My Precious

Unknowingly, more than a year has passed since it was completed, and the news of pre-sale has arrived. I was following the series at that time, and after it was finished, I read the revised chapters, and finally read the sentences from the book again from the beginning. My precious and He is in his prime when he laughs are both secretly in love with Wen, and I really like their freedom and persistence. Meng Shengnan in the book later became a reporter. Chi Zheng met Meng Shengnan and started his own business again after his failure. After Xu Nian failed the college entrance examination, Lu Xun would plan their future for her. It seems that in real life it is always easy to be defeated and give up. In the book, they never lack the courage to start over. They will believe that the other party can do it. I feel that this is the meaning of the other half. Give the other person enough trust and support. As you said, love in youth seems to be very simple. I will start to pay attention to a little bit of news about the other person, I will wonder if I will meet him somewhere, and I will follow his traces on campus. I wonder if the other person will notice me. Secret love can make people feel inferior and timid. But Xu Nian didn't. She just got closer and got to know him, and then returned to her own life. She still persisted for her dream. Later, when Lu Xun chased her, it was also for the sake of a better future for the two of them, to improve each other. It seems that love in youth is always regrettable, and the ending is always so sad. When he was young, Qi Sheng would break up just because they disagreed with each other, and he was stubborn and arrogant and refused to bow his head. In the years after they separated, I think that in the dead of night, I would think of that youthful love, the throbbing and the purest emotion at that time. The words Lu Xun said at the wedding after they met, when Lu Xun apologized to Xu Nian when he was young, were really complete. It is letting go of the past and determination for the future. Meeting again is just to let them know that they still have each other in their hearts. They have grown a lot in the days since separation and will plan their future lives together for the future. When Lu Xun said: Xu Nian, let's be together. It feels like the years they spent apart only allowed them to more fully understand each other's decisions when they were young. In school, there were always some inexplicable misunderstandings between classmates, and they were then isolated. You will not be defeated when your heart is strong, but how strong a person's faith and courage must be to withstand such great malice from others. The most unhappy ones are Jiang He and Zhuang Yan, we must write a side story about them. Every time I see the deep love line, I cry. I really like Father Xu's concepts and attitude. He and Xu Nian get along as friends and respect Xu Nian's choices and decisions. He would express his thoughts when Xu Nian was confused and would not interfere with Xu Nian's decisions. I can only say that he is the best dad in the world. What is precious is not my secret love, but my life. When I saw this sentence at the time, I felt inexplicably uncomfortable. I am the protagonist of my life. Now it seems that if I change myself for the sake of life, I will compromise on some things. I saw an article in Plenty of Time that started with a new article: I went to pick up my wedding ring that day, and what was in the car was Zhang Yuan's "Guest". I must have been preparing for it for a long time. This article was updated when you saved the full text, and the publication news will be released after it is completed. I read an article some time ago and there is a paragraph that I thought was super good. I would like to share it with you: I am accusing you of being wrong. You are not wrong at all. What is wrong with being sincere and kind? The fault is those who have failed you, but it is them who are wrong. The one who is hurt in the end is you, so you have to protect yourself. Not everyone deserves your sincere treatment. I hope you will abandon those useless social interactions from now on, streamline your circle of friends, and learn to be indifferent when necessary. "I really like this passage. I saw you in Chaohua Q&A this year, and I feel like you have changed a lot. I look forward to seeing you in the physical book. I hope you can be yourself instead of explaining yourself, and wish you good health. (I'm not good at expressing myself or writing comments. I had a cold and couldn't sleep at night, so my precious article came to my mind and I typed these words)

