Lighter and Princess Dress: The Wild Grass Garden

I read it once in 22 years. I was too young at the time and my reading was limited to Zhu Yun's "moth to flame" love brain and the fact that Li Xun had slept with many ex-girlfriends. I frowned several times before finishing it. Reading it now, I feel completely different. This article cannot be read as an ordinary sweet romance article. Zhu Yun and Li Xun in the novel are more like two sick people attracted to each other, one is wilting and the other is bright. Freud once said: "Love originates from human beings' desire for their own incompleteness." People can only fall in love with three types of people: the first is the ideal self that one wants to have but does not yet have; the second is the past self who has similar emotional experiences to oneself; the third is the current self who is in the same frequency as oneself. In the original work, Zhu Yun's love for Li Xun obviously belongs to the first type; while Li Xun's love for Zhu Yun is more inclined to the third type. Li Xun The character of Li Xun in the original work is multi-faceted and complex, making it difficult to understand. He is a genius who relies on his talents and prides himself on others. Before he got together with Zhu Yun, his ex-girlfriends were like running water. Before he went to prison, he kept his blond hair. He will not bow his head easily to the people he cares about. He is super arrogant and has paranoid personality disorder. His family background is also different from what is shown in the TV series. He is Li Lan's half-brother and the son of the mistress. His biological mother died of illness and he was beaten by his three brothers since he was a child. Li Lan was the only person who was kind to him when he was a child. After elementary school, he had no money to continue studying, so he helped Fu Yizhuo with his homework and took exams to make money. After Fu's father noticed his IQ, he took Fu Yizhuo's place in high school and took the college entrance examination. After successfully taking the substitute exam, he repeated the exam using his original file. He speaks extremely sarcastically, but sees people very clearly and can understand people's hearts. He could see the rebellious and dark side in Zhu Yun at a glance, and treated Zhu Yun like flying a kite, sometimes being tight and then flying. And Zhu Yun was fully aware of the process of "catching her to chase him". I understand Zhu Yun's pursuit of Li Xun like a moth to a flame as a self-disgust, self-exile, and a reverse confrontation against Zhu's mother. As Zhu Yun herself said - "I choose to be with him, not just because of love." Taking a closer look at Li Xun, he has many "spotlights", but his personality charm is very unique. First of all, he is extremely confident, which is not only reflected in his mind, but also in his acceptance of everything about himself. He always believed that he was the best and that the person who chose him was the most discerning. Secondly, no matter what he faces, he will always put on an indifferent attitude, which will drive you crazy to the extreme and make you want to give up, but he can solve everything calmly. He insists on making you go through thousands of twists and turns like a roller coaster even though it can be done with just one sentence, as if not doing so is not enough to show how special he is. Furthermore, he is a complete "career enthusiast", obsessed with his career and unable to extricate himself, with clear goals and firm steps. Zhu Yun commented on him: "He is never discouraged, never cares about the past, never regrets the spring and autumn, and never looks back. He walks a not very easy road, but his steps are crisper than everyone else. Therefore, he goes further than everyone else." Posted a small comment on him: "Excessive self-awareness and lack of self-discipline." Fu Yizhuo commented on him: "The way he handles things is quite extreme, like walking a tightrope." About blond hair In the novel, Li Xun started to dye his blond hair at a younger age. I understand this as a kind of "cutting off" from the harsh growth environment and bad things and bad people, and it is a self-awakening of Li Xun. Including when he ran away from his family and told Li Lan that he wanted a computer - "I want that too, but if I were here, I would never have it." Zhu Yun In fact, Li Xun's description of the definition of "princess" fits Zhu Yun in the original work very well. These words in the drama version tend to have a positive meaning, but in the original work, they actually have a derogatory meaning. 1. Has a pair of noble eyes: Li Xun mentioned in the original work that Zhu Yun had a formal conversation with him for the first time, and his initial impression when he took him to morning self-study was "two parts fear, two parts hesitation, ninety-five parts contempt, and one part expectation." Among them, ninety-five percent of the disdain stems from Zhu's mother's nurturing thoughts since childhood. She would have a stomach ache because "all the candidates in the province lost to this killer?" This prejudice is deeply rooted. Zhu Yun's selection of Li Xun is actually a fight against self-rooted thoughts. 2. An innocent and fragile heart. 3. A desperate spirit of adventure. These two points can be discussed together. Zhu Yun's innocence is actually fake. Zhu Yun sometimes speaks cleverly and knows how to use the situation to suppress Zhang Xiaobei, but she is not naive. And her desperate adventurous spirit is more of a rebellion against Zhu Mu's desire for control in the original work. In the original work, Mother Zhu's desire for control is suffocating, and the last few chapters made my skin stand on end: ? Mother Zhu's internal standards for evaluating others are very rigid. Even though Liu Xiaoyan had excellent academic performance, she was expelled from the school because she believed in Jesus and was eccentric and unsociable. Zhu's mother believed that Li Xun was independent and independent of the group. When Fa's grades were not good as a child, Zhu's mother wouldn't even let him in. Later, when Fa's studies abroad became prosperous, Zhu's mother began to have friendships again. ? Mother Zhu controls, tames, and suppresses her daughter's self-awareness. ①Forcing Zhu Yun to fill in the application form. ②When dealing with Zhang Xiaobei, only when Zhu Yun mentioned that it affected her grades did Zhu's mother come forward to suppress her. ③On New Year's Eve, Zhu's mother bought clothes to dress up Zhu Yun, and she kept an eye on her every move, not allowing for a moment that she didn't like what she wanted. ④ Zhu Yun made it clear that she would not go abroad and would not take the exam to go abroad. However, Zhu's mother still promoted the matter of going abroad in an orderly manner, completely ignoring Zhu Yun who was standing aside. ⑤ Zhu Yun was suffering from depression and was about to die, but her mother insisted that her daughter had been in good health since she was a child and would not die. She sat by the bed and said to her: "Zhu Yun, every time a person gets a serious illness, he will break a bad habit. You must learn a lesson." ⑥ He said coldly that Li Xun was detained and Li Lan died in the hospital. It was tit for tat. ⑦The scariest thing is that it is completely different from the drama version. In the novel, Fang Zhijing tricked Li Lan into freezing to death, and Li Xun beat Fang Zhijing within the same day. At that time, Zhu Yun was at home trying to convince Zhu's mother. Although Zhu's mother knew that Li Xun was being detained, she deliberately pretended to let go and asked Zhu Yun to make a decent proposal about L&P to delay her time. Then when Zhu Yun was in high spirits and full of hope, he threw the plan aside and said coldly, "Zhu Yun, you made a mistake again." This is a kind of comprehensive mental suppression and destruction, completely taming my daughter like a hawk. It is precisely because of Zhu Yun's mother, and because of the first "person who meets the definition of deviant" who appears in Zhu Yun's life - Liu Xiaoyan, not only did she not win, but she lost completely. That's why Zhu Yun chose Li Xun. She wanted to see such a deviant person "win" to subvert the ideas that Zhu's mother had implanted in her since she was a child. She is said to be fragile because she pins all her hopes of subverting cognition on Li Xun. Li Xun was in jail and she lost to Zhu Mu again, so she became depressed.

