Dawn and Dusk Amid the Clouds

Well, author, did you post the link to Shenma directly after the text?

The writing is good, I can't afford to hurt newcomers

"I hope that I can be irreplaceable in other people's hearts. I hope that others can care about me more than I care about her." "Without you, I would rather not have started..." I know I've staked my last thoughts on it I may understand Nalan's mood somewhat, I have also followed someone like this. At that time, I felt that everything about him was good, and the unreasonable troubles in the eyes of others were all taken for granted by me. My tolerance had already exceeded its limit. There is no reason. At first glance, I feel that this person is different, everything he says and does is different. I am also a person who is used to being indifferent and indifferent to worldly affairs, but I should be waiting for someone, waiting for someone to fall in love at first sight, even though I never believe in love at first sight. But there really is such a person, who is different from everyone else. Everything he did was reflected in my eyes, and I looked at him secretly like an idiot. But that's not love, I know, because I never thought about taking him as my own, I was very happy just looking at him like that. I just hope that there is a small corner in his heart for me, because I am determined that I will never meet such a person who makes me care about him again in this life. But the ending is never good. My childish love has never been reciprocated, and I wanted to chase him crazily again, but in the end I gave it up. It was too humble to perform a one-man show by myself. At least I left some dignity for myself, or maybe I didn't like him as much as I thought I did. "Young Master Yunmu, do you know how reluctant Nalan is to let you go..." Sooner or later, you will have to leave. If you go and come again, you will be even more disappointed. It is fatal to gain and lose again. Nalan probably knew the ending from the beginning, so he had reservations at the beginning, but in the end he couldn't help but fall into it. "I can finally touch you." When we touch, when we part. "In this world, only I can touch you, and only you can touch me. This is destined by God." I have to say that Nalan's freehand technique is really skillful, even though you keep saying that his writing is not good. But I can clearly feel the beauty. Yes, it is beautiful, whether it is Nalan or Xue, they are both beautiful. Regardless of disappointment, sadness, life or death, it must be beautiful. Only when beauty is absolutely beautiful will it leave a mark on that person's heart. Since childhood, a child has always had the dream of chasing the stars and the moon. (A child chasing the stars?) Loving someone very much will eventually become a belief. I think the relationship between Nalan and Yunmu should go beyond including but not limited to love. That is a more steadfast existence than love, faith, more than confidants than love. Not just close friends. If there is someone by my side, holding my hand, then there is nothing to fear about life and death. "With a smile, it's okay, it's okay" with a smile... Isn't it a holy incense? "The black sky hangs low, accompanied by bright stars. Insects fly, insects fly, who are you missing..." This children's song has been repeated many times. I thought I would never find such a clear and warm night again. Now I can't hear the wind or the snow, only the cicadas chirping. Jiuwei, Jiuwei... It must be another Nalan. Among the seven strings, one of the seven is destined to be alone and in disaster. Even if there is no auxiliary star accompanying me, I am not willing to sacrifice for myself the people I like or have nothing to do with. Could it be that I would rather the world betray me than I should disappoint the world? This is the value of caring for others and sacrificing oneself. This should be regarded as a kind of greatness, but in fact it is not convincing. You keep urging others not to give up on yourself, but you don't know that others don't want you to give up on yourself. Your mood is the same. From Nalan's writing, I can see something that you insist on. Although you are lonely, you cherish the feelings around you. You have never forgotten everyone who is willing to stay for you. But you have seen too much, and all your thoughts are accumulated in your heart. You are good to everyone, but there is always a sense of alienation, but for the person you love, you can't wait to take out your heart and show it to him. Nalan, Xue, Jiuwei, happiness, for the people who love you, the people you love, and the people who stay with you, even if they are passers-by, they will stay because you are worth it.

