This Life Is a Crossing of the Sea

In August, it was said that there was a deposit of manuscripts for readers to choose whether to update twice a week or release them all at once in December. Everyone felt that they had waited for so long. If they wait for a few months to release them all once and for all, the reading would be more coherent. At this time, they said that there were no manuscripts, and the New Year's Day update would still be updated twice a week. I was really a little anxious. Now there is still an hour until the next day, and there is still no news. I have opened it for the fifth time today.

Oh, I just watched wb and it's really double updates. Tuesday and Thursday are really delayed again and again. It's so sad.

I've been waiting patiently, but I keep making promises and then not being able to do it. It's really uncomfortable and angry.

About Lin Jingning. The character Lin Jingning made me feel very complicated when I read it. Is he a scumbag? It seems not. His kindness to Wen Yu is genuine. He put a suit jacket on her in the middle of the night, took her to an art exhibition, paid exorbitant prices to take photos of gold and jade and gave it to her, and when she was being drunk, he dragged her into an alley and beat her up. If these things were put to an ordinary man, one would say "he is sincere." But when it comes to Lin Jingning, it's different. Because his love has a plan and a way out. While being affectionate with Wen Yu on the bed, he was thinking about Chen Qingran's line in his mind. After knowing that Wen Yu was the second young lady of the Wen family in Yangzhou, he still pretended to be nonchalant. He said to Wen Yu, "The best time to plant a tree was ten years ago, followed by now," and prepared to marry another woman. In Chapter 36, Chunyu wrote that Chen Qingran asked him if he knew that Wen Yu was the second lady of the Wen family, and his answer was "I know." His kindness to Wen Yu was not pure. Maybe when he first heard the phrase "The Legend of Rainbow Cat and Blue Rabbit" at the airport, he laughed, and it was true. But his love always comes after interests, family, career, and biological mother. Wen Yu is not unimportant, but there is always someone more important than her. So he stood at the door of the nursing home and when he heard Lin Zhihe say "Grandpa is seriously ill", he turned around and went to the airport. At that moment, he chose the Lin family instead of finding his biological mother who had been waiting for sixteen years. I understand him and feel very sorry for Wen Yu! Because from her perspective, this person disappeared without even an explanation. About Wen Yu. The second young lady grew up in a scholarly family. Her grandfather was a literary figure, her mother was a prominent figure in the auction industry, and her sister was a painter. She is not short of money or love (although her relationship with Li Biqi is a bit tense, her grandfather gives her enough confidence). She chose to be a teaching assistant at Yicheng University because she "liked the campus" and because she wanted to stay away from the intrigues. In essence, I think she is a pure person. So when she met Lin Jingning, her heartbeat was pure. She likes the way he smokes, likes his careless smile, and likes that he takes her to listen to the band even though he is a businessman (like Wen Yu, she also likes the song "Joy". Every time she listens to it, she feels it is peaceful happiness, the ultimate happiness and tranquility, which is enough to make people cry. I hope Xu Wei's "Endless Light" concert tour will start soon, and I hope I can make a lot of money and can take my parents who also like Xu Wei to watch it together!!!). She thought they were the same kind of people, at least the side of Lin Jingning shown to her made her feel that they were the same kind of people. But then she found out it wasn't. Photos from the nightclub, videos from Zhang Xiao, plagiarism from Luo Jiawei's papers, and conversations she overheard at the door of the box late at night. It felt like she didn't have a chance to question, but her pride didn't allow it. What she wants is "Lin Jingning, have you ever loved me, even for a moment?" But Jing Ning didn't give him 100% love. In the last paragraph of Chapter 38, she stood in the playground wearing an elephant doll costume, watching Lin Jingning and Chen Qingran walk away. That scene also made me uncomfortable for a long time. She hid herself in the doll costume and no one saw her expression, but I think she must have cried. Li Xiang said, "This kind of person is too deep in the city and is not worth your sorrow." But this is not the only thing that makes her sad. There are also some details written by Chunyu that are very graphic. For example, the scene where Wen Yu told Lin Jingning a "pig and donkey" joke. He watched her walking and said that Lin Jingning was smoking in front, and occasionally replied that the scene was particularly life-like. This time I discovered that when Wen Yu told these jokes, he was actually trying to hide his uneasiness and flattery. She was afraid that he would leave and that he would be annoying, so she tried her best to find topics. This kind of humble little thought is particularly poignant in Chun Yu's writing. Like that blazer. Their first real interaction was when Lin Jingning put a coat on her downstairs at Yicheng University. She didn't know him at that time, and he didn't know who she was. That coat is a bit of a metaphor. He gave her warmth, but that warmth was "charity" from him and could be taken back at any time. Later, Wen Yu washed the coat and kept wanting to return it to him, but always failed to do so. Just like her feelings, once she gave them to him, she couldn't take them back. For example, Jinxiangyu. When Lin Jingning gave it to her, he said, "I saw it on the road and bought it for you to play with." Wen Yu believed it. Later I found out that it was bought at an exorbitant price. He can spend a lot of money, but he can't give her a true word. I would rather spend tens of millions to buy a piece of jade than say "I love you". Such as wind chimes. Li Xiang said: "A bell is given to a lover, ringing it every step and thinking every step." Later Wen Yu bought a wind chime and hung it in the tea garden. Later she left, but the wind chime was still hanging there. When Lin Jingning hears the wind chimes ringing, will she "think one step at a time"? Although Chunyu didn't write it, the scene stayed in my mind. For example, that walking street. Chunyu wrote about them walking on this street several times. The first time was when Wen Yu chased Lin Jingning, talking about traffic lights and the history of Yicheng while walking. Later, Wen Yu went alone to buy flowers, wind chimes, and shelter from the rain. The same street, the same street lights, the same shops, but the people are no longer there. The four words "things are right and people are different" were written by Chun Yu in one street. At the end of Chunyu, it is said that it snowed heavily in Yicheng. There was more rain and less snow in Yicheng, so that day seemed to have changed. Wen Yu was in Yangzhou, helping his grandfather plant a locust tree. Grandpa said, "Today is December 21st, it's time to plant trees." I think of Lin Jingning once saying, "The best time to plant a tree was ten years ago, followed by now." This echoes! ! Wen Yu was planting trees, but the tree she planted was no longer the same tree as Lin Jingning. She is planting her own tree. As for Lin Jingning, he was watching the video of Wen Yu's auction and listened to her bilingual opening. He knew that she was gone and that she would not come back, but he would still light a cigarette late at night, listen to the ringing of the wind chimes, and listen to her voice. Neither of them gave up, but neither of them looked back. I think of what Lin Zhihe said: "Some people resign and return to their hometown, while others miss the night to attend the exam. Everyone has his own way. This life is to cross the sea." What separates people is not only the distance, but also the things they carry...

There has been too long a gap between the second part and the first part. Today I reviewed the first part. Wen Yu did have a reason to leave Lin Jingning.

It's been a long time since I've seen an article of this style. I read it in one go.

[Blue Heart][Glasses] "After the announcement was made in front of the door, the palace maid on duty was very surprised." This is a big bug for the author~

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Taking advantage of the beginning of the second part, I reviewed the first part again. I still feel a faint pain in my heart.

I feel like the first season is really dragging😭