Do You Still Believe in Love?

In fact, I pursue love more than love. For example, one day under the sunset, I sprinkled water on a plant that had not been watered for a long time. It also made me feel loved. Tsk-tsk. The ability to feel love everywhere allows me to experience my life alone or with others. Fortunately, there is never enough knowledge and sights to see, and I never feel bored for a long time.

I used to really believe that the person I met must be a good person, but then reality gave me a slap in the face.

Xia Tong? Summer insects can't talk about the one in the ice?

This is probably the law. If it's your first love, it will never come to an end. I can't keep her, just like no one can keep the moonlight...

The short story is all full of meaning.

Soul compatibility is difficult, and being of the same sex makes it even more difficult. I feel that there is little hope, but I still want to wait and wait for that eventuality by chance. Although being alone is lonely, it is better than getting married.

When I first fell in love at the age of fourteen, I liked to look at the girl I liked. I thought her eyes must be extremely focused and affectionate. I stared into her pupils until she couldn't help but nudge me. But I was so absorbed in her eyes that I didn't notice that her cheeks didn't turn red even though we had established a relationship. I am still two to three months away from turning sixteen. I have experienced a lot since I was a child. No one would believe me. I have no friends and no one I like. Even mourning is boring. However, I still choose to believe in love, I am still curious about the feeling of losing control, and I am still trying to make myself better. After all, I am not willing to let my love be defeated by reality. The person I like is more worthy of all the good things in this world.

I don't understand. Is this too sober or addicted? You will feel deeply like you are facing an abyss. Is this the dark side of reality? Why does love hurt? Is it because you put too much thought into it? Why does low self-esteem or pain mean depression and pessimism? In other words, does love or the life of a person living in society have a beginning or an end? Growing old together, being in love, or parting ways, throw away the meaning of sadness and regret, what is left of them? Maybe there is no answer. Just like some people choose a house and three acres of land to be satisfied, while some people choose the richness and variety of big cities. Everyone's choices are different, including lovers, friends, and jobs. Perhaps the most despairing thing is that you feel that your choice may be wrong and you can't go back. Who is right and who is wrong seems to have no meaning except for the suffering and setting of reality. But after all, humans are animals that crave recognition, so status, money and emotions are so tempting, who would want to be marginalized?

It is extremely rare to encounter soul compatibility, which is the most romantic and least compromising. Therefore, as early as when I discovered that my sexual orientation was different from that of ordinary people, as early as four years after being confused, I decided that walking alone would not be possible. If not, I would give up. The young One Piece and Ultraman, the current political situation and the future of science and technology in middle school, the international exchanges and infinite time and space at university, I think that partners, responsibility, dedication, rich and unique spiritual world will not make me lonely. The diversity of this world fascinates me, and the sentence of "living to death" is not a superficial mourning sentence for me. Nothing is nothing, including death. I sent my elders away one by one and watched others change one by one. The world continued to develop. With sufficient financial strength and academic ability, I became the free state that the young man said, both in spirit and class.

I still believe in love, but I no longer expect it.