The Battle of Holy Light (Heaven's Right Wing Fanfiction)

A little humble opinion. I'm glad that I came across this fanfic more than ten years after I first read the original work. The increased experience allows me to better understand the plot. In fact, there is no choice in many things. Just like people cannot choose their own birth, God actually has no choice when he becomes God. No one cares whether he wants to be a god, no one asks him if he is happy, and there is no way for him not to be a god. God loves all things, but God is not one of all things. The relationship between God and God is extremely unequal. God has love for Lu, and he also has other feelings. In short, his feelings are not pure. And Michael, who was born with original sin, his love for Lucifer is passionate and pure. In the end, Michael walks into the void without hesitation, which is a declaration of the victory of love over divine power. God destroys, but love is eternal.

The most cruel thing about this article is that Alfred is described so flesh and blood.

Even though the author had just come of age when he wrote the article, he is now 35 years old. Time flies so fast. Have you become a famous novelist now? I believe it. I read this article when I was in middle school. More than 10 years have passed, and I am still very moved when I read it again. Thank you for leaving the most profound impression on Tenjin fandoms. Words are powerful. To this day, the article you wrote 17 years ago still touches batches of readers. Thank you.

The rice described by the author is the most consistent with the image of rice in my mind. Let me first talk about my views on the three most important characters in "Holy Light", and then express my thoughts from Yal's perspective: First, it's the road. It cannot be denied that Lu's arrogance and ambition played an important role in promoting his future love tragedy. He wanted to do something big, but he couldn't bear to be restrained by the boss of God, so he went to the Demon Realm to open up a revolutionary base and gathered his strength to counterattack the Heaven Realm. Lu's ideals are not lofty. He fell to "find his own freedom and justice." I don't think he is a philanthropic person who loves his people that much. When he was an archangel, he induced angels to kill demons indiscriminately, which undoubtedly provided the conditions for inciting the demons' warlike sentiments when the demons went to war in the future. The main reason why he reformed and developed the demon world was to increase the military strength of the demon world and increase the chips for attacking the heaven. Just imagine, the purpose of the war is to compete for territory, and after the territory is conquered, people must immigrate. Are the gods who are accustomed to light really willing to immigrate to the demon world? Except for occasional travel. Similarly, how many people from the demon race really want to live in a heaven without night for a long time? In short, the ordinary demons did not get any substantial benefits from the war between the demons. Regardless of winning or losing, the result was only a reduction in the excess population (in fact, the demon world's population was not surplus at all). It can be seen that Lu does not really care about the life and death of the demons. His ultimate goal is not to be the king of the demon world, but to use the demon world as a springboard to counterattack the heaven and eventually become the king of the world. Looking back at his bet with God - "This world will be mine, and you will go crazy because of losing me", it becomes clear. The entanglement between Lu and Mi started with a bet. God's description of Lu as "arrogant and arrogant, like a child who cannot get candy" is actually quite appropriate. Arrogant and rebellious - he wanted to prove that he was the winner in the game with God, so he humiliated Mi in front of God at first, so he later chose to fall to heaven, provoking a continuous war between gods and demons for thousands of years; strong in revenge - Jian Mi was served at Yisro's feast (if the roles were reversed and Lao Lu changed his mind, Mi would never be able to do anything violent). These traits eventually led to a big mistake in his love life. Pull out the nails, but the nail marks are still there. When he really fell in love with Mi according to his bet, he realized that he was unable to undo the damage he had done to Mi. He ultimately paid a heavy price for his arrogance. But objectively speaking, Lu later had no intention of playing with Mi. After all, the inflatable doll Lilith was not made for others to see. Moreover, he did not take advantage of Mi's feelings to gain benefits from heaven. Although he is selfish, cunning, and cruel, his character is not too broken. The source of the estrangement between him and Mi is not a matter of love, but different ideas, different positions, and opposing camps. The freedom Mi pursues is the freedom of all creatures in the world, and the freedom Lu pursues is his own freedom. Some people say that Lu attacked Tianjie to seize