The Shut-In's Choice

What are the beliefs of the protagonist's family? Why am I stuck here QAQ

The protagonist looks a lot like me, it's a true reflection of me! ! I don't know why I've gotten so mixed up.

Most of the comments I just posted were full of bitterness. In fact, I just wanted to say that I don't want to find a second author. I will support you no matter what happens (very seriously) support support support support support support support support support support support support support support support support support!

The pressure outside of study has reached the level of inner demons. I feel that truly smart people will not struggle with themselves like this. I don't think I am one of those smart people, but I want to understand their wisdom. In fact, the author gave me a lot of motivation during that time, because it seemed that somehow, although it was different, completely different, even if the reasons were different, there was indeed another person somewhere in China who felt lonely, and that person was very smart. What she wrote was just Online novels (I think they are the same as other online novels except for the place of publication and the joy of reading them. I feel that the author should also be happy when writing them. There is no other place). I am very curious about her things, but no matter how I look at them, they are mysterious. I feel that it is really good to be alive like this. If I die, I will see nothing (this is too exaggerated, but this is the feeling that others really don't care. It's as exciting as Siri said "I really don't care")

I used to think that I had severe social difficulties and lost my ability to speak (completely silent and not answering), but later I discovered that I actually had no big problem getting along with the people around me. I am now a senior in high school. Before, I had no way to keep my academic performance in the top 20 of my grade (it was terrible to maintain the pressure and I had an unbearable headache). My only sustenance in life was to read and code stories about the ideal magical world on the Internet. It seems ridiculous to outsiders, but I think it is the only way to maintain myself. I first saw the author's article on Qidian. It is very special among many other articles because what is used in the article to attract the audience is not sin and desire, but things like instinct and intuition that I don't know how to describe. I was very curious whether the person who wrote it was a boy or a girl. I didn't expect to see this article on JJ after registering an account. . Although the process of knowing it was not to search directly, but to see the name of the protagonist. . The messages have become a mess. . . If the author thinks it's confusing, just delete them. I really don't have any words to describe (my Chinese is very poor) my strong desire to support the author (although I don't know how to support it) (I don't know if it's desire), and I'm looking forward to the third way.

I haven't been on JJ for about two years. When I think about my password, the first thing I think of is you. I missed the messages I exchanged with you a long time ago. Later, I just thought that I missed a potentially very good fate. At that time, I was actually very stressed. I had complete insomnia (almost no sleep) for nearly eight years. It was very painful for me to not be able to integrate into the school atmosphere. I almost never stayed awake for more than five minutes in a class until I was in the top 20 of my grade. As the author said, I was confused and very painful. I was diagnosed with depression, and then I retired. After studying for a year, I read some books with a great sense of identity and spirituality, such as Walden Pond (not of this era but more advanced than this era). As a kind of thing for human beings as a whole, it is essentially completely accessible, and I think that I am not alone. This kind of thinking. What does it mean to be a good person? Most people have already hesitated and used logic to explain it away. I just want to live without any regrets. Whether the author has ideals or no ideals but wants to live, I will always support him. Because that western fantasy novel is the only novel that can touch me after reading online novels (mainly fantasy genre) for almost ten years! (It's a sobering feeling similar to a warning bell) It's more like a work of philosophical art than a novel! The author is the author (so far the only one) that I feel I will support until I grow old. I do not support the author as a so-called unknown Internet writer but support the author as a human being. It doesn't matter if he is not well-known as a human being. And I believe that the author will one day become famous as an Internet writer (although it is very powerless but I will always support it. Moreover, the author's own story that the author occasionally mentions in the author has something to say makes me feel like "this person attracted me with just inspiration". I can't think of another author who wants to support me like this.

However, the author has always been the person I want to support the most, not just the so-called Internet writer. I look forward to the third way... It may be some inexplicable zodiac theory. I think Gemini is quite smart, and sometimes has the confidence that is different from ordinary people to create miracles, no matter what ideals or even ideas the author has. Even if I just live without ideals, I will always be there until I die - I support you, because the author is the only one who can make me feel touched after reading online novels for ten years (it is a kind of touch that is struck by an alarm bell, like reading a philosophical book). Although it is very exaggerated, that Western fantasy novel gave me such a feeling

Tell me quickly which thing it is! ! As you can see, my updates are all based on the development of sitcoms, and I will definitely leave no regrets and no awkward moments. Spoiler for me! ! It won't be interesting to wait a month to see it again! ! !

"I'm a homebody and lazy. I don't want to develop new skills. I want to gain something with my old skills, but I'm too lazy to work hard and give. I'm like many people in this era. From skills to personality, I'm so ordinary that I lack recognition. I've even been in the middle and lower reaches of the 'socially adaptable' list for a long time." --- A very resonant passage. But just because I stay at home, I can spend more time with my loved ones and spend more time with them.