The Girl from Ten Years Ago

I read this book a few years ago, and every sentence touched a sore spot for me. Like the girl Ding Yun, when I graduated from high school and entered university with the aura of being the top student in liberal arts in the local college entrance examination, it must have been hard for me to imagine that four years later I would be like this, waiting to die and accomplishing nothing. There is a saying, "If I had never seen the sun, I could have endured the darkness." But I have seen it. How could I look so gloomy after being illuminated by such a scorching sun that was difficult to look directly at? In the two years after graduation, I took the postgraduate entrance examination, failed, worked, resigned, and took the postgraduate entrance examination again. It was a really dark period. I finally got admitted to the school of my dreams and will go to Shanghai for postgraduate study in September. Looking at this article now, I have mixed feelings. Fortunately, fortunately.

My knees hurt so much. This is the real me. I graduated at 22, have no job and no money. I work hard at home every day. I don't sleep at night and work hard during the day. I didn't take the law exam and I don't have a boyfriend. I won't watch anymore. Good night.

The 17-year-old me would definitely be very disappointed when I see myself now. I really want to travel to the past and regret it so much. What should I do? There is no way out, there is no way forward.

I recently resigned from my job. I was looking for a job while preparing for the establishment examination. I just went for an interview today. Going to more interviews can really make my mentality better and brighter. I am now considered a half-e person. I hope that I will stop having a bad attitude and work hard to pass the establishment examination [Sunglasses]

The me ten years ago would definitely be disappointed when I saw the me now, but I don't seem to be discouraged either. Because ten years ago, I followed the requirements of my parents, teachers, and society. I was arrogant and did not realize how limited human abilities are. Although I have not achieved my previous wishes now, I am able to look inside myself and accept with peace of mind that I just cannot do some things. I was a very good person at both times. I miss the high-spiritedness of those days, and I also like the open-mindedness I have now.

Now I am at a crossroads in my life. As I look at it, I also recall my past heroic ambitions. Now there is a sigh. I also thought that a few years ago, I would be shocked when I saw my current situation. It just took a sharp turn for the worse.

2022.11.23 196 Days until the college entrance examination Completed Vocabulary 100, Chinese reading, one essay question, five pages of vocabulary review, English reading? Politics section, History section, I don't know why I couldn't post it yesterday. 2022.11.23 195 Days until the college entrance examination Biology, Chinese reading, political selection, historical selection Tomorrow I will do politics, history, biology, DNA, mathematics (certain), English (because I didn't memorize it today, add 50 to 150), political recitation, biology recitation, Chinese literature, Chinese reading, English reading, let's add a sequence to mathematics.

There is a Korean drama that is very similar to the plot of your novel. They are both 17-year-old girls who traveled to the present world. Now I am doing well in life. When I was younger, I was good-looking and capable. When I commented on the Korean drama, some people said that it was a copycat Korean novel... But the plot is too similar, and this book was written many years ago. The Korean drama was called Hello, okay?

Alas, the author wrote it well, but I feel that if it were me, I would not say these words to my future self. Because when I was 16 years old, I felt very confident that I was this kind of person. Aren't all future selves created by me now?

Hey, I just read the first chapter and I feel very scared. Now I have just graduated and I feel like I will be like this from now on. I rent a small house and I am not willing to buy anything. I don't know where the road is. I want to quit my job, but it's hard to find a job. . .