I don't ask about my past life, and I don't ask for reincarnation in the next life. I am willing to continue like this without giving up. Ruby Phoenix Qin? I remember that Li Huo's Yin Xue played the red jade phoenix... Could he be a fan of Li Huo? Could the woman in red be Ruge's past life? "In these thousand years, I have not been lonely." When I said this sentence, I realized that it was a biting loneliness. "I just hope that I will never be a human being or no longer be a human being." He began to wonder what kind of deep pain made him make such a vow. It turned out to be because of deception, betrayal, separation... There may never be any fairness between giving and receiving. This is the truth, because efforts can never be equally rewarded. Otherwise, there would be no word "chasing" in this world. No matter what, the one you fall in love with first will never be able to get over. Once you fall in love, you are destined to lose. It's okay if the other person loves you, but if she doesn't love you, and if she is also the one chasing others, you will be destined to remain lonely for the rest of your life. Destiny cannot be changed. It is doomed from the moment you are born. Love and hate in this life, chaos or epiphany. One day you think you have understood the meaning of life and that the trajectory of fate is about to change course. In fact, you are wrong. Your turn at this time is also destined. Every day is a page, a person's life is a book, and it is over when it is finished. X-Men is indeed a classic. I like the theme song of the theatrical version "Forever Love" the most. Later I watched Lelouch of the Rebellion. I always felt that Suzaku and Lelouch have shadows of Kamui and Fengzhen. The aunties of Clamp are really strong. Many classics that will never be forgotten are from their hands. For example, "Holy Biography" is really quite old. "I have never been a strong person." I guessed that it would not be a happy ending. "The blue sky with her is so beautiful." That is the feeling that only those who really like someone have, but often many years later, all we remember is the blue sky and not that person. Xue's life is destined to die for the girl. He said that even if he dies, he will die beautifully, and even if he dies, he will die for the one he loves. This ending may be the best for him. But readers will be heartbroken. Because of Xue's death, readers love him even more. If Xue is still alive, maybe there will not be so many people who love him. It is precisely because he is dead, and it is precisely because he has implemented decisive beauty and love from beginning to end, that we feel sorry for him even more. Such beauty and determination cannot be afforded by ordinary people. Maybe the person he loves will be different. "Beside the Jing River, everything is silent. Between the hazy sky and the earth, only two people are left, Chiyin." I really love the artistic conception of this section. Just imagine how beautiful it would be between the vast sky and earth, with only mountains and rivers, only the shadow of the moon, the cool night like water, and the harmony of piano and flute. After playing the piano alone for so long, a close friend finally appeared... But just as he arrived, that person was leaving. The momentary joy was replaced by loss, and I wanted to save... But I heard his voice but didn't see him. If you have a close friend, that will be enough. I can't help but wonder, who is it that can produce such a beautiful scene? Is he also an immortal? "Pick up skirts and pick flowers"? These four words are used wonderfully, as if they were used to describe women, but it is definitely not an exaggeration to use them to describe snow. The clearness of the snow looks good with any kind of flowers. No wonder she is recognized as the "fairy sister", haha, but Xue is used to it and won't be angry. He is very kind to everyone. "For some reason, I have gradually become indifferent to passers-by." I would venture to guess, is this the author's state of mind? After a person has been around for a long time and has seen many joys and sorrows, he will become indifferent and indifferent. No matter who or what happens, once he sees through it, it will be boring, but that's it. "Young man, you have been living here under the full moon, do you feel lonely?" "It's not necessarily lonely, it's just that there's nothing to do." Perhaps for the young man, the loneliness in these short days was still pleasant, but a little empty, but for the thousand years of snow, it was far from it. I can't help but wonder, what has Xue been doing in the past thousand years besides missing her? It's just playing the piano, it's just playing with flowers and feeling sorry for yourself. The clouds in the sky and the dusk of the setting sun are really extreme compared to the coldness of the snow. Although they complement each other, they will definitely not be happy. It is best to look at each other from a distance. A doctor does not heal himself, nor does a diviner. You can take care of the sky, you can take care of the earth, you can take care of others, but you can't take care of your own. But if it could really be calculated, wouldn't it be even more sad? How cruel it would be to live knowing the outcome from the beginning. Looking back at the cool clouds and twilight leaves, I ponder endlessly at dusk. Alas, there will be ups and downs every day, and the sorrow will never go away. It turns out that I am writing about myself, and indeed I am writing about myself. Why is Xue still so sad after meeting her soulmate? Suddenly I realized that it was time for Xue to leave, and it would be better not to see each other again than to part ways. I was afraid that no matter how much my sincerity was given, I would not be able to pull it out. By the time that person leaves, I don't know how many thousands of years have passed. Forest of Fireflies reminds me of a very healing animation. The male protagonist hugged the woman he liked and disappeared at the end. The first and last hug made him ecstatic because he could finally touch that person, even though it was only for a moment. I felt so depressed that the author had