Xu Nian. He deliberately failed in the Olympiad class just to go to class 22 and get closer to the land patrol. There will be some confusion at first. But as I read it, I understood why she did what she did. She is not the kind of vigorous person, Xu Nian likes people who are quiet, just like her. He would deliberately slow down and walk behind Lu Xun, pretend to look at the scenery on the teaching building, but his peripheral vision was always on him, and recite his ID card address "Huangquan Road" in his mind many times. These details are written by Chun Yu in a very realistic way. It was so real that it reminded me of the time when I had to walk around half of the playground to go to the toilet just to see that person one more time. Xu Nian's love is humble, but it is not without a bottom line. What she said to Lian Xiaoyu, "When we meet on a narrow road, the brave wins" and "Focusing on yourself is the best counterattack" made me feel that this girl has strength in her bones. She can give up Olympiad for the person she likes, but she will not give up her dream of studying in Hong Kong for love. What really poked me the most was the part where Xu Nian failed the college entrance examination. She has acne on her face and dare not see Lu Xun for fear that he will dislike her or break up with her. That sense of inferiority, ruthless empathy. When I was in junior high school, due to dermatitis, I wore a mask to school every day for a period of time. I didn't even dare to raise my head when talking to others. I was always thinking wildly and felt that I wasn't good-looking enough. So, Xu Nian chose to break up and leave Jiangcheng. This kind of determination is because I care too much, so I don't dare to face the possible outcome. I think what she was thinking was that instead of letting you see me as I am now, it would be better for you to remember me at my best. Land patrol. At first, she smoked, fought, skipped classes, ignored Xu Nian'ai, and allowed Lian Xiaoyu to bully her. Although he later explained that "it was not him who made the chain," his indifference to Xu Nian in the early stages was true. When did the change begin? I think it was the time when Xu Nian helped him block the smoke. A girl who was isolated by the whole class was able to stand up and speak for the "enemy". Xu Nian's magnanimity and kindness made Lu Xun start to re-examine her. I watched the part where Lu Xun chased Xu Nian later several times. "I don't want to be a stranger to you anymore." "If you are determined to pursue what you want, you have to get better and better first." Lu Xun went from grade 997 to grade 500, from class 22 to rocket class, and even quit smoking. He really wanted to catch up with Xu Nian, not only wanted to catch up with her grades, but also wanted to be worthy of her likes. The most touching scene for me was when Xu Nian was running for a long time and Lu Xun ran up to her (satisfying the regret of being in his prime) and said, "Did you like me when you were in Dali?" He clearly knew the answer, but still deliberately teased Xu Nian. The boy under the sun has changed from being indifferent to someone who will bend down for the person he likes. There was also a period during the sports meeting, when Xu Nian was temporarily pulled to run three thousand meters. Lu Xun was waiting for her at the finish line. Later, he took her hand and said, "Xu Nian is very nice." In that scene, the playground, the sunset, the sunset, and the flaming clouds, everything was just right. Lu Xun held her hand, but she didn't dare to look down. That kind of green throbbing, Chunyu wrote it very vividly. During the breakup, Lu Xun's reaction made me feel very sad. After Xu Nian disappeared, he leaned against the wall at the end of the alley and smoked, waiting for someone who would never come back. That picture makes me cry. How long has Lu Xun waited, from graduating from high school to 2021? At the beginning of the novel, he went to attend the wedding of Jiang He and Lin Jiannan. When someone mentioned Xu Nian, he still said lightly, "It's a thing of the past." But the phrase "it's a thing of the past" just means that it has never been in the past. So there was the later "Do we want to be together?" Let me talk about another character, Xu Nian's father Xu Zhiyi. Xu Nian failed the exam and cried while sitting on the high-speed train to the south. Her father said: "A person cannot win all his life. Many times, what people need to realize in life is not how to succeed, but how to face failure." When I read this, I thought of my father. After I failed the exam in my first year in Japan, my dad said "it's okay" on the phone and hung up. I knew he was disappointed, but he couldn't express it. Therefore, Xu Zhiyi's gentle and firm companionship is what I have envied all my life. He also said that he hoped that Xu Nian would experience the feeling of failure as soon as possible, so that he could cope with the future life more calmly and bravely. It's really transparent. We have been taught to succeed since childhood, but no one teaches us what to do if we fail. Xu Nian's father taught me. It's no longer that I'm doing everything for your own good, but that I believe you can come out on your own. This kind of trust is more powerful than any comfort! And Xu Nian went from being first in grade to failing the exam, from having a pretty face to having acne scars all over her face, she experienced the most unbearable blow for a young girl. But she got through it. This is the most amazing thing about Xu Nian. Zhuang Yan is going to Oxford, Jiang He is going to travel around the world, and Xu Nian is going to Hong Kong. They are all making choices for themselves to become better, and no one gives up their future for love. This is real youth. Chunyu once said: "In those days when she had a secret love, Lu Xun was not in her ideals." Liking someone does not mean that you should put him first in your life. Xu Nian's ideal is to study medicine, go to Hong Kong, and become an outstanding person like her mother. The land cruise is the most beautiful scenery along that stretch, but it is not the end. Jiang He said: "I think it is the stupidest thing to give up because of one person. You can only give up because you don't like it. It has nothing to do with anything else." Qi Ling did not take the college entrance examination and went to a technical school. Liang Bing went abroad. Even Xiaoyu later died down. Each character has his own precious life in Chun Yu's writing. While reading this book, I kept thinking about the boy I liked in middle school. We haven't seen each other since graduation. I don't know where he is or how he is doing. Sometimes when I think of him late at night, my heart still softens a bit, but that's all. That secret love, those sleepless nights, those days when one look made me happy all day long, are all real. They made up who I was in middle school. Although we were not together in the end, that time was precious. As Chunyu wrote in the postscript: "What is precious is not secret love, not that boy, but my life." Thank you Chunyu for writing such an ordinary and sincere story. When I revised this book review, I was on the subway home from get off work on June 6, 2026. The day before the 2026 college entrance examination, I listened to "Real Heroes". Thinking of my own high school entrance examination (not taking the domestic college entrance examination is a big regret in my life). In 2020, due to the epidemic, the semester did not start until April. The only time it was postponed was one month, and the test center was at our school. Before each exam, as we walked from the long playground to the familiar classroom, this song was played on the radio, which we called the "Jiangsu Province Examination Hall Battle Song." Thinking about it now, that time was really the best time. Everyone is working hard in the same direction and firmly believes that knowledge changes destiny, and the high school entrance examination and college entrance examination determine success or failure. No matter what the outcome is, everyone is innocent, cute, simple and simple. There were no later interpersonal disputes or changes in relationships. Although I got up much earlier in the morning, I didn't go to bed any later at night. Time was very slow, time was very tense, and everything was on track. Can't help but sigh. A generation will eventually grow old, but there will always be people who are young.

