A Zaju Opera (Sha Mu)

This is the first time I read this article, which is older than me. I wonder if the author can read my comments. The writing is really very good, not inferior to any popular online novel I have read. After reading this article, my first feeling is a kind of cruelty in the long stream, helplessness towards life, and criticism of society (?) (I don't know if the author has read other novels or read some scenes similar to this one. For example, I cried very sadly after reading it, but for this one, I was shocked at first, and then slowly savored the abuse in it) The feeling it brought me was shock and a sense of powerlessness towards the two protagonists. I was really amazed by the author's writing style. It starts off quite peacefully, and then slowly builds to the climax of the story. Then there is a synopsis of the storyline (??? I saw many people in the comment area saying that if Shaka had been braver, nothing would have happened. If the supporting role is like that, it will be like that. (? What am I talking about?) Maybe it's because I am also *in my own life. I was impressed by the author regarding the plot where I was criticized because of my sexual orientation. . It's as if all the good things before were like bubbles, but the story is realistic, just like it is like this in many lives. That's all my praise for this article.

This is the first time I read this article, which is older than me. I wonder if the author can read my comments. The writing is really very good, not inferior to any popular online novel I have read. After reading this article, my first feeling is a kind of cruelty in the long stream, helplessness towards life, and criticism of society (?) (I don't know if the author has read other novels or read some scenes similar to this one. For example, I cried very sadly after reading it, but for this one, I was shocked at first, and then slowly savored the abuse in it) The feeling it brought me was shock and a sense of powerlessness towards the two protagonists. I was really amazed by the author's writing style. It starts off quite peacefully, and then slowly builds to the climax of the story. Then there is a synopsis of the storyline (??? I saw many people in the comment area saying that if Shaka had been braver, nothing would have happened. If the supporting role is like that, it will be like that. (? What am I talking about?) Maybe it's because I am also *in my own life. I was impressed by the author regarding the plot where I was criticized because of my sexual orientation. . It's as if all the good things before were like bubbles, but the story is realistic, just like it is like this in many lives. That's all my praise for this article.

So cruel... Why not give them happiness... The abandonment of the whole world? If Shaka had been braver, if Xiao Ai had been more understanding, if Milo had come earlier, if that woman Ying had been more willing to love Shaka more generously... If the world had been more tolerant... Mu wouldn't have... It can be seen that this is not a pure BL article. In fact, it was originally a BL without love... Just for them... What they want to see is laughter and happiness, but the world does not give them happiness... Regarding Mu and Shaka's mother... Shaka's mother forced her son to use things that her son cherished. I think one day Shaka may slowly watch his mother's threatening attitude change from panic to silence. Mu's suicide will be the trigger, because some things will still have a shell and a lock in their hearts even if they are erased by time. And Mu's mother... Can it be said that it was Mu's mother who drove him to a dead end? That Ying... Is the woman I want to kill the most. If you really love Shaka, use your own love to make him change his mind! Actually hurting Mu who just fell in love with Shaka... Actually hurting Mu who has reached the extreme of tolerance... Actually hurting Mu who is already so distressed... Why didn't Milo arrive earlier? Where did he go? If it weren't for his lateness, Mu wouldn't... Why can't you understand love? Clear love without even a trace of desire... This world... Author I hate you...

Stepmother! ! Hit the stepmother! ! That woman... Is not worthy of being Sha Sha's mother... I will kill her. If he dares to hurt Mu, I will cut her into pieces even if it is a different world! ! ! ! !

Just because Shaka doesn't have the courage? If it were me, I would abandon everything without hesitation, including anyone's life... Including myself.

Love... Is not sinful in the first place, right? Why must gender be distinguished? Gender is simply for the continuation of race. If love is only distinguished by gender, then love... Will only be lust? Falling in love but not being understood... This must be what Mu has always been afraid of... At the beginning, he never dared to express his feelings...

Excerpts are only a fraction of the whole play Beginnings and endings are usually not staged It just adds a kind of incomplete charm There is not so much resentment and dissatisfaction ——"Excerpts from the Opera" Perhaps, you should light a cigarette and let the white smoke surround you, which makes the night quieter and as cool as water. However, everything inside and outside the play is just a dream, and it is destined to be empty when you wake up from the dream. Every inch of the text reveals a sense of vicissitudes of life and a sense of powerlessness. Perhaps, I have been involved in the drama for too long and too deeply. After seeing Mu's suicide and Shaka's madness, I suddenly realized that maybe... This is the reality. After all, Danmei has given us more beauty and more hope. Unseen, pressure, accusation, and scorn in reality... Danmei is like an excerpt of a play, without a beginning or an ending. It has more incomplete charm and less resentment. For Mu, all the good things before were just a void, intangible and ungraspable, leaving only the afterimage of memories, sweet, but also more despairing. Ying's scorn and abuse, her parents' anger and sadness, and everyone's contempt and accusations were like vines, tightly entangled, painful and suffocating. The despair that no one understands or understands is endless, as if you are the only one in the world who is superfluous. What can you do if you don't give up? So, give up. Death is giving up and also liberation. Shaka did not attend Mu's funeral. Perhaps, it was too late to see him for the last time, which was the biggest punishment. He kept pretending to be forgotten to protect himself, but in the end, the psychological defense collapsed and the pain of losing his beloved made him crazy. It's better to go crazy and live in your own world than to face it soberly. This is also a relief. It should be said that this is not a question of who is right or wrong. After all, everyone has their own position, and everyone is selfish and cowardly. If Mu and Shajia had been more persistent and courageous, would these tragedies not have happened? The answer is unknown. Although the vigorous love was short-lived, at least the happiness in the past was always real... Incompleteness is also a kind of beauty.

Why does the world not understand homosexuality so much? ! That is also a kind of love! ! ! Ying in the article is so hateful, Mu's death, Sha's madness, Mi's guilt, all the efforts are just for the sake of unwillingness and desire for exclusivity. In the end, you can get nothing by tearing others apart. This kind of person who doesn't even understand love but still uses the banner of love is the most hateful! ! !

... Oh my God... I cried when I saw it... These people... Why can't they understand same-sex love... Author's reply: It's not too tragic. At least they love each other and their love is complete

Is this article posted on Minhu? I almost cried when I saw it. Author's reply: Yes, I sent it before, hug