Mi. I don't agree, because Lu also knows that Mi can't let his people be slaughtered. Doing so will only push Mi to a dead end. I don't deny that Lu really loves Mi, but you can't have both country and beautiful people. If Lu doesn't give up his ambition, they can only go further and further in the opposite direction. "Our fairness and justice are not on the same scale, so we don't know the details of our contributions to each other." (From "Angel Dream: Fire Emblem") This sentence is the most suitable to describe Lumi. It is precisely because there is no real understanding of each other's efforts that a series of doubts and suspicions will appear later. Then, there is God. To be honest, whether it's Tianjin, Tianmeng or the Creator God among the gods, I haven't really seen through it all. But one thing is certain, God did not want to separate Lu and Mi because of jealousy. Because as the delimiter and controller of the rules of the world, God does not allow personal emotions. The birth of Mi means that God has abandoned the emotions that he should not have. In almost all angel and demon novels, gods are unlikable characters. But when watching "Holy Light", I was sad to see Mi die, and even more sad to see God die. God used that bet to make Lu fall in love with Mi by revealing the method of destroying himself. I think God is truly good for the way. Because only if you understand love, you will not be so cold and selfish, you will be considerate of others, and you will be considerate of other people's feelings. And that "I'll tell you how to destroy me" means that when you know what love is, I will completely let go and let you decide your own destiny. I don't think God's love for Lu is true love, but infatuation, like the sculptor falling in love with the statue in the ancient Greek story. Because the first condition of love is that both parties are equal, and there is never the possibility of equality between the Creator and the creature. The road is in the world, and God is outside of all things. Lu's feelings for God are not true love, but attachment, just like a child who wants to monopolize his parents' favor. However, one day, his parents suddenly no longer favor him, and he will start to take revenge. If you think about it carefully, many of God's words of criticism are objective and pertinent. If Lu could let go of his arrogance and calm down to think and reflect on his own behavior, many things between him and Mi would not have become irreversible. Many readers do not understand the meaning of the ending of Battle of Holy Light. In fact, from beginning to end, God is directing everything. His last act of rebellion was actually forcing Mi and his group to take action. He is fulfilling his promise---if you fall in love with him, you win, and I will tell you how to destroy me. When you make a mistake, you have to pay the price, and God is no exception. God made a mistake when he had emotions he shouldn't have. So overall, he is fair. His final act of self-destruction shows that he is willing to pay for the mistakes he made. Rather than simply placing the original sin on a scapegoat. Therefore, God is not a scumbag either. Finally, there is rice. The justice and freedom that Mi pursues are free from any selfish desires and purposes and are for everyone, including angels and demons. He truly loves them and hopes to build an equal and peaceful world. Mi is distressing. He has been making multiple choices between emotion and reason, and has been scarred on the road to pursuing ideals and love. Mi is a bit out of shape in the last few chapters of the third part of The Gods, because Mi's character determines that he will not give up his principles and follow Lucifer. The rice in the Holy Light is the image of Michael that truly conforms to the original ideas. The beauty of the country is stunning, and the heart is exquisite with seven orifices. The appearance of rice blew a fresh wind into the decaying upper heaven. It was the inner beauty that attracted Lucifer and Metanzo like moths to a flame. A meter is not the same as a road. Because Satan symbolizes indulgence and free will, and he must stand on the altar as an archangel symbolizing justice and mercy, playing the role of an enforcer of justice, which means that he has to bear a heavier responsibility than Lu Lu. Original sin pulled him down from the altar, crying for others and laughing for others. He was no longer an empty object of worship, but a Michael who sacrificed for love without regrets. His love is so pure and fierce, like a flame, burning with the beauty of determination and the beauty of destruction. Even so, it does not damage Mi's heroic image. No matter how much he loves Lu, he will not do anything to harm the heaven for Lu. Although he took the risk of killing gods during the Battle of Holy Light to save Lucifer, the main reason was to protect his students. If it was Mi who was just obsessed with ideals or just obsessed with love, it would not make me so moved. He is so strong that even if he is bloodied by emotional and rational choices, he will