[Hunter X Hunter] Self-Indulgence

The female protagonist is really cute and healing. If it were a male protagonist with normal outlook on life, he would be the same, but obviously Illumi is not one of them. He is a person who lacks emotions. As he said himself, he does not have the emotional needs that normal people have, such as comfort or care. This is a brutalist who fights in a harsh growth environment of survival of the fittest, and only cares about profit. But he is not emotionless, at least he wants Killua's love, and he is willing to accept the care and protection of the heroine. Deep in his heart, he longs for a deeper emotional bond. It is also because of this that the heroine can stay with him as his wife. I think he was probably attracted by the mystery of the heroine's unknown identity at the beginning. The control freak does not allow things that he does not understand to exist around him. This is why the heroine took the initiative to enter his jurisdiction and wanted to get his help and protection. This series of contacts made him have a desire to control the heroine. But this does not mean love. He has never fallen in love with the heroine from the beginning. If he really likes someone, he will change as the two get along. He will spontaneously care about the other person, at least he cares more about the heroine's feelings than shown in this article. The two people's always unequal relationship caused the heroine to lose her right to speak and herself. First of all, she does not have the strength to match Illumi. This alone does not conform to Illumi's views on mate selection. He will not respect people without strength at all and will only control and exploit them. More importantly, people who lose themselves also lose their attractiveness. For the heroine, it may be like the title of each chapter. The heroine is a dog that he suddenly became interested in raising when he had nothing to do, a pet. There was a huge hole in his heart that could not be filled, so it evolved into an inflated desire for control and ambition (desiring to get the power of Naniga). The heroine touched his heart but could not walk in. She could not fill the hole in Illumi's heart. The two ate, slept and worked together. They were almost inseparable for ten years, but neither of them entered each other's world. Illumi did not understand the needs of normal people for feelings, so he would not take the initiative to care about the heroine. The heroine was afraid of bloody events such as murder and did not dare to watch Illumi kill. Being imprisoned would cause nightmares. But killing is Illumi's daily life. If you can't accept my evil side, how can you love me? So he forced the heroine to watch him kill. The heroine has not brought any substantial help to Illumi from the beginning to the end. She is just doing odd jobs as a dedicated butler, and the servant who beats up enemies is definitely better than her. She never kills people when she marries into a family of killers. Illumi also said that family members cooperate with each other and do not interfere with each other. The existence of the heroine cannot be a help to Illumi and can only hinder it (being treated as a hostage becomes a weakness). He also has to bear the workload of two people. . . The heroine loves Illumi's strength and sense of security more because she is unable to survive independently due to her own weakness and is dependent on Illumi. Of course, I don't mean to belittle the heroine. The canine heroine is very cute, but... . These two really don't suit each other. . . Just like the song, wolves fall in love with sheep, carnivorous versus herbivorous. . . This is not a matter of ranking in the food chain, but the recipes are different. What a fun game!? PS: Illumi written by the author is really realistic. I have read it several times. The characters are very vivid. If I like it, I would like to suggest that I give Illumi a CP to play with next time~ (??ω??) Thank you very much for the article. Thank you for the hard work of coding! Take a bow.

At the end, this one-way love is really the heroine's self-satisfaction.

I want to know who the author is and I want to read other articles.

Ah... This is indeed the result. The eldest brother never trusted the heroine from the beginning and kept testing her.

Oh my god, I didn't realize until the end that the heroine had no name! ! I rushed to watch the second part~

I don't think Hisoka's every word is transliterated. Although he is a pervert, he doesn't need to express himself through this way of speaking. After all, the main point of perversion is behavior.

How should I put it, in the eyes of the eldest brother, giving her the status of beating up the enemy's wife and spending ten years on her should be equivalent to an exchange of equal value, right?

Gan... Illumi really fits the character. I feel like I don't have the ability to love. No, I should say I don't have any of the three beauties. I'm tired.

Hisoka is said to be very polite

Do you like this process of slowly deepening your feelings (being controlled)?