a bad heart and must have buried a bad ending. Snow is not a fairy, but a soul. It is described as elegance and elegance. "I just don't want to be like that person, giving up what shouldn't be given up, not knowing how to cherish what should be cherished." (I have only heard of Cang Yue's Tingxue Tower, but have never read it. It is worth reading.) "Seeing her getting carried away and rushing over to me, I moved slightly and caught her with a flick of my sleeves." It seemed like it was really the Forest of Fireflies... Burning together? Xue can still smile calmly... Then this must be the ending. We agreed to protect her for the rest of our lives, so how could we... Betray her... At this time, Xue was also Nalan. He had experienced too much, had too many names, and had too many identities, but there was only one Xue and only one person he loved. If I can see the woman in red again in the next life, Xue will still wait for her, die again, and then disperse with the wind. It's really sad to read, why don't you arrange a less sad ending for yourself? Why can't I be happy in this life even if I died miserable in my previous life? Why can't we live a good life? Even if she only loves one person in her life, Xue Huai has been worried for several lifetimes. Fortunately, with this kind of snow, Yan'er occasionally came to see him, and at least there were other people around him. Even if it wasn't many, it was better than being alone. "Black hair and red belt, wearing strange clothes, carrying Xiaoyao grass in his mouth, traveling thousands of miles, frivolous and unrestrained" reminds me of Li Xiaoyao. "Purple hair and white clothes" reminds me of Athena, I must be dazzled... But Yun Mu's white clothes and Xue's white clothes walked together, they really looked like a couple of gods. Sister Nalan? Haha, so funny... There were times when Nalan was teased, and he remembered that Xue usually made others stunned. These two months were all paid for on credit and did not originally belong to me. Got it "on credit"? What do you mean? Is the life we ​​are living now not what we should be doing? "Remember to notify me when Jichen is doing something." In modern terms, it would be "When you get married, remember to send an invitation!" It's really a match. One was livid, the other couldn't laugh or cry. In fact, for Xue, it doesn't matter whether she is a boy or a girl, because Xue is inherently beautiful regardless of gender or age. It would be great if there was someone who could always stay by Xue's side, never leave her, and drink and play the piano together. "In life, you can follow your heart. What's the problem if you fail? What's the shame of dying?" This is really chivalrous. Think of that sentence: Life is as long as grass and trees are in spring. How can there be joy in life, and why should there be fear in death? "Looking at his eyebrows, I smiled lightly, and there seemed to be millions of tender feelings in my heart. I felt that if my life was like this, no matter how short or long it was, I would have no regrets." Seeing this, I felt that Nalan had fallen in love with him, and he actually looked at him for so long... "A thief is naturally guilty. Do you doubt others are like him?" "As long as there is injustice in the world, clouds and dusk will be everywhere." Heroism and chivalry can always be seen in Yun Mu's words. Perhaps this is what Xue appreciates about him. "A lot of right and wrong should be understood best in the hearts of clear children." Perhaps this is the reason why Nalan likes Yan'er Lei'er. Simple, no scheming. "No matter how powerful Nalan is, Yun Mu will not fall for that trick." Is Nalan really planning to chase Yun Mu? If it can really succeed, that would be great. In fact, Yun Mu is just shy. "Suddenly I thought, it's okay to chase him all my life." I was actually a little happy, because after reading so many chapters, my heart was always depressed. Nalan finally had someone to chase, and he no longer had to play the piano alone. It would be great if he could be happy... Don't be alone with the thoughts and pains of thousands of generations. Don't force a smile. Don't be alone just for others. Flowers and lotuses. What's the use of hard work? You don't even know if you've lost your life. In the end, you are still alone, and Nalan should think about himself. "Even if I can never catch him, at least I can see him, which is already very happy, very happy..." We must catch him! What does it look like and can't be touched? Can you be happy just by looking at it? This is nonsense. Since two people are in love, they should be together, regardless of gender, age, or past life. They just want to hold hands at this moment. "I'm very willful. I'm very idealistic. Calmness and rationality are things that can be put to death." "Even if you know it's wrong, you still want to do it for some reason. " These paragraphs are all Nalan's monologues. These words cannot be said to everyone, just because that person is Yun Mu, a confidant, and someone who can be a close friend. "If I choose one of the two, I will naturally choose you. What's more, there is no choice from the beginning. You are the only one from the beginning." From the beginning, there was only me, and from the beginning, only you came. So there is no one else but you. "But I just want to complete this time. Without you, there will be regrets, and it will be fatal, irreplaceable, and irreversible... "What I like is you as a person, your words and deeds. Also... I like to read your writing, even though it is so few. " This reminds me of the opening sentence: "The blue sky with her is so beautiful. " To love someone is to love them with everything you have. "Yun and dusk, I like both words. I like him whole, I like his wholeness. " Nalan is still a foolish person after all. "Knowing that we will be separated, what does it matter if we have one more minute or one second? "This is Nalan's state of mind at the moment. At the beginning, Nalan was indifferent to others. "I don't know why, every time I meet passers-by, I have gradually become indifferent. " Finally met a soulmate, but had to be separated. (Alas, it turned out to be a trap)