not give up either his ideals or his love. I am fascinated by him, for his beauty that radiates from the inside out, that beauty that has gone through the world and still remains pure and unyielding. Heroes' endings are usually unsatisfactory. The strongest will break. He is strong and fragile. In fact, the moment he stepped into the Void Gate, he should have more or less understood the consequences of doing so. I think he must be tired. No matter how great a sacrifice is, there is a limit, and he has nothing left to give. Throwing the burden of responsibility to the children and no longer playing the role of a hero, he dedicated his entire life to paying tribute to his dead love. So, he finally returned to the altar, became a name on the monument, became synonymous with freedom and justice, and became... A lover who can no longer be touched. I think it is rice like this that makes people want to possess it and keep it. But Lucifer's arrogance and paranoia made him miss him, Metanzo's forbearance made them miss him (no matter how great the original sin is, there is a limit. If Metanzo was more determined and let Mi see his efforts - after all, Mei may also be cursed by the blood of loyalty - maybe the ending would be different), Al's silence made him miss him (he loved her so much that he couldn't express it), and Mammon's blood relationship made him miss him. No one can get him in the end. Like a pure white lotus, he came to the dirty world and left spotlessly clean. If I were Yal, what would I say to you? Michael. My sweetheart is an indomitable hero. One day you came from heaven on top of the clouds to hell and took me away. We will return to the Kingdom of Light. Even if you don't know that I love you, as long as I can stay by your side, it is my greatest happiness. Unfortunately, I guessed the beginning correctly, but not the ending. The jianjia is green and the white dew is frost. The so-called beauty is on the water side! If you follow it back, the road will be long and blocked. Looking back from it, Wan is in the middle of the water. You are my only beautiful myth, and you are my gorgeous and illusory dream. Although you are only separated by Yingying water, you are always out of reach. Without you, the eternal day in heaven becomes a long night. I tried my best to keep you, but I couldn't help but disappear from both places. Prince of God, if I have the power of the Supreme One, I will let you sleep forever, let your affectionate eyes no longer look through the sea of ​​clouds, and let your exquisite and clear heart no longer be covered with dust. Prince of God, if I have the power of the Most High, I will make you forget the past, no longer need to choose between reason and emotion, no longer haunt the lost love. Prince of God, if I had the power of the Supreme One, I would break your wings, hide this flawless beauty, and imprison it in a place where no one can find it. Locked in the distant seventh seabed, in the crystal palace deep in the coral jungle; locked in the dark but gorgeous castle of gods and demons, under the layers of curtains on the bed; frozen in the temple above the nine heavens, in the pool full of white lotuses; imprisoned in... The time when even I will lose you in the end!

There is nothing to say about the writing and conception of this article, but the divine way accounts for too much, and the presence is very strong. God here is more like a chaotic and righteous position. The final highlight is very sufficient, and the Lucifer book on paper is also very interesting.

I watched it from beginning to end, a surprise that was ten years overdue. I can't tell whether it's he or be, I just feel that this is the best ending for Mi Lu. Thousands of years later, we are still each other's believers.

The first time I read this article was in junior high school. At that time, there were actually many things I didn't understand, such as why Yal was wrong to question Belial at the meeting, such as the story of the bird and the boy. Now that I have graduated from college, I understand this and find that this article is really excellent. Michael and Lucifer in the article are really three-dimensional. Michael's pursuit of equality in the novel has always been consistent with the angry young man Isaac in God's Sent. This is really touching. So does God. There is a huge difference between looking at these things from God's perspective and Michael's perspective. My wife handled it so well. After reading what the author had to say, I discovered that my wife wrote this article in college, which is really great. The characters, plot, and writing are all very talented. Although I feel that I have never had the fate to "see you again" with my wife these years, I still like you very much and hope you will still write.

I was revisiting Tianshen recently and was lucky enough to find this article. I couldn't sleep for a long time after reading it. The theme that the gods thought about but failed to express is perfected by the author in the fan-the flesh will eventually decay, but true love is eternal. Pay tribute.

