her own family. I really feel that it is super painful to be kicked like a ball by two families. This feeling is when you think you don't care, but a certain small thing in life will remind you, ah, this is not your home, and a very sad emotion will emerge. So I'm looking forward to a future where Hayami can really not care about this one day.

After three rounds, I feel that the development path of the protagonist is quite satisfying. He was the first to join the First Army, even earlier than Miyuki Kuramochi. The protagonist's subtle mood longing for recognition from the people around him, as well as the delicate emotional description, reminded me of the baseball comic "Diamond's Crime". I felt that they were inexplicably similar but completely different.

Aki had been raised by his mother before, which caused him to lack self-confidence, think too much and have a somewhat sensitive personality. Aki was also raised by his father and could not express himself, but he is also a very empathetic person. How should I put it... The two of them are actually very suitable...

I'm a little curious about what will happen after Eijun and the others arrive.