I first learned about it because I had to read the code tutorial when I came to Jinjiang. At that time, except for that article, I didn't pay much attention to the rest. I just feel that this is such a genius, who can study the code so thoroughly. Later, I clicked on the adult's name and saw the column, and then I remembered that this person also wrote articles and was an author. Although I clicked it, I never read the text inside. It's not that I don't like it or that I don't have time, but that I'm afraid of comparing myself to others. As for why I came up tonight, it's because I'm very depressed tonight, and I think it doesn't matter if I'm a little more depressed. I just wanted to write a review on a whim, so I came here. Uh, that's getting off topic. In fact, I am here to write a long review, so it is inevitable to find some topics to make up the word count. Please ignore the above. ------I am the dividing line of comments------- I didn't regard it as a fanfic because I didn't know anything about refining, so I half-understood it as an original story. Everyone is attracted by beautiful things, and beautiful words are no exception. A poetic mood. The short sentences are precise and easy to read, making it smooth and comfortable to read. Words are magical things. They can draw that dreamlike mood into your mind, and permeate the coldness and loneliness between the lines, lingering in the story. I don't like sad stories, I just like this cold feeling. Like a long sigh, when you don't notice it, you describe what you feel and think in the most indifferent way, which is very impressive. All stories begin with death and unfold with magical rhythms. The two people who met for the first time hit it off, who was moved by whom, and who gave whom hope. And the blue thorns that stopped under the fingertips were somewhat intentional and somewhat unintentional. A gentleman is like jade. Nalan in the article is gentle and silent, and seems to be equally gentle to everyone. But his smile never reaches his heart. His alienation carries the sadness of being isolated from the world, and he is cold and unworldly. There is no greater sorrow than the death of one's heart. I thought maybe he was in despair, or maybe he was just disappointed. And is his despair because of her, because of his cursed body, or because of the endless time that has been consumed? A person wanders around day after day with the memories of every life, unable to find an exit. This is a terrible thing. This means that he will always be entangled in those painful memories and will not be able to escape. Or maybe they would rather remember than become a blank sheet of paper and start over. Then, the persistence of two flowers, the time limit of two months, the passion of two hearts, and the ambiguity of two people. After reading this article, as a fujoshi, I have to shout, Qiu, you said it well! The eyes of the female fan are indeed sharp! You have the courage to discover and promote JQ, Qiu, you are truly a model of a lesbian! Well... I have read the sentence "Where there are clouds, there are disputes" over and over again, but forgive my nature, I cannot calmly interpret this sentence as its literal meaning. But considering the acceptance level among male compatriots, I won't say much. From my perspective, the relationship between the two went from falling in love at first sight when they first met to cherishing each other later. Their attitudes towards each other are so ambiguous. Maybe it's because they both have unforgettable love and a lover they can't let go of. Maybe it's just that I don't dare to betray, and I just don't want to owe them anything. He just wanted to spend the rest of his time refining the birth of two flowers to make her happy and make the suffering people happy, but he never thought about himself. Yun Mu has the same stubbornness and unwillingness, the same kindness and vulnerability as him. He may have the same idea as him, as long as the flowers and leaves are refined, their pain will be over. Then be honest and face the feelings that are close at hand at this time. Even if it turns into ashes. So he said, let me help you. There was no hesitation. Loving one person is nothing more than that. I've only read the first few chapters because it's too late. In order to avoid being caught by parents who wake up late at night, I'll comment here first. Clumsy words with no focus, Liao Biao felt. I apologize for any mistakes in words or misunderstandings.

Snow, please update quickly~~~Hurry~~~Don't waste good writing skills!~ Update it soon~~~ (Shamelessly pulling on Xue Da's trousers to make a pitiful gesture)

"For me, this is not a half-measure... What I did was not for that flower, do you understand." The part "What I did was not for that flower" shouldn't be a period, right? "Huh? I looked up, and the tears disappeared and fell into the dust. What I saw was that he was as beautiful as a pear blossom." A typo!

This chapter made me laugh so hard~ It's so realistic!

This story~looked at from another aspect It's you!

Eh? I'm suddenly transported to modern times again!