Seeing eternity gives me a feeling of finality. I have always felt that God loves Lucifer, how could he not love Lucifer, He must love Lucifer. So much so that it just fell into place and there seemed to be nothing wrong with it. Or maybe I never regarded this alien god as a real god. I have a problem with my attitude towards Jehovah. I do not recognize the final boss in this demon novel as a god. Just like Sakyamuni, Brahma, Allah... For me personally, any land in China is more divine in my heart. There is no doubt that my views are the most horrific blasphemy in any religion. I don't believe in God, I don't respect God, I have no respect for God, so I often use people to maintain the illusion of God. It is true that the world is often upside down, and appearances do not reveal the truth. In my opinion, God is indeed the most terrifying. When I honor God, believe me, He must have fear in my heart, except the begetter of all, the Father of all, the Love of all. Does nature hate humans? Does God hate humans? Any god with human nature must not be a god! When gods take over human beings, how can I make them not fearful with my views? If I love the sun instead of the sun god, am I not taking but not giving? If you don't doubt it, doesn't it mean you don't believe it? God loved Lucifer and loved that cold star with all his heart. When I so agree, why does it not seem to me that he is human and lacks authority, depriving him of his divinity? How is divinity? Love everyone. What is human nature like? Love children more than parents, love people more than others. In God's world there is no one else but everyone. People say: if you pray to the gods, you get too little; if you make friends with the devil, you pay too much. Little did you know that the so-called "prayer" is insignificant if you don't just have a leisurely meal. Didn't God give everything at this time? If you fight against the devil, you will give up everything, but the devil will only be exchanged for a drop in the bucket. The insignificance of all people can be exchanged for the possession of a god. All the smiles, all the understanding... All the love. The heaviest silence and love in the world. The devil's penny can be exchanged for a person's everything. A person will lose his life, a family will lose his family, and a country will lose his country. What can I say? So falling in love with Lucifer, how can it not be a fall? It's just that it's so lonely up there that I can't bear to leave him alone. I can't love you and I can't care about it. I was almost, just a little bit close, falling in love with you. What a pity, I was only a little bit away from falling in love with you. In the end, the two of them could only look at the chasm that they had no time to cross, the city defenses that were still standing, the natural chasm that was suddenly opened, and the word "separate". Just a little bit away from falling in love with you. If this is true for Lucifer, why not be true for God? Because you are not in love, you can be cold and calculating; Because you haven't fallen in love, you can choose rationally; Because you haven't fallen in love, you can... Tear love apart! Use all your God-consciousness to tell yourself that you don't care; Use all your dignity for God to prevent yourself from being jealous; Use up all your love for God and let yourself... Not love! Does God love Lucifer? It's almost, just a little bit closer to falling in love with you. Almost, even the rational part aches; Almost, I want to be shaken only for you; Almost, just a little bit, I can give up my identity as the God of Creation and my responsibilities as the God of Creation for you; Almost... Just love you! God was just a little bit close to falling in love with Lucifer, and Lucifer was just a little bit short of falling in love with God. Almost... Almost fell in love. It's not that love isn't enough, it's just that there is more love. I once thought, if I were not God, would you still see me. Even if it doesn't happen, I still hope so. Being able to love the person you want to love without having to force yourself to give up for all the reasons that I can't tell you, and stay in love with the person you love. Why I left you, I can never say, I am afraid that if I say it, you will never give up again... And I will never give up again. I can't make any more mistakes... I won't tell you what will happen next time and let you think I'm a coward…just let us all think I'm a coward… It's my own fault. My choice has already been made, which is to abandon you. This is me. Even so, I still hope that I was once my pride, my treasure, and my morning star. Please remember me. I have a lot to say to you, but now I know that you don't want to listen to a word. I no longer expect your forgiveness for many things. I think I will one day get used to our hostility. But I still want to tell you my heart: Where the treasure is, there is the heart. Does God love Lucifer? Actually love. Is it possible for God to abandon everything and love Lucifer? Just a little bit, almost... Almost. If not, he wouldn't be so cold and decisive; if not, he wouldn't be so cruel and incomprehensible. Before throwing away original sin, God actually loved Lucifer with His love. Negativity-free, perfect, unreal, God's love. There is such a person whom you met at the beginning of your life and was born in his arms. He is very partial to you