This is the first time I have seen such deep emotions in a romance novel. I have read it several times. I love them so much and the powerful writing. This story not only showed me the soul-shaking love, but also gave me the strength to face life. I cried when I read the last chapter, it was so hurtful and painful

I remember that when I read this novel for the first time last year, I burst into tears when I saw this. The writing of T was so contagious. When I read it again many years later, it is still the same.

This is the best online article I have read in many years, bar none

I don't know how to put it. I always feel that even if a character like Lighter doesn't stumble here, he will stumble elsewhere. The so-called price of being young and frivolous is just that the price is too heavy.

There is nothing wrong with a mother's love for her children, and she is indeed very accurate in judging people. The male protagonist is indeed extreme, but the method of disciplining her children is wrong, so the daughter appears to be well-behaved, but is actually rebellious. If it were not for this abnormal education method, the female protagonist would not necessarily fall in love with the male protagonist. She would have another standard for choosing a mate.

In the years since I read this article, Zhu Yun's dream has been in my mind. Li Xun was arrogant and had a bad temper. Life had given him too many hardships, but he still gritted his teeth and endured it time and time again. Just like in Zhu Yun's dream, no matter how strong the wind blew and dark clouds pressed down on the city, he remained standing like a rugged mountain peak. You have to believe that Li Xun will not be defeated easily, and neither will you.

Everything just stays the same at the beginning, and the further it goes, the more it deviates... If you want to be an idealist who never forgets your original intention, you have to go through too many hardships.

"My dream is to cultivate my first love into a positive fruit" "Then it's easy to realize your dream."

Cry to death. Zhu Yun really fell in love with Li Xun, and Li Xun was Zhu Yun's courage This is the story of knights and princesses, as well as kings and knights