I want to read the extras, but I feel like I haven't finished them yet.

I feel like the rest of the writing is very rushed, and there is no sense of step-by-step. Some people may find it very nonsensical, but after reading it, the author is great.

I'll always feel bad after reading this book

I have heard about Chunyu for a long time, but it is indeed only this year that I started reading Chunyu's writings. While reading this book, I always thought of the song "What I miss is saying everything". Unfortunately, there is only one lyric, and I can always think of my past. Liking may develop from empathy. I love Xu Nianyi more than Land Cruiser. She is much more magnanimous and braver than me. I started to sympathize with this love when we traveled together. Yunnan has always been a city with hazy water vapor in my impression. When I watch this section, I always think of "The Rain in Kunming" that I learned a long time ago. Love is as moist as rain. From this, I really felt the charm of Lu Xun. He is also brave and soft in dealing with true feelings. I think Xu Nian is much more plump and three-dimensional in my heart than Lu Xun. She has a father who loves her, good friends who grew up together, a calm and unhurried attitude, and the courage to move forward when facing the unknown. I always wondered whether she regretted that she deliberately failed in the test when she faced difficulties, and whether she regretted that Lu Xun made such a rash decision, but then I thought maybe not. Whether one regrets or not is defined by people. As we often say, people always whitewash the path they did not choose. I always try to whitewash it, thinking about what if it were like this or what if it wasn't like this, but Xu Nian didn't. Her path is clear, not limited to what's in front of her, but what lies beneath her feet. Love may be confusing, but Xu Nian is very sober. I like that sentence very much. It was what Lu Xun said when he confessed, "So Xu Nian, I don't want to be a stranger with you anymore." He talked a lot about quantum mechanics, and finally said this sentence, which made people feel youthful at once. Youth should be flamboyant and brave. I think no matter whether we met at Jiang He's wedding or not, Lu Xun was still fresh in Xu Nian's heart. He was a part of her high school life and the most precious part of her life. Maybe that was good enough. (I just realized that it didn't seem to be posted in the comment area, so I sent another qwq)

The ending is he, but maybe the heroine's regret about failing the college entrance examination also made me feel regretful, but as Zuo said, nothing can be done only at a certain age. As long as you think about it, it's never too late. I finish scattering flowers and wish everyone all their wishes will come true 🤷

Where can I watch the extra episode? Those who have paid money are not allowed to finish it. It's so speechless.

The most painful thing is that Xu Nian failed the college entrance examination.

The heroine is really... Stubborn and inexplicable