and dotes on you very much. Not overjoyed, not angry, not jealous, not sad, not sneering, not tired, and most of the time, especially noncommittal. Frustrated? It seems like it's just pampering. If Jehovah is God, his instinct is creation, light, and love. Do you still have doubts? This is of course not the same as human intentional love. He dotes on Lucifer, prefers Lucifer, loves him very, very much. I love you very much, everyone in heaven and on earth knows it. Even loving to the point of happiness can also lead to pain. But still not mortal love. It will be hurt because of love, it will be cold because of distance, it will be painful because of separation, it will be very painful... It will be so painful that you will cry. At least, not then. At least, at that time, God had not cried. Since when. In the center is the god, taller than anyone else, and the air is cold. However, turn your head to the side and you can see his right wing. At this time, a smile seems to be conveyed. When you go to see God, remember to smile. Just smile. Because God will tell you that smiling at the one you love is the happiest thing. In the years to come, Shen Shen will smile to his right side when he misses her, even though that smile has become sparse and lonely, like a solitary goose flying over the lake, always looking at the reflection in the water before it falls. In the eyes of many angels, God is a reflection of heaven, existing in heaven but not in heaven. Therefore, no one knew that the God they had never raised their heads to look up to could actually laugh and cry. No one knows when God learned to laugh, and no one cares. No one thought about it either. No one asked him to learn, but he learned it anyway, but found that he still didn't change after learning. No angel would respond to him and rejoice in him. Lucifer, did I tell you: the light of Saint Floria is because I am here. As long as you are by my side, I am always very happy. Even if I think of a very sad memory in the future, I will smile sadly. Because this is also the happiness I once had. Lucifer, the light of Saint Floria is because of me, and the eternal light of Saint Floria is because of you. The dawn of the past and the dusk of today, who is frozen forever for whom? God's smile is beautiful. Kindness and tolerance, misty blooming, warmth and sweetness, immortal peace, seem to be happiness. The most shocking thing, only Lucifer has seen it. The stars and rivers are hanging upside down, the mountains and rivers are overturned, and the universe is spinning... Other smiles, no matter how beautiful they are, are... Unhappy! If God had not abandoned original sin and lost his love for Lucifer, God would not have learned the love of mortals. God will love Lucifer very much, but what about Lucifer? He will never know. You are gentle to everyone, you are indulgent to everyone, and you don't love me. You don't love me, my ethereal lover. Where are your eyes? If you love me, why don't you fill me with light? If you love me, why don't you spend time with me? If you love me, why don't you stay with me forever? Even if it overturns the light and the river, You don't love me. Love cannot always be suppressed. The longer it is buried, the deeper it will become. What does it feel like to come full circle and fall in love with someone again? I understand that feeling. Michael, I understand... I can no longer deceive myself that it is not love, I can no longer convince myself not to love, I can no longer force myself not to love anymore, I can even restrain myself to have a little bit of dignity and fight against it when I see his eyes. There was no way not to be jealous of Michael, knowing so clearly that I had lost him. I would give anything to be by his side. But it can't even do this. I used to like the stars the most, because they filled the sky, as if they would never be alone. Even if the bright moon is by your side, you will not lose your charm because of the bright moon. I have blessed them with patience and expectation, connecting them with every angel, so that the blessing can be shared by the stars and angels. In those early years, I had no contact with any response from my creations, so I had no way of telling them about it until time turned it into a secret. Lucifer does not understand my preference for the stars, and I have never said that: because to me, every one of them is you. But I remember Lucifer's words. He said to me: The stars are too cold, why don't you look at the human world. He said to me: There is a cave in the human world, and there is a scene in it that can be compared with the Milky Way. Lucifer said: They are not as eternal as the stars, and their lives are extremely short, and their brilliance is not enough to compete with the stars. But when they are together, there is no life more magnificent than this. Lucifer spoke a little excitedly, his eyes were a little red, anxious and aggrieved, but he looked at me expectantly. I felt my heart get hot. But after all, I did not agree to go to the human world with Lucifer to see that scene with him. In the years after Michael died, I went to the endless sea alone, the place of death. There, I created that scene. On the boundless dark sea, I created a lonely cliff there, and then I used all my imagination to create a starry sky without a moon, and then left a secret. The stars all over the sky were extremely