[Yang Jian Fanfiction] Don't Say Looking Back Will Only Bring Regret

Three thousand blossoms falling were nothing but a warm dream. To wake from it was to be heartbroken, yet how many were willing to face the faint truth? A thousand years of plotting amounted to no more than a little world-shaking joke. Perhaps, in these Three Realms, the defiance of heaven had finally come to pass, but it was still only a tiny pawn, hardly worth mentioning... Having you in this life was already a blessing to me. Even if this had been a bottomless whirlpool from the very start, I would still have plunged in without hesitation... This game of chess began with the world's first step. Now, all that remained was to make the pieces serve their purpose to the fullest. From the moment it appeared, it was already at the very heart of the conspiracy... There was no turning back. (For the full synopsis, see the QA below. It's too long to post here, and I'm so frustrated.)