This article was first conceived in junior high school. I still remember that at that time, the deskmate on the right was "she".
Every time I see her crying passionately for the one she loves, I feel heartbroken beyond measure. I wish I could replace him with my own body, but I can't.
The most central part is after the palace is broken, the master orders the heroine to kill the hero. The first draft only has four pages of pen writing. Feel the same.
The classmate Ma Zai on the right front stuck out his tongue as he looked at it. I asked, is it really that ugly? He said no, fine.
This article is also the most abusive to the author in this series.
The first and second chapters were written in 2009. A person I liked very much changed all the main posts to be wordless because he disliked me for always re-reading old posts to reminisce.
Out of grief and anger, I finally got the inspiration for this abusive article. The feelings of hatred and self-destruction were poured out smoothly.
When I picked it up again three years later, I couldn't keep the same style.
Starting from the third chapter, it is also very sad. Every time I am not seriously ill and half-dead but unable to survive, I rarely have inspiration.
Although the ideas are there, there is just one less impulse. Without that impulse, there is less spirituality.
Therefore, this article can really be described as a book of blood and tears. T T