shining, illuminating the dark sea surface into a silver sand color with a hint of sky blue. The sky showed a velvet-like fluorescent blue, and the extremely clear blue encompassed the vast starry sky. However, at a certain time of the day, a little bit of light will separate from the cliff, under the water, in the starry sky... Anywhere, little by little, cluster by cluster... And eventually fill the sky and the earth, reaching its peak in an instant. Satin-like fluorescence, in the sky, on the water surface, under the water, wherever you look, you can't tell where is the starlight, where is the reflection in the water, and where is the twinkling little life. If anyone sees it, no one will say, that moment is not eternity. But when I look at how grand and luxurious everything I have created is, I can't help but feel lonely. I looked at all this, the sound of flapping wings in my ears, and the powerful sense of life that I couldn't ignore. They were not comparable to the simple, silent stars. But I can't tell the difference between this kind of life and those stars. Their fluorescent light is for courtship, and each of them pursues their own kind so eagerly to share a strong love. But among the thousands and thousands of countless fluorescent lights, not a single one is to thank me for giving them life. When everything unfolded before my eyes. I am not life. I am above any life, so there will not be a lamp to light up for me, and there will not be a star that will belong to me. It turns out that the reason why I can never forget my loneliness is not that Lucifer is not by my side. But I understand so well that there will not be a life in the world that will light up the lamp for me. The tallest are lonely. Only when you can endure loneliness can you reach higher. The higher you are, the lonelier you are... It turns out that this is only for life. However, all lives will have a light that allows them to resist the loneliness of life. I won't have it. In other words, my light is the whole world. Lucifer, I have thought clearly. From now on, I will truly be your enemy. I love this world, which is different from my love for you, but I decided to abandon you. Because since Michael left, I have lost my life forever, and you will never protect my lamp for me who does not belong to life. You love Israel who was born for you so much, but the Lord who was left for the world is your enemy. What you love is just the life that attracts your attention, but not me who does not belong to life. In fact, there was a lot that he didn't say, and he couldn't bear to say it in his tone. Love is not as beautiful as imagined, but Lucifer loved the love in his imagination. God loves Lucifer, but He truly loves the world He created and any life He created. So Michael loves Lucifer more than anything, but he can't let go of the gods. And Jehovah can give up his love for Lucifer for the world, but he still cannot stop loving Lucifer. From being unmoved to gradually being very partial, very doting, and very deeply loved, it is indeed not the love that people intended. Until you abandon your original sin, lose your love for Lucifer, and fall in love with Lucifer again, it is the burning, mortal love that corrupts God. It's just that God is indeed confused, but he cannot leave the world alone. Because... He is God... He loves the world he created and any life he created. This love and his love for Lucifer exceed the load of God, so God can really only destroy. The same goes for Michael. Michael actually died because of this, but Lucifer will eventually understand the people he loves and accompany Michael to support him along the way. This result was connected to "God" without realizing it, but it made me sigh again, what's the difference between them? But so different. To tell the difference, Jehovah gave up Lucifer for the world. Jehovah gave up his life, freedom, and right to choose for the world, or in other words, he chose to give up love. It's not that I don't have a choice, it's just that it's the same a thousand times and ten thousand times. Just like what I said above: I have already made my choice, which is to abandon you. This is me. Jehovah can give up many things, including Lucifer, but the only thing he cannot give up is his love for Lucifer. It's a contradiction to say, but it's true. You can use reason to give up happiness, but you can't use any reason not to love. The love for Lucifer, or the love for the world, was so heavy that he couldn't bear it, but no one would understand him, ever. God only gives. God does not belong to life, so no matter what he does, he will not get any response from his creation.

It's hard to talk about, almost impossible to type properly. I want to say ten thousand words but I can't organize the words. Three years later, I finished reading the author's college works in my dormitory. Putting aside all emotions, the weight of time itself has made me breathless. What's more, the biblical stories are still happening today. Human beings have never changed their nature. Our hearts tremble with the same emotions, and we commit the same sins thousands of times. The Holy Spirit descended on Jesus, who took upon himself the sins of mankind and showed the way back to God, a way now lost to the world. I just sigh when someone by the river sees the moon for the first time, and when the moon on the river shines on people for the first time.