A Certain Substitute Soul King

This is the story of a woman who died twice and was still single, until she finally found someone. It is a tale so (wildly) moving and (heart) wrenching that it deserves to be celebrated. (Maybe?) Before you read: This is an old abandoned story I wrote when I was a total loli fan. The male lead was originally meant to be Toshiro Hitsugaya, but when I later added an ending, I couldn't stop myself from letting loose. So this story has an open ending. The early part is basically a diary, and the later part takes a wild turn. Except for the final three volumes, you can pretty much skip around as you like. It's best not to read the last two volumes, because the male lead changes. They count as alternate endings. Content warnings: Primarily a Bleach story with a little crossover, a planned love polygon, some corruption and NTR, plus all kinds of clichéd, melodramatic plot twists. Nearly all the male characters are out of character. The female lead acts affected for no reason and has a split personality early on, then becomes dazzlingly cool and impossibly charming later. Please proceed with caution. Theme: Exploring how love turns to hate.