Jealousy

I don't know why, but I felt a little creepy after reading it. Today I searched for "writers recognized for their good writing skills" and found out about the author. This is the first article. Depressing from the beginning to the end. I would like to express my humble understanding. The article is titled Jealousy, which is actually pretty obvious. I don't think there is any real affection between the poet and Ed Ho. Even if there is, it is just the poet's bitter jealousy. The poet thinks that he is obviously the one with talent and talent, while Ed He is just an actor who is resting on his laurels and taking advantage of favors. What is even more unacceptable is that Ed He was once so obsessed with poets, but now he has become the superior one. So the poet pays attention to the behavior of Ed Ho, and comments morbidly on how he keeps going back and forth without making any progress, and tries every means to find out his faults. I have to say, that idiot really shocked me. In order to belittle Ed Ho, the poet even hugged and kissed the idiot. Narcissistic and pathetic. Although it is an exaggeration, it is very real, this feeling of jealousy. It looks very much like the faces of some people in real life (including me). I also thought of Mr. Wang Guozhen's words: Jealousy is a despicable emotion, but the same jealousy has different situations. There is a kind of jealousy out of pure malice, even the hope that one day we will take pleasure in one's misfortune, which we have every reason to despise. There is another kind of jealousy that is different. It is intertwined with envy, and the envious person himself can also realize the ugliness of jealousy, but he can't help but develop jealousy. In this regard, our attitude should not be contemptuous, but tolerant. ? The poet is probably the former. So he cannot be tolerated. Finally, I would like to say my own words. After reading it for more than three years, the JJ list is now filled with articles of low quality. It's not that these articles are meaningless. After all, in my opinion, online novels are just something to pass the time. But I still think we can get more from the novel. I feel this way more and more recently. The more I look at it, the more I feel like I am wasting my time. Now that I see these old articles, I still feel complicated. Harmful. Of course, the author's article is different from other novel genres, and there is nothing to compare it with. No more talking, let's go and make up for the old article.

It really looks like the homework of a Chinese student.

At first I thought it was written like a European and American absurdist novel. After reading a few pages, I remembered that others had said that the author imitated Wang Xiaobo. At the end, it was still very absurd. When I watched it, I felt that what the protagonist said was true. After reading the comments, I found that it would make sense if it was just imagination. According to the routine of Internet literature, the poet will fall in love with an idiot and then commit suicide. Unexpectedly, the ending is strange and pure. It is really just taking advantage of the idiot.

Personally, I think that idiot is the 19-year-old poet. He has a crush on He. He also has paranoia and schizophrenia.

People with talent always want to explore their talents and worry about gains and losses. This piece is different from Bi Dao five years ago, from being helpless to a bit of sharp irony. There was a subtle change in attitude, but the ending never got better. In addition, there is always some force at the end of each chapter. I don't know whether it is the author's intention or to take care of the readers. After reading it, I felt a little bit hypoxic, my head was dizzy, and my mood was neither high nor low. The author was indeed very lethal when he flashed his claws. I really like the ending. It seems that people are somewhat pessimistic.

The poet has been talking about the past, so he has always been jealous of Ed He, and perhaps also angry that Ed Ho no longer devoted himself to him.

Looking at the back, the poet and Ma Lele were standing by the ditch together, but it was not from the perspective of two people, but it was written as if they were one person. Maybe the poet and the idiot were the same person.

It's so scary after reading it, I feel like the author keeps saying, why don't you die yet?! Tell the readers~

With such a strong writing power, it's a shame that so many articles have been blocked.

Love Roman to death, love to the point of digging your own grave.