[Hunter X Hunter Fanfiction] A Free and Illusory Dream

Read it in one sitting. I personally divide the current article into two parts. The first half is about Ella's personality, growth, strength, and freedom. The background of her life is full of the blue of the sky. She is truly moving towards freedom. Even if she has to go through a thorny road ahead, she is not afraid of powerful opponents, because she learns, uses, grows, and masters power, and has a personality and life like power and fire. She is the self and protagonist of her life. Even if a knife has a pearl handle, the blade always points forward, and it is always a murderous weapon that drinks blood. I am saddened by the experience of being trapped in the Chimera Commune, and acknowledge the power brought by bird bones (of course, this does not prevent the scumbags of Chimera and Laurent from being exterminated, and I do not mean to say that trash is good); I personally think that Catherine, as a mother, taught her physical skills and taught her to master power. She learned from Hisoka how to fight and how to move her abilities forward, and the support and courage she received from her friends are her shining points, and the preservation of her own personality is the most important thing. The second half takes a turn for the worse, and I can't even bear to think about how long it takes for the pain caused by these ordeals to heal itself. The part about beating up enemies gave me very mixed feelings. Beating the enemies is her family, and more importantly, a family. This behemoth swallows everyone. Da Di Ke is the master of the family, but also the slave of the family. "Everything is for the family"; he cannot tolerate the existence of people with different backgrounds. If you cannot control it, you will use all means to destroy, distort and assimilate it. After being destroyed, you will even think it is "normal". I have always liked Borges's poems. When the author used it in the article, I was moved by Ji Qiu's motherly love. Until I saw the actions later on that in order to keep Ella, he even twisted her will and destroyed her personality. I felt so shocked and complicated that I couldn't express it for a long time. I can't say that her behavior is correct, nor can I deny her personality and the pain of being a mother who lost her daughter for fourteen years. I can only say that people cannot go to one extreme. Of course, I have nothing to say about Yi Mi. This person's various behaviors can no longer be said to be dog talk and dog behavior. Is this how to maximize interests? When I read the article, I hated a paper man for the first time... The ants on the roadside said it was so outrageous that they couldn't be saved and were waiting to die. (Smile) I just hope that after the cloudy rainy season, Ella can have a happy roll in the warm sunshine on the green grass facing the sunny blue sky. Before a woman becomes a daughter, a woman, a lover, or a mother, she is first herself. Before Ella has any identity, she is just herself, a "person" with her own personality. Ae-ra saved herself with her own power that would not betray her. She did not stay where she was and feel sorry for herself, she did not succumb to the darkness of fate, she did not wait for the "kiss of true love" from the "prince", she did not become a doll trapped in a luxurious dress and a jeweled cabinet that could only be manipulated by others, and had no luck or so-called luck. Instead, she mustered up the courage to fight against fate, using courage, perseverance, mentality, resourcefulness, strength, and uniting all possible people to finally save herself. Just like "Ella" in Disney fairy tales, she is a queen, flying in the blue sky with free wings, unrestrained. "You know, some birds are not destined to be caged. Every feather of theirs shines with the light of freedom."

The deepest impression after reading it is Ella's fate. Ella is really charming. The common image of flying birds is freedom, but birds are also fragile to a certain extent., That kind of affectionate, choking, suffocating love made Ella drown in a sea of ​​creepy warmth. As for Illumi, I don't know much about him, but in my heart he is so dark and cold, always calm, and will never sacrifice his own interests to care about other people's emotions when he has conflicts of interest with others. Maybe that's why I can't push him. I have to say that the description of Hisoka in this part (he would not go to Ella even if he knew what happened to her) made me feel horrified. I have never understood the emotion between them so deeply - crazy and dangerous, as if dissolved in the bones and blood and rooted in the soul, but always tense and sharp like a bowstring. In my opinion, Ella longs for love and comfort, but subconsciously believes that such emotions in the world will not come to her, so she can pursue a rootless emotion so passionately and sincerely. Reunion and separation, love always hides killing each other... When capriciousness falls into the relationship, it will be so romantic and cruel. Ella still has the unshakable purpose of revenge, but what happens when she succeeds? After she is completely free, after she finally becomes the completely free person she ideally desires? Will she hope for... A peaceful and warm relationship? ... But maybe she will fly down like this stubbornly forever, I can't say for sure. After all, she has been such a rebellious person since she was a child. I hope Aila will get better and better. Suddenly I understood Ji Qiu. The hunter's world is too cruel. Even if she can adapt and survive well, I would rather she not spread her wings than let her wings fall off. But this is impossible. I hope Aila will get better and better. (So ​​what is the frequency of updates! What! What! What! Ah! Hey! It's super painful, okay! (Crying. Jpg))

Dad is like a policeman, he always comes back after the incident is over

Wuwuwuwu, Hisoka is such an upright and reliable pervert, I miss him so much.

Oh, how can Ji Qiu regret it? She won't. She will control her even more harshly again.

I like Killua, but I don't like her mother and the children who look like her... I suddenly understand Zi Po Nian

I watched it a little too fast. To be honest, I didn't understand much. I just felt that what Illumi and the others did may have good intentions, but brother xq and sister really couldn't accept it. I could feel the nausea and Aila's emotions through the screen. I felt that Aila was really miserable. She was abducted and reformed. She should have no sense of family affection there. She had no expectations. She had endured more than 10 years of pain. These experiences were beyond their understanding. After finally returning home, I thought it would be better. In the end, each of her actions was more crazy than the other. There is a way of showing sincerity to others. The feeling of being kicked to the ground by others. Although they do seem to love Aila, this kind of love is really suffocating.

When will the author update again? Give me your Alipay account and I will send you money to help you finish writing.

Ilmi is really scary... There is no feeling of family at all. Isn't this just a tool? Siba must have discovered the problem, right?

Qwq Is Siba completely indifferent to what Ilmi did? Why does she react like this?