The Prince Consort's Daily Life

Looking back a few years later, I am still shocked. The most remarkable thing about the author is that he really showed Sima Wei's terror, instead of just telling it. When I watched it this time, I was thinking, when Sima Wei first made this decision, what was his mentality towards the heroine? Have you fallen in love with her, but can't let go of your past worries? Or do you dare not love intellectually, but have the desire to break out in your heart? No matter what it was, Sima Wei made an experiment on himself, a terrifying gamble. Under the layers of design, there is a real self that Sima Wei in his twenties dare not face. If we refer to the initial Sima Wei 1.0, The Sima Wei 2.0 Before amnesia, and the first eight years 3.0 To represent it—— In fact, no matter what decision 3.0 Made, he always won. If the heroine is not so deeply in love, 3.0 Can achieve the great perfection of 2.0 Through this experience with the help of his "talent" and the buff given by 2.0. Since there is no light and hope in the world anyway, then if you are full of power and desire, go to the extreme of perversion, and go to the dark side, you will no longer have any hesitation or choice. If 3.0 Decides to continue to lose his memory, it means that he has found happiness, ultimate happiness. Many people think that this result is because the male protagonist, a big living person, has given all the initiative to the queen. I have also swayed like this before. In fact, it was the heroine who was designed, instrumentalized, tested, and manipulated to death. 3.0 Is a complete winner no matter which way you choose. Because 2.0, Who has such a miserable childhood and is full of sins, is doomed to tragedy and is destined to be unable to have the perfection of ordinary people. If the starting point for ordinary people is the horizon, then Sima Wei is at the center of the earth. Based on such a tragic background, even though 3.0 Is a lot "unpleasant" compared to ordinary people, compared with the darkness of 2.0, It is the best result that can be achieved. 2.0 Always needs to face an explanation for the wrong things he has done. Recovering memory and pursuing perfection will inevitably involve paying a greater price. It is not just about overcoming oneself. There has never been a result in the world that can be achieved without compromise. From this perspective, losing memory is both punishment and survival, and letting go is active surrender and self-salvation. 2.0 It's too painful and helpless, otherwise I wouldn't have wrapped myself up in layers to numb and deceive myself.

I saw this a long time ago and it was very shocking! Few novels have left such a deep impression on me.

I think many people have made a mistake No matter how much he loses his memory, Sima is still the same Sima. He has never disappeared. Many of the things he once did were the result of a deformed character born from a pathological upbringing. He is a kind person at heart, just like his master said He also hates that kind of self, but there is no way to get rid of that kind of personality, just like we are often dissatisfied with our own personality but can't change it. Rather than killing his former self because he loved the heroine, it is better to say that the glass of wine gave him a chance to start over, a way to control himself. He was kind and did not want to bring war to the world, but if he was resurrected, this war would be necessary. He is not a coward, and as always smart and bold in thinking and doing

This ending is really BE. Sima Wei became a coward who dared not face himself. He is far more afraid of his past self than he trusts his present self, and he cannot even trust human reason. He dared not take back his memory, face his ambitions, and recall his past sufferings. He is alive, but completely dead. From everyone's point of view, this ending is really good. From his personal point of view, this ending is completely sad. It is a personality that has made the choice to give up reinventing itself, and it is a complete denial of human change and rationality. I started following this article because I just wanted to read about the love between a man and a woman, but somehow I didn't follow it in the middle. Now I've read it to the end in one go. This is a good article, but I don't want to thank the author.

The male protagonist is very much a wife himself, but he was forced to be like this by external factors. No matter black or white, she is actually a wife. In fact, the male protagonist in the dream is more depressed about the environment. What will happen if you think about him carefully? She had psychological trauma in her childhood and curled up to protect herself. The essence is still the character of a wife. At most, she can pretend to be a wife for a while, and then she will immediately transform back into a married woman. Dark thoughts, why does he do this? Isn't it just to protect himself? The heroine is now the hero's support, and the hero is now the heroine's person. You can protect him and send out this signal. Having a complete personality does not mean losing him. The heroine, you are an emperor, you are the hero's wife, and the hero has always been afraid that the heroine will kill him. As an emperor, the heroine is immature and allows her male queen to come into contact with foreign ministers. As a wife, she cannot provide a sufficient sense of security and relies on external forces. The harem is a symbol of the emperor's status, and it is not acceptable to dismiss the harem. You can straighten women's cancer, but you can't let your harem feel that you can't.

Eight years ago, he set up a trap and entered the palace with amnesia in order to seek the Qing Kingdom and the world, as well as the military strategy. So in the end, it was because of falling in love that it was self-defeating and got myself involved? Not only was the military book destroyed by him, but his past memories could never be recovered... Sigh... Although the male and female protagonists were together, they were still a little sad that the male protagonist had lost himself, the past, and his goals. I can't tell whether I am sad or happy...

Sky! So wonderful! Author, how did you come up with this idea? It's amazing... (T_T)

I feel that there is no need to drink and dream of death after the second eight years... From the Queen's point of view, is it possible that a couple of sixteen years can't withstand the psychological trauma of the emperor's childhood? I have always believed that a person after amnesia is still the same person, but the authenticity caused by many experiences has been washed away a lot... Since the emperor's husband, who was close to all the truth in the first eight years, chose to drink and dream of death, then in his heart, everything has made decisions and choices... In the second eight years, the Queen still wants him to drink, so what does it mean? Because they love each other so much that they can't tolerate any mistakes? Alas... Husband and wife for sixteen years, and the choice they made eight years ago, there's nothing they can't confess between them, right? I feel sorry for the royal husband~ I hope that the third cup of drunkenness is fake, and the queen is reluctant to let him drink it, and finally tests it, and then the emperor slowly recovers his memory, and by the way, he finds perfection in the embrace and comfort of the queen's love, and walks out of the shadow of the past...

It seems that for the first few chapters, I immediately jumped to the end. I feel so frustrated. I want to see the male protagonist restore his memory, but I hate the female protagonist, she is a scumbag. So cruel...

There are not many extra chapters in novels these days, so it's hard to realize that they are novels.